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I am Trapped
When I am walking through the place
Battle the ghosts of the past
Feeling like  a prisoner
Images  are invading my mind
Walls are closing in on me
Lurking away my energy and hopes slowly
Flashbacks making my backbone shiver
The rooms reminding me of the past
Inside this house I lock my door behind me
Afraid to disappear  into  the memories
I enter my room
My space that I can call mine
Where I feel save
Pressing in the volume button
Building up my fortress
Excluding the world
Losing  myself when I sing with the melody
A  bittersweet one
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Lady Mystique
When the world sleeps she watches the stars
They may seem cold from a distance
Though they shine brightly
Just like she does in her dreams
When she is far away
Walking into the night
She dances under the moonlight
Swaying her hips as her sparkling dress twirls around her legs
Her audience watches in surprise and clapped profoundly
When morning comes she hides again
Layer by Layer she puts on
Afraid  she will be set upon
Because she does not fit in
She disguises her true self within
People call her ugly
Others used the word freak
When will she see she’s unique
Beautiful with all her imperfections
In daylight she can’t stand her physique
When the sun sets this will all change and the world greets Lady Mystique
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Hey You!
Hey You!
Why do you hide?
Blend in with the crowd
Hide your own style, opinion and sexuality
Are you afraid what others might think about you?
Ashamed because you do not seem to fit in?
People say you are not one of them
Just because you are different
Don’t keep yourself locked away
Don’t try to change
You may be different but you shouldn’t feel alone
They are just jealous because you are special
Stand up straight and remember
They are the ones who are afraid
They wish they had the courage to do the same
Be proud on showing the world who you are & what you stand for
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Kiss Of Death
It’s 2 am and once again I cannot sleep
I keep on tossing and turning and almost start to weep
In my  sleep those hands touch me over and over again
When I wake up this is al a dream and it leaves me in pain
As I lay awake and stare at the ceilling
Praying to release  myself from this needing
My hand reaches inside my pants
Hope my dreams catch me at chance
Once again the velvet night claimes me
Softly I  whisper to her my plea
Slowly my senses all are overwhelmed
As I am exploring this new realm
Enjoying this pleasure in it’s full sin
My resistance grows thin and soon I give in
Soon the Goddess  will devour me  within al her glory
And I will no longer care worshipping  this bloody mary
Untill I feel nothing more but pleasure and become her slave
And soon will take this secret to my Grave
Waiting until those  lips greet me for one last kiss
Subject me  to this empty  eternal  abyss
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Eyes like deep oceans
Hair as black as the night
Walking an unknown path
Where will it lead to?
To heaven on earth
Or to his own doom
The clouds will lead him
But only in the dark hours
They show the way to destiny
The journey continues
His actions leave clues behind
So that children of a newer day
Might remember and avoid this fate
In the fury of the darkest hours
Thinking of the faces of the ones he defends
And promises that they will never see the tears within his eyes
He already lived so long
And tried to find and understand
The secrets and truth from life
Wonders and horrors happend in front of his eyes
Many seasons pass him by
Still he keeps clinging on hope
Fighting for the ones who need to be saved
He travels from the South to the East and back
To make this world a better place
Always on his guard and prepared for battle
He fights his way from day to night
To fullfill his debt
Until his dieing day
He’ll keep trying
At last he’ll be on his way
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I see you
But cannot reach you
No words seem to pass your wall
Which you created to protect you from everyone around
What must happen before your heart is found , and lays open and bare
Wishing to pass those walls, I wait, until a new path is made
When my fire will melt your iced chains, I want to unlock your heart
Give you something to believe in
Treasue every moment I spend with you
I know you have known good times
Now they have their own hiding place
Well I can promise you tomorrow
But I can't buy back yesterday
So take my advice
Find someone to spend your life with
And hold on to him forever
No one heard a single word you said.
They should have seen it in your eyes
What was going around your heart.
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Neverending Dreams
I beg you
Kill me with Kindness
Release yourself from me
You deserve a much better man than I will ever be
I’m sitting in my room
I count the tears you shed for me
It makes my heart ache, like it never has been before
Within this moment
I am for you,
Though better men have failed
I want to give you my life
the pieces of my broken heart
And the scattered pieces of my soul
For I am yours
I bring you to your dreamland
Where everything will be different
Where you will feel no pain
Where you can be happy
I will give my life for love
Dreams may pass and dreams may fade
Nothing I love will stay the same
Nothing ever stays the same
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Fallen and Broken
Fallen and Broken
I keep your photograph, not knowing if it serves me well
The way you left made me fall
Wanted to hold you high
And be there to steal your pain away
Why didn't it last forever?
Maybe cause I wasn't strong enough
Broke down when i opened up to you
Now there is no one by my side
Who makes life worthwhile
Troubles follow me arround
Attracted to me like iron to a magnet
Seems like i cannot lose that still
Being afraid to love again
This curse is breaking me
Darkness is crossing in
Invading my memories
So much left to learn
And no one left to fight
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Everlasting Fight
Don't want a  to admit it but
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you
You always say it  will be all right
But it won't be all right
Not when I'm around
Surrounded by darkness and pain
They are lurking day and night
Waiting for the right moment
To strike when i'm weak
And you are far away
At the day's when i'm alone
Hidden in a corner, with my head between my knees
Isolated from the rest  of the world
Waiting for you to come back
My light in the darkness
The easser of my pain
Lying to me to not let me lose  hope
Keep loving and never  give up
I think I know, but still I love,I hope,I wish
Refusing to  ever lose hope
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Hands of Fate
On every corner i can  feel it, the hands of fate
For just a moment because life's a vicious circle
Rewinding over and over again
Good times taking turns with the bad times
Until we  become  a part of   their game
Refusing  to be just a victim
I keep  fighting, always trying  to make it through
Getting used to the  dance of  soroww and hapiness
Until  i'm  on the edge again
Only one step away
Wishing I could  let go
Hoping for someone to pull me back
And to hold me in his embrace
Make my heart a better place
Give me something to believe in
So that my agaony will fade away
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My Beloved, Brother
And Friend
I long for you
For your  warm touch
Your sweet  kiss
But you'll denial  me
Leaving me  alone with  desire
Taking only  what you need
Still I long for you
With all my heart and soul
How hard I even tried to please you
You always get what you want
One way or another
You humilated me
Took away my pride
What was all I had
I trusted you
Showed  you my secrets
That I hid al these years
You used me
Bound  my body and  mind
For your own pleasure
Made me addicted to you
Still I loved you
You could not take it
Then you took away your life
Leaving me here
Alone with  this pain
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Caller of the night
Sometimes I stare into the sky
And see thousands of stars
Yet I always miss the falling ones
I guess it's not ment for me to wish
Or to want
Cause   I am the  husband of the night
Hiding in the shadows
Afraid to reveal his true self
He covers his face
So no one can see his tears
Pushing away the memories
Who haunt him in his dreams
Memories of the past
The smiles of his beloved ones
About the time  when he  still had dreams
And could smile carelessley
When  he could say I love you
Without worrying  
But that was before
Before  his beloved ones got hurt
That's why he is running from the light
Waitting for the one who is like him
Who can be with him in his darkest night
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Every night I look in the mirorr
And see him
Him who I hate
He who looks like me
I hate myself
for being me
He looks at me and grins
Because he knows he always wins
My evil shadow who follows me arround
Keepping my hopes and dreams bound
Reminding me of my dark past
Letting me know good things never last
The ones I care for somehow always suffer
This is why love is the one thing I can't offer
My heart dies a slow death
Shedding every hope like leaves
Until there are none left
no hopes
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I know it all
Keeping everything inside
Nicely hidden
Where it can' t be found
It burns through the core
Still I  can't  cry
Only hurting others
Telling them to stay away
So they won't  hear or see
The grieve and tears of the real me
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Paris IV by MeganCoffey Paris IV :iconmegancoffey:MeganCoffey 159 18
"Hi, I'm-"
"I know who you are."
"You do?"
"You're the guy who thinks he's invisible."
"I have a name-"
"It isn't important. Because you really don't think it's important."
"All right. Since we've started out this way, let me just tell you, I know you too."
"You're the girl who is broken."
"I am not broken."
"You're the girl whose eyes close every night and open the next morning, only to find you have never slept at all."
"I sleep well. Besides-"
"You're the girl who dreams of a happy ending even though she has seen, eighteen unhappy ones in her eighteen years."
"Happy endings are over rated. And you're-"
"You're the girl who wants something bigger, something stronger, just so the weakness in her body becomes something so much more."
"You don't understand weakness the way-"
"You're the girl whose heart broke when she was so young, and she fixed it back together with superglue, but cannot ignore the cracks."
"Superglue makes for a good companion, especially when-"
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Closet by ParkJaemi Closet :iconparkjaemi:ParkJaemi 40 7
"You need to stop doing this."
"Stop doing what?"
"Writing me into your stories."
"Because…it scares me. I'm not this guy that you write about. I'm not some kind of Prince Charming and I'm certainly not a sea God or whatever you like to say about my eyes every now and then."
"Oh really?"
"Yeah. You really need to work on your judgement of people, because this is all wrong. It's like you don't know me at all!"
"So why don't you correct me and I'll fix my idea of you accordingly."
"Well…firstly, I'm a really nervous person."
"Yeah. Your hands are either fiddling with your hair or your sleeve, or you're biting your nails."
"And I don't like going out. I'm a hermit."
"Except to your best friends' houses, or to the animal shelter, or to me."
"And I'm dead inside."
"Says the boy who hides his tears at the sight of an injured puppy."
"I do not."
"Yes, you do."
"Anyway, I'm not always nice to you. In fact, I really don't do enough."
"You're right. Except…yo
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Azukiel Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for adding me to your watch list! Much appreciated! :hug: 
bondagewriter Featured By Owner Edited Feb 22, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Hey, thanks for watching me :D
Caller-of-the-night Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2015
No problem! Just enjoying your work :)
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Glad you are ^^