I can't imagine myself being on the internet for much longer. I've began to realize that being on the internet is taking a huge toll on me and my mental health. To me it's a cestpool that breeds toxicity where others shit on you for the sole satisfaction of a reaction, and it mentally fucks with me. When I first joined the internet, I had high expectations of myself and the things I wanted to do. I considered it a safe haven for a long time. But the longer I used it, the worse things got. I got involved with toxic friends, unpredictable people I looked up to and the majority of communities that are just straight up the more terrifying equivalent of a beehive. I never met my own expectations and I feel like I dissapoint people with my sole presence on the internet. I wouldn't say i'm ignored or disliked, but I don't exactly feel really welcome on any social media platform that I can imagine. There's always that nagging feeling in the back of my head where I feel like people want me