MelitaGermaine

I spent the last weeks on twitter looking at fanart. Now I'm losing my mind over not drawing enough and not getting better and I feel that everything I draw looks wonky. Too many style changes, not sleek enough, too stiff, too slow, too many details, shit coloring....ahhhhh. And how do these fancy artists put out fast sketches, that look better than any finished thing I post? Worst thing: I'm unemployed atm and have like over 9000 of time. So yeah, I'm coloring all the Inktober pieces right now and I have so many ideas for lines (Lots of fanart stuff, I'm sorry....Hazbin is my new Evangelion/Pokemon, lol.). I'm so anxious. I'm so motivated.

I btw did it. I drew 31 pictures during Inktober despite Pokemon Legends ZA being released. It wasn't as stressful as I expected, but I also feel that I didn't give my best and created a lot of rushed pics. Some pics would've been better, if I had used another pen, but most of the pens are somewhat dried up and I was too stingy to buy new ones. And now....back to all the postponed projects