cait-chhya

Just thought I\'d tell everybody that I\'ve emptied this accont and gotten a new one. Why doesnt really matter..if you care enough you can contact me on aim, lol. But yeah..this is just for ppl that look at my art but never really go to my page and look at my journal.

As the fire and brimstone breaks through the crust And the plains crumble to despair The mighty have fallen, the rivers run red Pale horse comes with rider fair The water slowly rising around my waist Soon there\'s no longer any pain The water rushes in, filling my lungs I meekly cry out in vain The ground beneath me is collapsing I  feel heat rising below The pulse is coarsing through my body I hit rock bottom with one blow The noose is slowly tightening Smiling as my breath slows and dies I hear my own trachea cracking And it brings joyful tears to my eyes My misery slowly is fading I\'m crossing the fateful divide All I h

As the others watch horrified We let the blood drain We wear our scars with searing pride We show no shame in pain They cannot fathom the inside They\'ve never felt the burn To every rule they will abide but we choose to take wrong turns We\'ll let our weary hearts rest upon our sleeves to take We\'ll chance our all on every test let them slip off and break Bumping into everything in our way In this painful dance I\'ll never wish it a different way If I take every way, every chance

It\'s hard to believe that the quality of my life is soley based on the summer It\'s hard to believe that the quality of my summer is solely based on you And I\'m trying to fight for a breath of fresh air that\'s not recycled from someone else\'s lungs This whole breath of life thing is a good deal for emergencies but this is really no way to live. Vicarious respiration is hardly enough to give strength to my will to keep breathing Vicarious love life just quit scraping by to give me any reason for feeling. It\'s hard to believe that the quality of my life has slipped down so low I\'m returning It\'s hard to believe that the qua