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Thought vs. Reality pt. 2
Although I was warned in the past not to follow through I realize that what I had made truly was a mistake. If I had ever seen this coming I would not have ever wasted my time with something that would never be. A night that seemed so happy for me and only for the phone to deliver a blow that would knock me to my feet. What happened and how did the two of us succumb to something like this? I knew I should have picked up on the way you were acting earlier that day, but who would of thunk it would of happened this way? What once seemed perfect and happy suddenly decayed right down the drain. Right now I don't know whether to cry or laugh, but h
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Thought vs. Reality pt. 1
I lay down here feeling more mellow than usual and reflect upon what has happened in the past 2 months. I was having the time of my life yet I was too blind to see what was really going on. But in my darkest hour you were there for me when I needed you most. As the days go by our friendship grows stronger than ever all while leaving our pasts behind us only for our true friendship to bind us. But for now, I look forward to when the time is right to be able to hold you and call you mine.
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Home Sweet Home
Welcome to a sea of many hopes filled with dreams which will one day turn into nightmares as they devour you and those around you. Out here the grass is brown and nobody is pretty. A place which is run by thieving corrupt politics and dishonest leaders. A place where most if not all people are mislead. A place where smiles are calmly greeted with stabs in the back. This place might be hell for most but for me I call it home as its the only one I've ever known.
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Deep Seeded Thinking
Deep seeded thinking plunges through my body like waves over water as time slows down 2 minutes a thought. will i be able to escape to the reality which i once dreamed? where i hadnt a problem in the world and everything was care free? follow me inside my mind and you will see this lucious dream. a place where there are no external or internal physical or emotional conflict. a place of escape that involves no bleeding or sleeping an eternity 6 feet deep. a place where the life i once knew was glistened by a bright light. just take my current situation and subtract all the cuts and scars, needles and drugs, and the emotional heartbreaks that w
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Thought vs. Reality pt. 2
Although I was warned in the past not to follow through I realize that what I had made truly was a mistake. If I had ever seen this coming I would not have ever wasted my time with something that would never be. A night that seemed so happy for me and only for the phone to deliver a blow that would knock me to my feet. What happened and how did the two of us succumb to something like this? I knew I should have picked up on the way you were acting earlier that day, but who would of thunk it would of happened this way? What once seemed perfect and happy suddenly decayed right down the drain. Right now I don't know whether to cry or laugh, but h
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Thought vs. Reality pt. 1
I lay down here feeling more mellow than usual and reflect upon what has happened in the past 2 months. I was having the time of my life yet I was too blind to see what was really going on. But in my darkest hour you were there for me when I needed you most. As the days go by our friendship grows stronger than ever all while leaving our pasts behind us only for our true friendship to bind us. But for now, I look forward to when the time is right to be able to hold you and call you mine.
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Home Sweet Home
Welcome to a sea of many hopes filled with dreams which will one day turn into nightmares as they devour you and those around you. Out here the grass is brown and nobody is pretty. A place which is run by thieving corrupt politics and dishonest leaders. A place where most if not all people are mislead. A place where smiles are calmly greeted with stabs in the back. This place might be hell for most but for me I call it home as its the only one I've ever known.
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Deep Seeded Thinking
Deep seeded thinking plunges through my body like waves over water as time slows down 2 minutes a thought. will i be able to escape to the reality which i once dreamed? where i hadnt a problem in the world and everything was care free? follow me inside my mind and you will see this lucious dream. a place where there are no external or internal physical or emotional conflict. a place of escape that involves no bleeding or sleeping an eternity 6 feet deep. a place where the life i once knew was glistened by a bright light. just take my current situation and subtract all the cuts and scars, needles and drugs, and the emotional heartbreaks that w
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May 31, 1991
United States
Deviant for 9 years
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Shattered
Everything is shattered Nothing seems to matter Just look at how far we've come And what we have done Now what was once a happy memory is slowly laid to waste I constantly wonder if I'll ever find my place
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Get It Over With
Gun to the head Bittersweet cry for help Get it over with already I'm tired of hearing you yelp
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