No more flowers

“I can feel the emptiness enveloping me, in this infinite garden.

The petals are not enough to count the tears shed, yet my heart doesn’t shed any more.

What I firmly believed to be “born from nothing”, was instead born from despair and obsession, towards life.

Yet I hated you, and I still hate you, because you’re difficult, damn difficult... I can’t understand you, and I can’t ignore you.

All these flowers grew on the ashes of my strength, my pride, my will to live..they were born every time I cried and died every time I smiled.

But then why, are you the only one left? Yet I feel so sad.” 🥀