Everything has a time to leave this world...
I used to think this world was so curel, evil, and heartbreaking. I guess I still do.
But I've also come to the realisation that in a dark place, there has to be light for the stars to shine.
But today I got a glimpse of how dark the world is really.
I was blinded by all the beautiful stars in my life that I had forgotten. But as it was happening, as I was praying for him to wither away in the water, and not needing my help, I saw how truely dark the world we live in was. As I was helping this poor animal pass away, and do the most humane thing possible, I felt like a murder!
Like I had blood stained hands!
Like I had gone on a killing spree..
I stood there for two minutes against the wall crying. But I reminded myself as dark as the world is everything needs a light to shine, and that I was doing the most humane thing possible due to the tragic circumstances.