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I want to play a fair game by CecilMateus, visual art

Noxus vs Demacia
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My Bio


About me ?

Unbearable, skinny, androgynous living dead... with norwegian and romanian origins. Strange mix I know X_X...

Super tamer of resin rebels. Part-time redeemer and asshole.

Yeah, I forgot something : I'm a writer.

I love inked skins and scars... (got some reasons for that strange taste...)

--- That's probably why I love torturing my dolls so much... ---

As far as I remember, I've always had a genuine passion for the different religions and, though my mother came from a convicted catholic family, she told me a lot about all religions and mythologies. So, don't feel lost or confused if you go accross deities coming from different countries and times. I love mixing things x3

I love sports (especially martial arts), shooting (club member), writing (obviously) and walking... simply walking during hours, aimlessly. That's all for my occupations, I guess.

Favorite Quotations :

- "Le plaisir de la méchanceté échappe aux âmes simples." Jean-Claude Silbermann

- "Chose défendue, chose désirée"

- "Les caprices sont le privilège de la beauté." Wole Soyinka

- "I'm the devil and i'm here to do the devil's work." Otis (The Devil's Rejects)

- "Well, I don't bend and I don't crack"

- "Beat on the brat with a baseball bat"

- "Body or soul, that's hard to say."

- "Que celui qui combat les monstres prenne garde dans sa guerre à ne pas devenir un monstre lui-même. A force de plonger trop longtemps votre regard dans l'abîme, c'est l'abîme qui entre en vous." / "Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you." (Friedrich Nietzsche)

- "Ce qui est fait par amour s'accomplit toujours par-delà bien et mal." / "Whatever is done for love always occurs beyond good and evil." (Friedrich Nietzsche)

- "It is impossible to suffer without making someone pay for it ; every complaint already contains revenge." (Friedrich Nietzsche)

- "Listen carefully. Everyone make mistakes. But if you committed a sin, you have to make an atonement for that sin. Atonement, do you know what that means? Big Atonement for big sins. Small Atonement for small sins." (Sympathy for Lady Vengeance)

- "Even though I'm worse than a beast, don't I deserve to live ?" (Old Boy - my favorite movie AND ONLY THE TRUE, FIRST VERSION)

- Ezéchiel 3.26 ; 6.7 ; 6.12

- Je suis un animal avec du bleu à l'âme. (Blondie)

- "He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man"

- And many lines from Guns N Roses, Blondie, Kate Bush, Pat Benatar, The Who... (Words are so important in life)

All posts, drawings, characters and photos etc are © CecilMateus.

(Exceptions : Characters that aren't mine are listed in the end of this post)

Favourite Visual Artist
Takato Yamamoto, Michael Hussar, Vania Zouravliov, Yoshitaka Amano, Pieter Brueghel l'Ancien
Favourite Movies
Old Boy, Hostel, The Devil's rejects, The House of 1000 Corpses, May, Dawn of the Dead, Sympathy for Lady Vengeance
Favourite TV Shows
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Guns N'Roses, Blondie, Kate Bush, Meiko Kaji, Pat Benatar
Favourite Books
Les Fleurs du Mal ; books by Nietzsche ; L'Arrache-coeur by Boris Vian
Favourite Writers
Baudelaire, Balzac, Sade, Dante Alighieri, Kafka
Favourite Games
Silent Hill series
Favourite Gaming Platform
Playstation 2 without a doubt !