I am not exactly sure if I am allowed to vent here but if not then DA you can take this down.
I would post this on Facebook but as of recently that kinda caused the mess i am in to begin with that I am about to explain now.
And please before I begin explaining what happen don't criticize me on how I did things. I have pretty shitty as it is. I don't need to feel more like shit. I just honestly need some support right now from my followers. You guys are my rock and soul and I love you guys. <3
I am not sure how to start this as I am quite emotional typing this and I am not going to get into full detail either just because it's kinda personal. But I need your love and support right now as I am going through a mini crisis and I am quite scared.
I made a vent post on Facebook on Mother's Day complaining about how my mother and her fiance were treating me. In the post I was talking about a day we were in the car and my mom out of the blue said I have no friends and that I needed to get a life. I then told her that I did have friends on Facebook and other forms of social media. Her and her fiance started to verbally harass me in the car saying things like those are not your friends you never met them and chatting with them every day or night does not count.
So I said your saying a friend who stays up and chats with you every day every night is not a friend? A friend who sends you stuff in the mail or does gift art for you is not a friend? Or how about a friend who stays up all night with you and tries to help cheer you up or tries to help convince you that you do have a purpose here and that you matter is not a friend?
Their answer was no. They said a real friend is not one you chat with on a screen it's one you actually meet and have a relationship with.
I've mentioned some other things in my post that day because it honestly bothered me as both her and her fiance are both narcissist's.
It probably would have been best to tell this to her in person some might say. But if you have ever met my mom you would understand that she's not like most mom's how they are loving and kind and understanding to what you have to say.
No my mom is quite the opposite I can't tell her anything even though she says I can. And trust me I have tried to tell her many times how I feel and then she takes everything out of context and makes me feel even more worse then what I already was.
Anywho the post on Facebook has been deleted by yours truly only because a family member ratted me out ans screen shot it and showed my mom. To be honest I was actually happy that she saw it as she had it coming that was the only way she would find out how I felt without her taking things out of context. So I thought.
Your probably wondering who ratted me out? Yea that would be my own brother who is now not talking to me.
And that's not all he screen shot either he happen to screen shot a commit my cousin made about my mom's work. Which is classified by the way. But she had it coming because honestly he was just trying to stand up for me.
I've told her that she should honestly get a job that one she would love and enjoy then one she has to hide. I've also told her that she can't keep what she does a secret forever even how hard she thinks she can hide it the truth will eventually come out.
Long story short after all this has happen my mother, her fiance, my brother , and his girlfriend have all stopped talking to me. Just because I vented.
And you think that's worse? No it gets way worse from there. Even before this happen my mom has been threatening me about getting rid of Bentley my dog. He's my child my fur child and he means the world to me. If anything happen to him I would probably die no joke.
Well it's been off and on with the threats from my mom about my dog. And since after this whole drama thing my mom sent me a bunch of messages to my phone taunting me about my precious boy. She sent me a photo of him in a cage that was to small for him. I showed a friend of mine on Facebook and he told me that's animal abuse.
She texted me saying he's crying and I told her to take him out. She told me that I am a horrible mother and that she's going to find a better family for him then what I was.
Oh and to top that all of she then sent me a huge ass email saying she's going to send lawyers after me because of my vent post. She's cutting me out of her will, selling all of my personal belongings that are at her house which I am not allowed to go get as apparently have a restarting order on me that i have yet seen.
Along with other things as well. I've sent screen shots of the email to my mom's sister (My aunt) and her two boys (My cousins) Who happen to be on my side with this. They said I have nothing to worry about with the email and that its all talk and no show. They told me that she's only doing this to scare me and that she can't handle the truth.
My Aunt also told me that my mom won't let this happen and it should not stay like this for long as I am my mom's only daughter. She also said that my mom just now reacted to this so that's why she is doing what she is doing.
And I am not the only one they have stopped talking to. My mom, her fiance, my brother and his girlfriend have all stopped talking to my aunt and our cousins just because my cousin stood up for me in my post.
Apparently my mom things family standing up for other family members is bad thing and that all hell has to break because a family member stood up for me. Because what I said was true.
As of right now with my mom, her fiance, my brother and his girlfriend all giving me the silent treatment I have no news for you on Bentley. I'd like to stay positive and hope for the best. But as far as this has gone out of hand over one little post that could have gone a lot better. I hate to think the worst right now.
I haven't been sleeping much lately because of this and because of my Boy hoping he's still with us and not with another family. But chances are he probably is and he's probably waiting for me and he does not realize yet that he will never see me again. He's probably wondering what he did wrong and or wondering if I ever loved him. And wondering other things.
And what's worse is if he is actually gone the sad part is I never got to say goodbye. And I am hurting and very emotional right now just thinking about it.