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:iconcarodemi:Carodemi posted a status
I want to slit my throat.
I want to be calm.
I want my mind to stop yelling at me.
I don't want to think about cutting!
Or dying!
No.
Just please make it stop I can't hide this much longer.
I can't I really can't
I want to cry but I can't.
I want to tell an adult or my mum but idk how...
Just make it stop
Please
God please make it stop
Just let me be okay.
P l e a s e
I don't want to cut my chest open.
I don't want to slit my throat.
I don't want to go deep
But I do.
I don't want to die
I just want it to stop....
Please
Just stop.
I don't know why I'm like this anymore!
I want to be happy again!
I'm sorry..
I'll try not to but it's hard

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:icon0lugia0:
0Lugia0 Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I hope you're ok now... :( I don't like seeing you like this...
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Apr 6, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I know I'm sorry :(
I've been more hyper recently since school ended. Haven't done anything harmful to myself recently too.
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:icon0lugia0:
0Lugia0 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Well that's good
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:iconmdchan:
mdchan Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
:hug:
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:(
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:iconmdchan:
mdchan Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Do you wanna talk about it?  I sometimes don't know what to say, so I just stick an emote there.  It's kind of the "panic button" for social awkwardness.  >.>;;
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah sure.
I completely understand, I get awkward too, nothing to worry about.
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:iconmdchan:
mdchan Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
Okies.  ^^
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah
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:iconmdchan:
mdchan Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
You mentioned your mom...is she an understanding person?
Granted, I know it's hard to tell parents about those sort of thoughts.
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah she's very understanding but when I hurt myself I feel like I let her down because it upsets her.. I don't even go that deep.
But if I tell her I feel like it'd scare her... I don't know how to tell her.
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