Hm. Seems I have only a week left of paid membership left here. Unless someone wants to pay for another year subscription in exchange for art like I've done for the last three years or so, please note me.
Otherwise, I think I'll probably take the opportunity to draw a line under my time here and stop updating this account.
If anyone is on pixiv, I tend to update there instead these days. The uploading procedure doesn't wreck my head and it feels more like a community of people who like to draw things compared to the srs bz feel dA seems to aspire to.
I can't believe to this day I'm coming to my dA message center and seeing about ten people have faved every one of my now OVER FOUR YEARS OLD dir en grey drawings AND have added me to their watch list. i don't understand this. do they actually think i might draw some more j*rot inspired garbage again some day soon? i have nearly 2000 watchers and get about 100 views per picture on average lately.
i just find this annoying. i can't figure out what is people expect from me in terms of art. i am quite sure they'll never get it since my drawings are becoming increasingly introspective and meaningless.
before i used to take pride in intricately