I understand completely. I was stuck for a really long time between 493-498 for a really long time and I kept losing watchers. It got to the point where I was paranoid that someone called me out for something (though I didn't know what) After a while though, I started to GAIn more watchers than lose them and I'm now at 523 I believe. Your artwork is really unique and you deserve a lot more watchers than you have. I really hope people start noticing your talent !!