Trying to show how I'm feeling, which is hard because, not being an artist, I can't draw it myself. So I try various searches at various times. The latest gave me a bunch of results that can be summed up as: "Kill Yourself, It'll Make The World Better". Not exactly something you should be telling a person with a few mental illnesses, even if you don't use those words exactly. So, yeah. Just, yeah. I know, no one cares. I'm just howling at the winds.