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Literature
Alone
Alone.
Always alone.
Not good enough.
Never good enough.
Undeserving.
Why would anybody like something
As grotesque as me?
When there are people of great beauty
Both inside and out
Always better than me.
Always happier than me.
Always taller, thinner, hotter, nicer, funnier
Than the sack of rotten potatoes that is me.
Always better at everything.
Though that is no mean feat to say the least.
Me.
Who could like me?
Unsavoury in the extreme.
Abnormal.
Awkward.
Ugly.
A gargoyle poised over the gates of sadness
Unable to move.
Unable to leave.
Unable to grow.
Always there rain or shine.
Disintegrating hope by hope
From the acidic droplets of the grey clouds
And decades in the harsh climate
Of my turbulent and unyielding self-hate.
Shattered.
Cloaked in despair
and tear stained sheets.
Alone.
Always,
Alone.
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Literature
Son
I dream that one day
You will call me your 'son'
And that you will be proud of me
And of the man that I become
I dream that one day
When you look me in the eye,
You'll no longer see your little girl,
You'll no longer believe the lie
I dream that one day
You'll accept me as I am
Queerness and all
And not give a damn
About the things people say,
Against people like me
Because you know in your heart
I was always a He.
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I Am :iconcallmehe:CallMeHe 4 7
Literature
I'm Sorry
I'm sorry I couldn't be a good daughter
I'm sorry I couldn't be your good little girl
Or your princess, your angel, your cupcake
It's just not me. I'm not her.
I wish I could be.
I just want to make you proud.
All I want is for us all to be happy
But it doesn't seem possible now.
I wish so hard that I could be her
The one you love and know best
But instead I'm this dishonest alien to you
I'm the secret son that causes unrest.
I'm sorry. I really am.
I cannot express it enough.
But if I am to survive the world
I cannot pretend anymore
I can't be her.
I can't.
I can't.
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Alone.
Always alone.
Not good enough.
Never good enough.
Undeserving.
Why would anybody like something
As grotesque as me?
When there are people of great beauty
Both inside and out
Always better than me.
Always happier than me.
Always taller, thinner, hotter, nicer, funnier
Than the sack of rotten potatoes that is me.
Always better at everything.
Though that is no mean feat to say the least.
Me.
Who could like me?
Unsavoury in the extreme.
Abnormal.
Awkward.
Ugly.
A gargoyle poised over the gates of sadness
Unable to move.
Unable to leave.
Unable to grow.
Always there rain or shine.
Disintegrating hope by hope
From the acidic droplets of the grey clouds
And decades in the harsh climate
Of my turbulent and unyielding self-hate.
Shattered.
Cloaked in despair
and tear stained sheets.
Alone.
Always,
Alone.
Alone
I only tend to write poetry now as a way to vent, sorry about that.
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Tristan James C
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United Kingdom
Hi, I'm Tristan, I am 21, English and I am a trans man.
Fanboy of: Queen (life), Freddie Mercury, Twilight, Harry Potter, Doctor Who, Sherlock, Downton Abbey, Supernatural, Nurse Jackie, True Blood, Adventure Time, Steven Universe, Peter Facinelli, Emma Watson, Robbie Williams, P!ATD, 30STM, many many musicals, to name a few.
Transgender Proud by Galialay screw biology [ftm stamp] by imxx STAMP: PRONOUNS - MASCULINE by qnerdi Super FTM by Ceol-dKnight transgender pride by krispykritta The T-Word Stamp by Spikytastic
FTM - I'm a BOY by wormbittenapple gentleman stamp by AMKitsune :thumb431123773:
Emotional Boys stamp by nothinplz :thumb317715974: Transgender artist by Queen-Soulia Transgender-Badge by Dinoclaws LB - Pansexual by Nironan12 Transgender Logo by Dametora Gender Identity Disorder Stamp by MoonLover
Nature's Prank FTM stamp by CatalystSpark Can't I Be? by DeadlyTigerwolfClaw :thumb303335753:
Don't Hide Us by savagebinn :thumb149500447:
Trans Pride Stamp by Arcticwaters
Transsexual Proud: FTM by Galialay
Pansexual Pride Stamp by Just-Jasper
LGBT+ Stamp by Kezzi-Rose
Don't dream it. Be it. by Faolin-MT
:thumb121137714: - because he is perfect.
British stamp by Bourbons3 :thumb52026025:
Guinea Pig Lover :Stamp: by LauNachtyr Rich's Guineapig Stamp by Siobhan68
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Laytard Stamp by Inverted-Mind-Inc Professor Layton stamp by ilaaaria
MARVEL Happy Loki Stamp by TwilightProwler
Minions by ashesto :thumb259551706:
My Pride by CallMeHe I exist. by CallMeHe
SH I am SHER-Locked Stamp by TwilightProwler Freddie Mercury Stamp by Francine1991
Queen Stamp by poserfan I love Queen by mex23
:thumb95254433: Queen-Albums Stamp by EVIE128
Rogerina Stamp by Izzy-May Queen stamp by swift-whippet
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:icon280077s:
280077s Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday! Hope you have a great day!
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humble-abode Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2017  Student Traditional Artist
Yo dude if people want to go and say you're not valid, or that you're "disgusting"

I got your back 👌🏻

I'm FtM too, and I've had my fair share of bullshit
Just know that you're a person too and you're one rad ass dude!
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DorianPavus Featured By Owner Edited Dec 20, 2016   Digital Artist
Hey dude, why are you in a transphobic Dorian group?

Also, thank you for the watch! :iconbro-fist:
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CallMeHe Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016  Hobbyist
I am? D: which one is it so that I can leave?
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DorianPavus Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2016   Digital Artist
The Dorian club.
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CallMeHe Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist
I've just checked what groups I'm in and there isn't one called the Dorian club. 
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CallMeHe Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2016  Hobbyist
Thank you for letting me know, I had absolutely no idea.
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cherrymidnight Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fave! :)
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280077s Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2016  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday again buddy!
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MYTHICALPOTATOES Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2015
Cancerous username is cancerous.
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