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:iconcarodemi:Carodemi posted a status
I need to vent because I'm weird.
Regarding, everything.
Everything this year.
This year, a lot happened, and I'm just going to be real.
Main feelings:
- numb
- hyper
- anxious
- panicked
- happy
- heart broken
- confused
- tired
- vexed
- suicidal
- hurt.
This year, I came out as bisexual and Tranagender.
That's great.
This year, I self harmed.
I've been emotionally strained by someone who cheated, as well as lied about having a kid and other things.
But this year, I healed and found someone so great.
This year, I made great friends, as well as gotten closer.
This year, I've been stressed, because of everything.
I got threatened for sticking up for gay people.
I was threatened to be killed.
This year, I've broken down.
A lot of bad things have happened but
Loads of great things happened.
I've got a group of now, best friends.
(You know who you are!)
Yes, I'm over what people have done but,
It still hurts.
Looking at the scars on your arm.
It's just a reminder of what happened.
But if I hadn't been cheated on, heart broken or lied too. I wouldn't of been so grateful for SmolApple.
If people hadn't of left, I wouldn't of been so grateful for these people:
Idk man, just thanks for always being there.
And to anyone who's going through depression,
You're not alone
People will catch you.
I love all of you so much. :3
And just thanks.
So at the end of it.
Something beautiful happens, through the pain.
Love my family, friends, and watches.
You're all awesome


dubiousmushroom The-Badger-Wolf xZylerx SmolApple TheSilverShadowK9 Bakugone Burricon-wolflord Cyriii

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:iconmdchan:
mdchan Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
I'm glad you can see the good that's happened this year!  Not many people can see that sort of thing.

:hug:
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:iconthe-badger-wolf:
The-Badger-Wolf Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016
You are one of my favourite artists and one of the nicest people on this site.
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Awww! Badger ;u;
I look up to you like a big brother. :aww: :hug:
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:iconthe-badger-wolf:
The-Badger-Wolf Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016
Awww, thanks, Soulz! :hug::aww:
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Of course :3
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:iconthe-badger-wolf:
The-Badger-Wolf Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016
:3
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I forgot to add my best friend. ;^;
0Lugia0
READ DIS POST LUIGI I LOAF YOU (in a sibling way)
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:icon0lugia0:
0Lugia0 Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Nah it's fine, I loaf too
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:D
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:iconxzylerx:
xZylerx Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
awww!

:D

this year has been really difficult to get through..

I hope 2017 brings something amazing for everybody
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Let's hope so!
I'm focusing on getting better.
And helping all my friends too!
Like Fuck laying in a bed feeling numb.
I'm going to use it to make something.
Shit happens bur I've got people, and I've got them :3
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:iconxzylerx:
xZylerx Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
c:
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:hug:
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xZylerx Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:)
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