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Wow, I haven't been here in years. My bad. I haven't made much art in a long time, though, so there's nothing I have to post, but still, I just spend the last couple days looking through some amazing fan art - much of which took my breath away.

Ah, well. Maybe hanging around will make me start being more creative. A girl can hope, can't she?
  • Listening to: Lady Gaga - Love Game
  • Reading: Shawn/Carlton fanfic
  • Eating: Brownies
  • Drinking: Like-flavored water
Spend the last six hours writing two 2.5 page essays and trying to figure out how to get into the school email system. Finally succeeded at both objectives, but I have a killer headache now and I'm exausted.  :headache:

Nothing worth doing is completed in our lifetime.
Therefore, we are saved by hope.
Nothing true or beautiful or good makes complete sense in any immediate context of history;
Therefore, we are saved by faith.
Nothing we do, however virtuous can be accomplished alone,
Therefore, we are saved by love.
No virtuous act is quite as virtuous from the standpoint of our friend or foe as from our own;
Therefore, we are saved by the final form of love, which is forgiveness.
- Reinhold Neibuhr
To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams, before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To hope is to risk despair.
To try is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing dies nothing, Has nothing and is nothing. They say they avoid suffering and sorrow, But they cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, feel. Chained by their attitudes, they are slaves. They have forfeited their freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.
-- Anonymous
Hmmm... interesting. I'm not bored out of my mind, I'm not all that stressed, I'm not hugely excited about much at the moment, I'm just... mellow. *grooves to silent music* Mellow as yellow jello eaten by a fellow saying hello with a friendly bellow...


there's a drawing I did weeks ago, that I never got around to loading... brought it to work to scan it, and I'll post it tonight probably.

:yawn:  gotta start getting to bed earlier - this sneaking cat naps at work thing isn't good...

*head droops a little* Wish it was tomorrow night, so that I could be dozing in Squall's arms, instead of falling asleep at my desk at work *sigh* One more day... :cling:


*basks in the memories with Squall*

Mmmm... that was fun. Must do that again some time. ^_^

I'm in a freakishly good mood, espesially considering the Squall-withdrawls, but it's possible I'm still in the afterglow portion of the mood-swings. Whatever it is, I'm enjoying it.

And if my estimates are correct, we've still four, maybe more nights left of burning the forbiddon candle. (I mean that literally, but I guess figurativly works too ^_~)

*gets distracted by happy memories* Mmmmm.... *purr* T'was very nice.


June, the sixth month of the current Gregorian calendar and the first month of Summer, derives its name from the ancient Roman goddess Juno.

June is sacred to the following Pagan deities: Juno, and all gods and goddesses who preside over love, passion, and beauty.

June 1

Festival of the Oak Nymph. This Pagan celebration honors all hamadryads (female nature spirits who are believed to inhabit oak trees). Decorate a Pagan altar with acorns and wear some oak leaves in your hair. Kiss an oak tree or place a small offering of some kind before it, and the tree nymphs who dwell within it will surely bestow a blessing upon you.

Gotta find an oak tree...
It's kinda funny how you can hear a song hundreds of times and think, 'yeah, it's pretty cool, kinda schmaltzy but okay I guess', and then something happens and one day you hear it again and suddenly it so perfectly describes exactly how you feel?

I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight dance across your face
And I've never been this swept away
All my thoughts just seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart

Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
And suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby, all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
Slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way that love's suppose to be?
I can feel you breathe

Miss you so much, darling.
Started missing him before he had even left...It's so hard to let him go - I just want to hold him forever.  :sadangel:

*pining sign*

Yup, the morning after is the worst... 'nother whole week of waiting...
Work sucked again this morning, but I took an early lunch, returned from lunch on time, and bought Dad and the other paralegal each a cookie, so I'm feeling better now. So what if Boss-lady was a mean ol' fire-breathing wyvern gremlin in a former life? S.F.W.! I get to see Squall tomorrow! *bounces happily*

It's strange... I don't think I've ever pulled out of a 2B (where Bosslady *and* Da bawled me out) funk this quickly before. Usually it takes the entire day to recover my good mood. *huggles Squall* Love ya darling.

What a day this has been, what a rare mood I'm in. Why, it's almost like being in love. There's a smile on my face for the whole human race. Why, it's almost like being in love.

Hmmm...Mood Swing - that would be a nifty amusment park ride... It could be kinda like that one ride where you lay against the wall and it spins and you roll up the wall, except with way more flashing lights and more of a wobbly spinning. ^_^

I cleaned up the house a bit last night too - cleaning always makes me start babbling like a loon to the unfortuate person on the other end of the telephone/computer. ^_^

Shutting up and going back to work now...
Okay, that was.... so not cool. Yesterday morning just before 8am I was almost in an accident - someone was stopped on the freeway, and I managed to slam on my breaks and just barely stopped in time. Then last night I found out that Peabody in Texas was in a car accident just before 8am. And then last night I dreamed I was in a tiny accident, hardly a scratch, but the police were there and I paniked and drove off from the accident, and then the huge suffogating feeling of grim forboding was back. *sigh* Hate it when I dream like that...
It lasts for a heartbeat
But it's such a feeling of being one
When we talk on the phone
You make me complete
You make me feel connected
To the earth beneath my feet
You make me laugh and
You've helped me to cry
You've shared all of yourself with me
You've shown me life
You've taught me, you let me see
What's real
Whatever would I be without you in my life
Without the warmth of you in my heart?
Wherever would I be without the light you give me
Without the thought of you in my arms?
And all I can do
Is wait until the next time
That I hear your sweet voice on the line
And I'll feel whole again
You'll bring me home again
All that I am is for you

~*~ 'Talk to you', Anthony Head
The days drag on when he's gone, and the hours fly past when he's here.

We went to see SW3  :date: T'was very fun, though I did tear up a few times... at least I wasn't bawling my eyes out like I was that time I saw the BtVS ep 'The Body' and Rain-chan was like "It's okay, Bryn, it's only a TV show..." ^_^ heh. But it was really good. Tied up the storyline extremly well. And Squall had some fricking awesome MSTish lines during the run of the flick (I'm still cracking up over the Geico saving money on car insurance line ^_~ Too perfect.)

Miss you already, darling.  :blowkiss:
So you know that sing-songy thing in Miss Congeniality? My father has that down to an art.

Act V, Scene III: The Office. Da and I are working in quiet, 'cause everybody else has gone home.

Da: "So what was Seate doing over last night?"

Me: "We just couldn't stay away. We're gonna try to get together twice a week - not sure on the day yet."

Da: *singsong* "I think he liiiikes you, he wants to kiiiiss you. I think you looooove him."

Me: "So what if I do?"

Da: *singsong* "You're gonna marrrrrrrry him."

Me: *laugh* "Not for a long time."

Da: *singsong but with an edge of warning* "Not for a loooooong time."

Me: *laughs*

Da: *singsong* "You'll burn in luuuuuust. Unsatisfiiiiiiiied. You can only kiiiiiiiss him. 'Cause If I caaaaaaaatch you, he'll wind up diiiiiick-less. Then he'll be ruuuuuuuined. I give fair waaaaaaarning. So take it eaaaaaaasy. I know all the triiiiiiicks."

I was laughing so hard I had to run for the bathroom. But hey, Da's got a date out of town for Friday night, so we have the house to ourselves. ^_^ There are perks to this parent dating thing after all.
What's the point of living within an hour's drive of six different library chains, if none of them have the CD you want? *grumbles* Can't find my copy of the Jekyll & Hyde musical soundtrack, and I've had this urge to listen to it for the last week or so, so I thought I'd check around the libraries and borrow it, but the only library that has it is a half-hour away and their computer systems are down, so they can't issue me a card so I can't borrow. Stupid library.

Started missing him before he was even out the door. It's trangressed into a physical pain now that rips through me when I watch him walk away... the locket helps, though. Gives me something to ground myself with and focus on.

I want to do some more major cleaning around the house, but I don't know how realistic that idea is... slept til noon and I feel like sleeping more, but I shan't waste the precious time I have alone in the house with my cat (and my music blaring ^_~).

Da's dating. I'm still torn between sick facination and squickiness.

Best get back to work. If I can tame the muses, maybe I can get the drawing I've been working on up this week.
the first time i saw your eyes
all my life i never felt so alive
like i could do anything and i wanted to
i could pull the stars from heaven
and make them spell out your name
i could stop the rain from falling
in the wildest hurricane

but i can't stop thinking about you
i can't stop wishing you were here in my arms
there are some things i can live without
but i can't live without you now
i can't stop dreamin' about you
i can't stop this burnin'  deep in my heart
everywhere i go - everything i do
'til forever comes
i can't stop loving you

The songs on the radio are frighteningly similar to real life... ^_^
I have the Camelot musical running through my head. ^_~;;;

Da keeps the house so cold, my fingers feel like they're about to fall off. When I went downstairs this morning the A/C was on. *headdesk* Got a heat-lamp for my hermit crabs so they don't freeze.

The muses have vamoosed. Can't find 'em anywhere. Was hoping to get a few chapters written yesterday, but I got one scene written and then nothing. Zip. Nada. I think Squall took my creativity with him, but that's okay, 'cause his drawing is super snazzy.

*hides ropes and handcuffs behind back* Here musie musie musie... Got some chocolate for you... C'mere you darn muse... *sighs*

Is it still Monday? The day is passing my so very slowly...

Brrrrrr *shivers and rubs hands together*

~*~ Bryn
uploaded all of my old Sailor Moon drawings...
Just joined, still trying to find my way around. Posted a few things - mostly stories and poems.