Even though I am the least likely person to know what the everloving heck I'm even into but WHY NOT
1. what’s your gender?
2. what are your pronouns?
She/Her, although They/Them is fine as well
3. is your family accepting?
They're just as confused as I am but I'm sure when I finally figure it out they'll be okay with it
4. what do you wish you could tell your past self?
My dude that weirdness towards romance, that's being Ace, yes that's a real thing. No I have no idea what level of Ace I am we'll figure that out later
5. what is your sexuality?
I'm just gonna say cautiously Demisexual Biromantic to keep my options open, although I do seem to be into girls more than guys in terms of how pretty they look. I haven't actually dated anyone (the one time I did wasn't quite real like....I distinctly remember my thought process going "this is what couples do right??? Kissing????? Cool I can kiss now???" and I was otherwise uninterested in the guy but too nervous to end it for a good while cause I was even WORSE at inter-personal stuff)
...so yeah basically get back to me after I've actually become close enough friends with an actual physical person to determine what my interests are
6. favorite color?
Lots of colors, particularly Red Violet/Pink, colors more on the warm side in general. Or just LOUD.
7. sun gay or moon gay?
8. when did you find out your sexuality?
Maybe like...as I was developing characters for Guardian Ghost, like near the end of college (so like 2012-ish?) and I figured out what Asexuality was and I was just like "well shit that sounds exactly like me"
beforehand I was just like "Yeah I'm probably straight?????? Sure?????"
9. how was your day?
I had a Hell Migraine yesterday so the fact that nothing's happening so far is great, good sign that I'll be free of migraines for an interval.
10. do you have any gay friends?
All of my online friends are anything but straight
11. what’s your favorite hobby?
12. who’s the best gay icon in your opinion?
I.....I don't know that many actors my dude, or celebrities in general. I tend to ignore most of that
13. which pride flags do you like the most design/color wise?
The Ace flags are fantastic, I love the purple. The Gay, Trans, and Lesbian ones are neat too. Also the Bisexual and the Aromantic and Agender and.....basically all the ones I've researched for my characters basically, and they're all Not Straight so yeah.
14. are you openly out?
Yes and no.
15. are you comfortable with yourself?
More or less, there are minor aspects that are annoying but I can live with them
16. bottom or top?
No idea my dude, haven't been with anyone
17. femme or butch?
Definitely tilt towards Butch but if I had more opportunities to go out places I'd probably try out femme stuff too
18. do you bind?
I've considered trying it but I also get paranoid when I feel like I can't breathe as easily (which happens normally cause I do forget to breathe sometimes) so I'll probably pass
19. do you shave?
Unless my legs/armpits are going to be exposed on a regular basis I don't touch either
20. if you could date anyone you wanted, who would it be?
Never really dwelled on that. I mean I seem to be into the really blonde girls with the eyeliner and STARK RED LIPS (maybe not that last part) in the really cute dresses (or in a black tanktop/short thing like that girl was pretty), or the one time I saw a black girl with the salmon/coral colored dress and it complemented her SO WELL LIKE HOLY SHIT, or another girl with short and weird colored hair and glasses (she looked like a Color Swapped version of me??).
And also the lanky guys in glasses that I've seen (which I may have only responded to cause they look like my Guardian Ghost boys so that might not be legitimate)
Course, this could all be aesthetics and I might not have a physical attraction to either side (or maybe I do I mean I question the hell out of every feeling cause AM I GAY OR ARE THEY JUST REALLY COOL LOOKING??)
21. do you have a partner (s)?
22. describe your partner (s)?
23. have you ever dated anyone of the same sex?
Nope, although I will have to try it if the opportunity presents itself, to see if the Physically Uncomfortable thing I had with the guy carries over. Confirm if I'm totally Ace or if I'm actually gay.
24. anyone of another sex?
One time, although again, I don't feel like that counted. We barely knew eachother outside of college (or even visited for that matter), barely lasted two weeks and the last few days I avoided him until finally confronting him. (He was fine with it but the whole time I was physically uncomfortable cause it was WEIRD EVERYTHING WAS WEIRD)
Just like with the Same Sex situation above, I'd like to try again with someone else, whenever the opportunity presents itself, and I'm actually friends with this person beforehand
25. pastel gay or goth gay?
I'm gonna say Pastel
26. favorite dad in dream daddies?
......none of them really??
27. tell me a random fact about yourself?
I have like 4 plants on my windowsill and I kinda want more, this one cactus I have is only seedlings and I want it to get BIGGER. I named it Larry.
28. do you own any pride flags/merch?
I've MADE pride stuff, but most of the things I've bought are all Ace-centric
29. have you ever been to a pride parade?
Nope, I'm not even 100% sure what I identify as so I'd feel uncomfortable just going to one (not even sure where any are nearby anyway)
30. any advice to someone who isn’t out or who is exploring themselves?
No worries, take your time. I'm also still figuring myself out, very slowly.
There was this one Medium person that was like "Yeah you're not gonna find someone until you're 40" and while they may have been making stuff up on the fly, it sounds about right that it would take me that long to figure my shit out, and they kept things neutral, I appreciate that