Okay so i've been fighting with my health for a long while as most of you know... However I thought I was getting better as I had not been hospitalized as frequently as I was in 2016... So i stupidly thought "Alright! finally maybe I can start doing stuff again and hang out with friends, and stream and do NORMAL things that i used to do!" This was very, so very wrong.... The past three months have been utter hell for me. With constant pain, in and out of the hospital, and new problems popping up everywhere! But it seems my battle is very far from over.... I was recently Diagnosed with a rare Heart condition... yay me... so not only am i Unable to eat for days on end, but now I'm weaker than before. I can't even walk down the hallway without feeling like i've just run a damn mile! This was so unexpected, and I wish I healthy again! I'm so sick of being sick... Its nearly pushing me over the edge!
The heart condition is called Pericarditis, and they say it may go away eventually, but until it does, i'm on the critical list.... So thats just fucking perfect. Two types of illness that can literally kill me at any moment and cause constant fucking pain... Someone in the cosmos is fucking laughing at me..
Anyway, I figured I may aswell give everyone an update since I havent been updating anything in a while... And yes, I will probably be throwing a bunch of MLP drawings at my gallery. for some dumb reason that show just makes me feel better. And Roleplaying ponies and Fursona's with a very close friend makes me feel better. Even roleplaying my WoW characters with friends makes me feel better. Drawing pastel ponies makes me feel better too... So i'm sorry if you dont like MLP but drawing them makes me feel better too... I'm just trying my best to stay sane and not give in to the dark urges that have been creeping across my mind lately.
I hope everyone else is doing better than I am right now. I wouldn't wish this suffering on my worst enemy... -_-
Anyway... wish me luck guys... its going to take a fucking miracle to fix me now.