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Best of times by Carolzilla Best of times :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 105 51 SL - Chaos Effect Raptor Inspired ModKits by Carolzilla SL - Chaos Effect Raptor Inspired ModKits :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 16 5 Husband relieved for his Wife by Carolzilla Husband relieved for his Wife :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 183 56 Sketch dump galore 14 by Carolzilla Sketch dump galore 14 :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 38 20 Be one of us Part3 - Commission by Carolzilla Be one of us Part3 - Commission :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 49 26 Suchoriginalcomicwow by Carolzilla Suchoriginalcomicwow :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 32 21 Ion Ref Sheet - Commission by Carolzilla Ion Ref Sheet - Commission :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 102 35 Pizza Delivery WereWolf TF - Commission by Carolzilla Pizza Delivery WereWolf TF - Commission :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 190 43 IvanThylacine StickerPack - Commission by Carolzilla IvanThylacine StickerPack - Commission :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 44 8 Thyla and Carol in a Plane - Commission by Carolzilla Thyla and Carol in a Plane - Commission :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 85 34 SL - Heartless Inspired Mods by Carolzilla SL - Heartless Inspired Mods :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 50 8 WereRaptor TF - Commission by Carolzilla WereRaptor TF - Commission :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 172 34 Gholbez Banner - Commission by Carolzilla Gholbez Banner - Commission :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 35 22 Patriot - Commission by Carolzilla Patriot - Commission :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 15 11 Gwen Teasing - Commission by Carolzilla Gwen Teasing - Commission :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 33 15 AU - Tyrant the Leaper Lizard by Carolzilla AU - Tyrant the Leaper Lizard :iconcarolzilla:Carolzilla 93 27

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-English-
Hey, it's been a while since my last journal huh?
I wanted to write some stuff down to kinda let you guys know how I've been doing
Long story short I'm ok right now, just stayed a good amount of time while working on commissions being lazy/unmotivated 

First of all I wanna talk about sketch commissions, I plan on opening those again soon but the price wil change from 7$ to 10$ and instead of 10 slots there's gonna be 20 slots
And I want to know what you guys think of this new price and stuff.

Now onto the venting part, I'm dissapointed in myself on how I handled the commissions I got this January and I'm glad the commissioners were patient with me.
It actually started good but then came February and I slipped on the ball pretty hard and became extremily slow with the drawings.

This part is where I vent the most just as a warning hah but what didn't help my mood was when in the beginning of March I found out someone I knew passed away, and this person was actually my first drawing teacher (not in art classes from school, he gave these classes on his own) when I was 11/12 years old and he pretty much was the one who taught most of the things I know now and set me in the right direction to learn how to draw (you know, instead of learning on those bad 'how to draw anime' books x'D). I did met up with him again a few years later after those classes and then the last time I saw him was the beginning of 2012...it's just still hard to believe that happened.
Barely a few days after that I find out a friend I had in highschool also passed away (yeah, all in the same week), unfortunately after I finished highschool, in 2010, I haven't really been in contact with any of my friends there (aside having them as friends on some websites) but just like the news about my teacher this also made me upset and feeling weird, especially remembering how much she was the more 'upbeat' and 'goofy' of our group.

I'm much better about it now though and managed to get back into doing the stuff I wanted/needed to do.
Now I just need to figure out on how to be more 'disciplined' and work even when I'm unmotivated and also figure out a schedule for me to work on commissions, personal drawings and having my free time to play games and/or chatting with friends.

That's pretty much about it for now, sorry for all this venting and the more 'depressing' tone this journal has but I thought I had to share this with you guys and know what's up with me lately.
Still hope you guys have a great day.

-Portugues-
Hey, ja faz um tempo desde o meu ultimo journal huh?
Eu queria escrever algumas coisas pra deixar voces saberem o q eu ando fazendo
Long story short estou ok agora, mas fiquei um bom tempo enquanto trabalhando em commissions sendo preguiçosa/desmotivada 

Primeiro de tudo eu queria falar sobre sketch commissions, eu planejo em abrir eles de novo logo mas o preço vai mudar de 7$ para 10$ e em vez de 10 slots vai ser 20 slots
E eu quero saber o q vcs pensam desse novo preço e talz.

Agora para parte do desabafo, estou decepcionada comigo mesma em como eu lidei com as commissions q peguei em Janeiro e fico contente de q meus commissions foram pacientes comigo.
Na verdade começou bem mas dai veio Fevereiro e pisei na bola pra carai e fiquei extremamente devagar com os desenhos.

Essa parte é onde eu desabafo mais so como aviso hah mas o q nao ajudou no meu animo quando no começo de Março descobri q alguem q eu conhecia tinha falecido, e essa pessoa era o meu professor de desenho (nao em aula de Artes da escola, ele dava essas aulas sozinho) quando eu tinha 11/12 anos e ele praticamente foi quem me ensinou tudo q eu sei agora e me botou na direçao certa em como aprender a desenhar (sabe, em vez daquelas revistas de 'como desenhar anime' x'D).
Eu encontrei com ele de novo uns anos depois daquelas aulas e a ultima vez q vi ele foi no inicio de 2012...só é ainda dificil de acreditar q isso aconteceu.
Mal passou alguns dias disso e descobri q uma amiga q eu tinha no ensino medio tbm tinha falecido (sim tudo na mesma semana), infelizmente depois q terminei o ensino medio, em 2010, eu nao fiquei mais em contato com os meus amigos de la (tirando de ter eles na lista de amigos em alguns sites) mas como na noticia do meu professor isso tbm me deixou chateada e me sentindo estranha, especialmente me lembrando como ela era a mais 'energetica' e 'boba' do nosso grupo.

Estou me sentindo muito melhor sobre isso agora e consegui a voltar a fazer as coisas q eu queria/devia fazer.
Agora so preciso descobrir como ser mais 'disciplinada' e trabalher mesmo quando eu estiver desmotivada e arranjar um horario para eu trabalhar em commissions, desenhos pessoais e ter tempo livre pra jogar e/ou conversar com amigos.

É so isso q tenho sobre isso agora, desculpa por todo esse desabafo e esse journal ter um tom mais 'depressivo' mas eu pensei q eu deveria compartilhar isso com vcs e deixar saberem como q eu ando ultimamente.
Ainda espero q vcs tenham um otimo dia.

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Carolzilla
Caroline
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Brazil
Hello stranger~
1- I'm just a girl figuring out how to be an adult
2 - Obviously love dinosaurs and other cool creatures
3 - My style of art is cartoon-ish, but I'm trying to learn other styles
4 - I'm just an artist, not an 'animal artist', 'furry artist' or any other kind of title, I just try to draw whatever I feel like doing without always doing the same thing/theme.
5 - Favs are great, but what I really love is comments, so it feels like theres more people looking and paying attention to my drawings...:iconforeveraloneplz:
(But I don't mind the fav-and-run, I do that too, and one-word-comments are awful)
6 - You still reading this? Wow! You deserve a cookie C:
:iconbigcookieplz:

My Personal Quote: "I don't know"
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'Our Wounds' comic in a nutshell
(Contains some blood and gore, but it was drawn by me so its crappy anyway, it shouldn't be an issue lmao)
Thats a lot of damage by Carolzilla
Best of times
-English-
I wanted to finish this drawing last month but that didn't go as planned yaaaaaaay /cries/
This dumb thing shouldn't have taken this long...can't do much about it now unfortunately x'D

Initially there was suppose to be a few more pictures with this one but I lost motivation and will to do it /o/
At the very least I got the basic idea of what I wanted to do, which is to show Woru and Amber in different ages!

(Top to bottom) First row is as Toddlers/Young Kids, second row is Kids/Preteens and third row is as young adults~ (I'm very bad with ages so do not try to ask me the specific ones)

The old idea I had for their backstory is that they only met as young adults, however, I started to think more on it and with how I want to make Amber behave at that age it would be hard for her to trust Woru that much and get that close to him since he would be a stranger to her.

Their Backstory (even though it is super cliche OK it makes the most sense TO ME OK SHUSH) is that they knew each other since they were very young because their families used to be neighbors. Though Woru is 2 years older than Amber he used to be the shortest/smallest around and treated as the runt even among his own family and pack members, with Amber being the only one who didn't care made it easier for them to become friends.
After growing up together for a few years, when Woru was around 15 years old he had to move out with his parents and since then lost contact with Amber and they only reconnected after a couple of years when they were both young adults.
This is all I got for now 8DDD Maybe someday I'll make more stuff about it though I doubt it <'3

Hope you guys enjoy this as well! ;u;

-Portugues-
Eu queria ter terminado esse desenho mes passado mas isso nao foi como planejado yaaaaaaay /cries/
Essa coisa besta nao deveria ter me tirado tanto tempo...nao posso mais fazer nada sobre isso infelizmente x'D

Inicialmente era pra ter mais umas imagens com essa aqui mas perdi a motivaçao e vontade de fazer /o/
Pelo menos eu consegui fazer a ideia basica do q eu queria, o qual era mostrar Woru e Amber em idades diferentes!

(De cima pra baixo) Primeira fila é crianças pequenas, segunda fila é crianças/pre-adolescentes e a terceira é jovens adultos~ (Eu sou bem ruim com idades entao nao me pergunte nenhuma especifica)

A ideia antiga que eu tinha com a estoria deles é q eles so se conheceram como jovem adultos, no entando, eu comecei a pensar mais em como quero q a Amber se comporta nessa idade e seria dificil de ela confiar muito no Woru e ficar mais proxima dele ja q ele seria um estranho pra ela.

A estoria deles (mesmo sendo super cliche OK faz o mais sentido PRA MIM OK SHUSH) é q eles se conhecem desde q era bem pequenos pq suas familias eram vizinhos. Mesmo Woru sendo 2 anos mais velho q a Amber ele sempre era o baixinho de todos e tratado como 'fraco' ate mesmo com sua propria familia e membros da alcateia, com a Amber sendo a unica q nao se importava fazendo com isso fazendo a amizade dele se formar mais facil.
Depois de crescerem juntos depois de uns anos, quando Woru estava la pelos 15 anos ele teve q se mudar com os pais e desde entao perdeu o contato com a Amber e eles so se reencontraram depois de uns anos quando ambos eram jovens adultos.
So isso tudo q tenho por enquanto 8DDD Talvez algum dia eu irei fazer mais coisas sobre isso mesmo q eu duvide disso <'3

Espero q vcs gostem disso tbm! ;u;
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SL - Chaos Effect Raptor Inspired ModKits
-English-
*ASIDE THE TEXTURES, NONE OF THE PARTS/3D MODELS SHOWN WERE MADE BY ME!*

Sorry for the lack of drawings ;u; I've been working on this modkit on the beginning of this month and then Jurassic World Evolution was released and took all of my time lmao.
Maybe now that I finished this, I'll have more time for drawing.

Anyway, the Mod is based on the design of the Chaos Effect Alpha Raptor toy that some friend suggested for me to do on the recent Raptor avatar made by Kinzart.
If anyone who has an SL account wants to check them out, go here:
marketplace.secondlife.com/sto…

It's a very fun and interesting design so I thought why not? Just the worst part I had to redo ALL of the shading of the raptor parts to fit the Kobold shading style >> but then just reused them again for the LL body one but had to make a skin for the body instead :'DDD
After I was done with the original design some people and friends suggested to do different colors, so I did! :B
Since recoloring the textures wouldn't take as much time as making it from scratch.

As always I hope you guys somehow enjoy these? And that I'm gonna try to make these dumb posts only once in a while.

-Portugues-
*TIRANDO AS TEXTURAS, NENHUMA DAS PARTES/MODELOS 3D MOSTRADOS AQUI FORAM FEITOS POR MIM!*

Desculpa pela falta de desenhos ;u; Eu andei trabalhando nesse modkit no inicio desse mês e ai o Jurassic World Evolution foi lançado e tirou todo o meu tempo lmao.
Talvez agora q eu terminei isso, vou ter mais tempo pra desenhar.

Anyway, o Mod é baseado no design do brinquedo Chaos Effect Alpha Raptor q alguns amigos sugeriram pra eu fazer no Avatar recente feito por Kinzart.
Se alguem tem conta no SL e querem dar uma olhada, so ir aqui:
marketplace.secondlife.com/sto…

É um design divertido e interessante entao eu pensei pq nao? Só a pior parte foi ter q refazer TODOS os sombreados nas partes de raptor pra combinar com o estilo de sombreado do Kobold >> mas dai so reusei eles de novo pra versao do corpo LL mas dai tive q fazer a pele pra esse corpo :'DDD
Depois q eu terminei o design original algumas pessoas e amigos me sugeriram fazer cores diferentes, entao eu fiz! :B
Ja q recolorir texturas nao iriam tirar tanto tempo como fazer algo do zero.

Como sempre eu espero q vcs gostem disso de algum jeito? E q eu vou tentar fazer essas postagens bestas so bem de vez em quando.
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Sorry I've been kinda silent for a while, been busy with some mods for SL and sketching some ideas of my characters but...

This came out so expect me to go even more silent lmao.

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:iconbloodorangesangria:
BloodOrangeSangria Featured By Owner Jun 3, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're even using a variant on the "Zilla" everyone else dislikes, right? Props for not letting others sway you! 
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Carolzilla Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yes I am lmao

I know why people hate/dislike it so much but I always loved its design when I saw the movie as a kid
Luckily no one really bothered me about it
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BloodOrangeSangria Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
That's just it: the design isn't terrible. It's only really bad compared to the original Godzilla. 

That said, love meeting another lady into scales. :) 
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Carolzilla Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
If you mean its bad for being a 'Godzilla', than yeah the movie shouldn't have been called that at all lmao
Love its dinosaur like design

And yus! always nice seeing more people into creatures like this c:
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IGNEELTHEGREAT Featured By Owner May 17, 2018
Is your thumbnail mystery skulls?????!!!!
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Carolzilla Featured By Owner May 17, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
My avatar/character is based on Lewis from the Mystery Skulls music video, yes
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IGNEELTHEGREAT Featured By Owner May 17, 2018
I knew it!!!!!!!(◐‿◑)
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Carolzilla Featured By Owner May 17, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
It's pretty obvious xD
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Desrosaur Featured By Owner May 1, 2018
glad to see you still alive
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Carolzilla Featured By Owner May 2, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
What do you mean? xD I've always been active and posting
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