cartoonygothica

Does anyone else have those interests that they're not only really into, but can also become dangerous subjects to talk about when someone disagrees, as in they start to feel like politics? For me, that subject is definitely underwear, mostly underpants. I think it's fascinating that a layer of clothing that is normally hidden under other layers has several important functions and comes in so many different fabrics, colors, and styles. I strongly believe that underpants should be worn all day and night, outside of showering or wearing a swimsuit. As long as a person is wearing underpants all day and night, I am not as particular about other aspects of their underwear habits. When a person's underwear is exposed, I don't just find it funny. I find it weirdly comforting, because to me, it shows me that no one is invincible, that person cared enough about their hygiene, modesty, and comfort to have that layer on, and, if the exposure was voluntary, a willingness to be vulnerable. I guess

How weird does it sound that I can handle looking at dead, decomposing bodies onscreen and dissecting animal parts, yet I feel squeamish at the sight of genitals or butt from a living being? I used to think I would puke if I saw someone's genitals. Spoiler: I never even got nauseous when I did accidentally see someone's genitals.

I don't know if I have a phobia of nudity, since I'm fine with showering at home, changing clothes in fitting rooms, (non-nude) beaches, going to doctor's appointments, etc. But not going to lie, seeing someone wearing a dress and/or revealing outfit can make me feel weirdly anxious and intimidated. I have this fear that a person wearing a revealing outfit (even just a tank top and shorts) will expose themselves, revealing that they are not wearing any underpants. (But I don't have that fear when a person is wearing a swimsuit or just their underwear.)