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so, lately ive been getting (almost daily) notes from deviants asking on coloring tips. and while i never mind helping others and thats one of the biggest foremost reasons im on dA, i find that im repeating a lot of the same basic tips. so i thought it might be helpful to some of you if i were to just make some of this general knowledge public and...whatnot.
so first thing i always get are people asking me how i pick colors?
first thing i always say is, color theory! http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Color_theory http://colortheory.liquisoft.com/ and http://www.colormatters.com/colortheory.html
that last one has a good little mind blowing point there. see the one showing the plant? "A color scheme based on analogous colors" a lot of people want to use just a lighter shade to color, or a darker one, sometimes using white or black (or burn and dodge, shame on you! lol) but the colors there are a more blue green through a yellow green, it changes shades and doing so makes it much more believab
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Thu Oct 11, 2018, 9:44 PM


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Its like 5 am here…. stupid insomnias.
So, i know sometimes i stop posting for a few weeks and then i come back and so on, but lately is really hard for me to do anything whatsoever. I’m photographing less and less, and super late on posting stuff here :(
Maybe no one will read this, maybe no one cares, thats just fine, i just need to let this out. In this world where only social media matters and the life you pretend to live, i just cant find my place here. I struggle with depression since i was a very young teen and i tried to show and speaking about it in my social media, but really, i get that people just think i’m an atention seaker and its really not that at all. Since i see other artists do it, i thought i could show that my photography is actually a way to fight all these feelings and put them all out… but the world really doesn’t care about that. The sadness and the darkness, i’m just not worth of anyone attention. 
Since last year i feel i’m not the same, i changed a lot and not for the best. I’m becoming more a prisioner of my anxiety, i go out less and less… i missed my best friend wedding, what kind of person i am? A heartless one. 
I’m a horrible person… 
I thought if my photography had the emotion and speaks out to your heart, people would follow me and even buy my work, i thought i could make enough money to buy a new camera (by saving from all the sales) but i do really poorly in sales. I’m not complaiting, i feel so blessed for every single sale i make, and forever thankfull to the ones that loves my photos enough to spend their hardworking money on me.
I really wanted a new camera, just can’t afford it. But i make the most and the best i can with what i have, should be proud of that. Then… why i am not? I’m just ungratefull? 
I’m so tired of being me. And then, those supid meaningless things make me cry. I dont want to be myself anymore, i hate my person, i hate my body and the issues it comes with it. It’s so sad to even think this, and horrible to say it. I came across a weak person, but i’m not. I’ve been in hell and went back. I get it that everyone has its moments of weakness, but i just really breaking down every single day. 
I live in a complete loneliness, hiding in the dark, pretending i want to smile when i don’t. I feel i’m not worth of being loved.
I thought if i put all of my heart on something eventually everything would work out. I was so wrong…
I’m so exausted, i can’t fight this fight anymore, i just can’t…

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CarlaSophia
Carla Sophia
Artist | Photography
Portugal
"Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mistery. Today? Today is a gift, that's why we call it the Present!"

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:: Petrichor :: by Sangrde :: Petrichor :: :iconsangrde:Sangrde 5,177 107 Baby Blue Wren by Whimsical-Dreams Baby Blue Wren :iconwhimsical-dreams:Whimsical-Dreams 633 90 Little Adventurer by Whimsical-Dreams Little Adventurer :iconwhimsical-dreams:Whimsical-Dreams 847 98 We were angels by wlop We were angels :iconwlop:wlop 9,025 192 speak to me by werol speak to me :iconwerol:werol 616 72 Mountain Storm Light by kkart Mountain Storm Light :iconkkart:kkart 307 19 Mountain Serenity by kkart Mountain Serenity :iconkkart:kkart 496 30 the witching hour by Princess-of-Shadows the witching hour :iconprincess-of-shadows:Princess-of-Shadows 254 49 LIBRA from the Dancing Zodiac by AquaSixio LIBRA from the Dancing Zodiac :iconaquasixio:AquaSixio 2,879 63 Adventures of Red by incredi Adventures of Red :iconincredi:incredi 119 16 fairy tale by werol fairy tale :iconwerol:werol 415 68 The First Rain Drop by borda The First Rain Drop :iconborda:borda 270 10

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sawakaya Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2018  Hobbyist
Your gallery is amazing, I love all of your photos... There are pretty cool ヽ(´▽`)/
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CarlaSophia Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2018   Photographer
Thank you so much! :hug:
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TwiOnTheLine Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Such nice sceneries! Lookin forward to see more
Love At First Bump Emoticon Twilight's Part. 
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CarlaSophia Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2018   Photographer
Thank you :aww: :hug:
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joachim-hagen Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for faving!
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CarlaSophia Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2018   Photographer
:aww:
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linux-rules Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2018  Hobbyist Artist
hello:happybounce:, thank you for using this icon I adapted to dA: Society6 Icon ultramini, have a llama. There are some links that may be interesting for you:
TIPS.
FAQ #577: How do I use the Search?. With this one you can search emoticons of mine or works of other artists.
—Here are some extra tips.
—You don't need to watch me (+info). Also, you don't need to give me credit, the icon is all the credit needed.
—If you need any icon tell me.500px Icon ultramini
—Also, you may want to have a look to this tip to have a cleaner comment section ;) (Wink)  How to have a cleaner profile page by linux-rules 
—Maybe this is useful for you:  Links with Add media tutorial by linux-rules 
I hope this comment didn't bother you.
Hi! greetings!
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NunoPires Featured By Owner May 28, 2018   Photographer
Olá Carla :wave:

:iconcheerplz: :iconvicing001::iconvicing002::iconvicing003: :iconcheerplz:


Boa semana! :dummy:

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CarlaSophia Featured By Owner May 28, 2018   Photographer
:heart:
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