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As time passes I'm still me
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Published: April 1, 2011
© 2011 - 2019 CatalystSpark
This is how I currently look, this is also why I need a better quality camera, color adjustments are a bigger pain in the rear then you would think! Yes my hair is fire red, yes I know it is an uncommon color, but yes, I like it. It's my red, I missed my red!!!

I'm pre-T and everything but hey, I think I'm lookin' pretty good for being pre-T if I do say so myself. Or maybe my confidence is just high due to finally having my red hair back, I DON'T KNOW!
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Jetta-Windstar's avatar
the quote is so true ^^ - love the new look dude.
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CatalystSpark's avatar
CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
Thanks hun, yeeeea, I MISSED my red hair!!.
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NiGhT-sTaLkEr13|Hobbyist General Artist
You have great confidence in yourself, and that's great. I'm transsexual myself, and still pre everything. I can see already you have natural testosterone levels like myself. Gotta love that jawline, mate. :)
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
Eh, I have my moments of lowered confidence but, they seem to be occurring less and less. I'm just finally feeling comfortable being me and know I'm on the right path now that just took so much off my stress levels. And yea I do, not even testosterone yet but, hey, least it means I'll need a lower dosage when I get on HRT! And thanks, I realize I got lucky with my jawline and all, so glad I have an androgynous face to begin with, will make things so much easier on me.
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NiGhT-sTaLkEr13|Hobbyist General Artist
I completely understand how you feel. :) I'm lucky that I was born with a good amount of T already. So I'm hoping my dosage won't have to be too much. I mean, I've already got the muscle on my arms, veins in my hands and a strong jaw, it's just really the arse that I want to firm up [and the obvious things changed]. XD

I think that once you finally come to terms and start knowing where you are in life, your confidence really picks up. Of course, it always helps to have some support on your side, too.
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
Oh yea, support has helped me so much, I am not sure if my friends even realize just how much they've helped me. I no longer look in the mirror and see someone capable of looking great but to angry to care, now I look in the mirror and see a good lookin' guy who has finally begun to live. It's amazing just how much is changing. Emotions I thought I was incapable of feeling are now coming to the surface, it's weird to feel them and I have to adjust but it says a lot about how much is changing.

Well it's certainly a good thing it sounds like you won't have too rocky a transition, having things already kinda, set up to a degree thanks to genetics, it helps a lot for certain. It'll make it that much less of a strain on you. Heh, guess we're lucky guys there eh?
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Irobashi-Chronicles's avatar
Eh, what's Pre- 0o ope, nope, Cist answered the question lol.

Still tired, o0 I hadn't noticed in any other pictures, thought you just darkened the red or something.
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
XD, yea, I had to totally redye, have to once in a while.
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LotteBubbles|Hobbyist General Artist
HOT DAMN!

Personally I love mental hair colours, when I finish high school(finally) my hair is going through the full colour spectrum....

Again, :iconhotdamnplz: boy...that is unfair to the female population, very very unfair
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
XD, what that there's only onea me and someone's already seeming to have claim to this guy?
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LotteBubbles|Hobbyist General Artist
That too!
also unfair that anyone can pull off looking that good, most of my photos I end up looking AWFUL!
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
Ya photos can't look awful hun, don't down yourself
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ChiharuXIchiro|Hobbyist General Artist
*Sees pretty man. Faints*

I love the hair, it looks awesome. (:
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
Thanks, I missed it so, soooooooooooooo much!!!
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ChiharuXIchiro's avatar
ChiharuXIchiro|Hobbyist General Artist
I know the feeling!
I miss having my hair that color too!

You look amazing-er in it, though. :3
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SuburbanWulf|Hobbyist General Artist
O.O ..........................................

*too amazed to pick jaw up off ground*
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
Ummm, ya lost somethin' there beautiful? ++Lifts jaw up with a finger and that playful smirk of his.++
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SuburbanWulf|Hobbyist General Artist
o.o I'm not sure....

Where's the thump thump?
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
I think I could take a guess wear that sound's coming from.
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AzzyBunny's avatar
Also, the picture in the background reminds me of Kefka

Had to have that fangirl moment too
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
XD what, my smirk face? That's just using the outlines from onea my other photos I took and a common expression for me as of late.
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AzzyBunny's avatar
Babe, you know I've always thought you were hot as hell, and, since you're happy, and have your confidence again, I'm just gonna say GAWD DAMN <3
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CatalystSpark|Professional Digital Artist
++Grins++ I am so fighting the urge to be cheeky right now, Thanks hun, I think ya might got a bitta a blush in truth.
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AzzyBunny's avatar
<3 Glad I could do my job then <3
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