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Names Rhyan.
Currently Im 26 (August 8th 1991, Leo).
I will rp in everything from notes to msn.
In any group im in =3

The most important people to me.
:iconarohathestrange: :iconeggciting: :icontree-kun: :iconmaekohikari:
:iconhira-chira: :iconjollymushroom: :iconsoaringmoose:

I am the one who created Bade Nal, Arissa Roth, Persephone Heartless, Stephan Bahkir, Lullaby And Rhapsody Yuju.
All utauloids that have probably been forgotten about


Theia Kynaston:: Pokeren WIP by Catastrapostrophe Poke-Ren:: Meinir the Exorcist by Catastrapostrophe

Favorite Places


Might take a break (TW loss)

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 20, 2018, 1:16 AM

So I told a few people I love and adore about my pregnancy, by a few people I mean my main group and pren. They are my family. Well on the 27th I woke up with light cramping and a little bit of spotting... I thought nothing of it after all it's normal in early pregnancy. (I had a full period with my daughter)

By the next day it was heavy bleeding and the base sent my husband home to take me to the hospital... the one closest to our home was a 2 hour wait even though I was in extreme pain and started a harder bleeding... By 10pm that night... We found out I had miscarried and I feel very numb. I feel listless... depressed.. angry and lost. My husband is amazing and helping. His sergeants gave him Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday to be home with us and be together.. after this weekend I might take a week break. 

I'm leaving PTS as well. I might make the decision to leave a few more groups. I'm not sure which. I'll also be looking at moving to where my husband is stationed while we get our new orders worked out. 

I'm taking this break for my mental health and health of my friendships... because last time I lost everything I cared about. I'm trying to find little things to be happy about I'm just not sure... what could make me feel okay right now. We had been trying for 10 months with me told I'd likely not conceive again...

Here is hoping we can have just one more. Hopefully two.

Thank you for your time if you actually read this. I love you guys.



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xKhaox Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2018   Digital Artist
Hi ! Thank you so much for the watch ; - ; !
Celebae Featured By Owner Oct 16, 2018  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! <3
inkdears Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2018
hi! thanks so much for the watch, i really appreciate it!^^
Shifter-Princess Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATE!!!! :cake: :party:
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ChirruSan Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
yaaa your art are so kawaii!!! >w<
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