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Codename: KARMA | Part IV: A New Threat Arises


Part IV: A New Threat Arises

Written By: BrokenAuthor

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   Perro eventually gets out of the water, ending up in the new part of Veranda Island. Gasping to catch the breath after diving into the water from earlier, he looks up to see the huge wall. The weather is still foggy, so the visibility is low, hindering him from fully seeing the wall.
"Where did I end up in?" Perro asked to himself.
Beginning to walk closer to the wall, he soon hears the harsh female voice by the megaphone, commanding "And whatever you do, do NOT allow in any stranger, they may be potentially dangerous, or even infected. So, be vigilant."
Listening to the command, the male leader doesn't notice the huge gate between the huge concrete walls. Perro groans in annoyance as a result. He then proceeds to knock on the gate, hoping to get a reply.
"Hey, I'm calling you, so that I
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A Brutal Awakening | Ep. II: Let the Hunt Begin
Author's Note: Personally, I have to say one thing: Thank you for supporting me throughout 2018!

Oh, and here's a little fun fact I found on TV Tropes that some may find interesting. To be specific, it's how Ken's death is played out in the first Unfriended. While his gruesome death remained the same, the way his death is depicted in the concepts is different than in the final product. The original concept of the scene would've been in between the Skype chat being cut and Ken mutilating himself with a blender. While that's happening, the main heroine/villain, Blaire, would have tried to contact him via his Facebook page, but Laura/Billie227 would've interfered her with trolling. Isn't it terrifying in a way that it uses fear of the unknown, eh? I hope I can bring the scrapped concepts from the first Unfriended and implement them into A Brutal Awakening. ;)


Well, I can't keep you waiting any longer, here'
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Giver (DJ Ferric Version)
A/N: Now, I know I should've used "High Enough", but I've recently listened to "Giver" by K.Flay (my favourite alternative hip-hop artist). So I thought "Why not making a version for my Spirit Animal character, DJ Ferric, since the lyrics fit him a little?", so here's a result.


Note 1: The lyrics are a little preview of Ferric's backstory as a DJ cat who fell into state of depression because of his own actions and addictions.



Note 2: "Spirit Animal" belongs to SonicFazbear15.



Note 3: Some parts of the lyrics are changed to accommodate with my character's origins.



Original song here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nt26yjdItdA



Alright, let's get to it!


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Ferric called his family, yelling out,
He fell in love and then fell out.

And he doesn't know if he can take a hit.



He let a ho
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The Not-Full World in Broken Souls
Author's Note: Heya, BrokenAuthor speaking!


For February, I thought it'll be a good idea to explain to you all what the world will be in my fan-fiction, "Broken Souls".


Now I know that I have sent the note about it to my buddy, Randi-lovesArt and my amazing and supportive cinncinntanbird, but it seems that I haven't gotten into detail with how the world is set.

So... yeah, so far, three cities will be the main topic for this. This can change with the release of new chapters along the way.



Enjoy!

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The Not-Full World in Broken Souls

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Wald-Stadt/Forest-City
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  Submerged with the forest among the land of forest animals and trees, is th
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I Walk The Line (The-Three Day Nightmare Version)


Author's Note: Now I know, that "I Walk The Line" was originally written and recorded by the late Johnny Cash and the meaning of this original song is about being faithful in a relationship.


But then, while writing the second part of my "The Three-Day Nightmare", it soon came to my head, that the best choice to describe the obsession Janice has for Marie, would be the graver, more ambient cover of the song by Halsey. The cover version is more about how the speaker is implied to be stuck with a particular lover, even becoming obsessed with him.

Feel free to check "The Three-Day Nightmare" out! (But beware, that there'll be a serious topic on our hand).

This cover is sung through Janice's perspective.

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I keep the close watch on this heart of hers.
I keep my eyes wide open all the time.
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds.
Beca
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Hopeful Memories
Hopeful Memories

Written By: BrokenAuthor

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"You know, I might consider breaking up with you, Janice."



Janice chuckled at Marie's request, before feeling her part of a lip stretching into a smirk and asking "Wait... are you dumping me?"
Do it, Marie. You know how much verbal abuse you went through when you were dating Janice.
Marie nervously nodded in assent, knowing full well of just how controlling Janice is. This is backed up by her staring into the floor, and her expression of anxiety sealed it. Her mind even encouraged her to break up with her dominant girlfriend.


YES! You did this!
"Well, if you say so, Marie, then I have a goodbye gift for you." Janice then stretched her arm near her, expecting a simple handshake and a kiss on her forehead. Becoming gullible again, Marie then places her hand onto her...



No... no no no. Don't get a gift f
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The Three-Day Nightmare (Part 1)


A/N: It's a prequel of, some sorts, to "Hopeful Memories", where it'll showcase of how Marie got her injuries on her hands, legs and on her belly and her worsening insomnia.


In addition, it'll also be on two parts, due to the length of this Lore Piece.



Anyways, I hope you enjoy the first part of the story. Feel free to comment.

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It's been a year ever since the the remaining members of the Thompson family has escaped from the takeover of the Dolansky City, which has left the city in complete ruins, and the citizens dying out from the takeover. But not without getting injuries: Chester became completely and permanently blind from the retinal burn when Broken Author emitted a light emission, Sarah gained broken bones on her left arm, and Marie also got blind, but temporarily.
They now reside in the small, yet fast-growin
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Codename: KARMA ~ The Doomsday Clock by BrokenAuthor Codename: KARMA ~ The Doomsday Clock :iconbrokenauthor:BrokenAuthor 4 4
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Sonny's Diary Entries (Part 2)
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Entry #22


Date: 29/08/2005


It's been quite a while ever since I was released from the first time being in prison.



Here we are... August 29th. The day, where two days left, before the summer vacation ends, while at the same time, it's Greg's birthday.


While he was celebrating his day of birth, I was thinking on where my revived magic show will be in: Edinburgh, Scotland, Manchester, Ireland, even my former hometown, Moscow, Paris, Wyoming and Miami. Eventually, I settled on one location: California. Or in Fresno, to be specific.


Oh, this is going to be such a great comeback!


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Entry #31


Date: 06/09/2005


(in form of a song)



Excitement is building in the air,
As I prepare myself for the comeback show.
Oh, it feels like I'm in a fair,
Where people are f
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An Uncertain Fate
  Your upper body jolts, as you awaken into the vision with a gasp of fear.
 The environment is different this time. It's a small square room, with white lights shining against your body. You look around, only seeing white light.
  Sometimes, nightmares come often to you, with the familiar sense of dread filling in your mind. One time, you'll be in a fiery inferno, which was once a very green and naturalistic land. The other time, you directly face with an indescribable entity, that can't be defeated, no matter what.
  As you get on your feet, you feel as though you need to be very careful with each step, as one wrong move can send you into the same reaction you have every time the horrific vision in your head ends, like if it was some kind of one-time piece.
  To you, it feels as if the darkness is playing tricks on you, deceiving you with misinformation, lies, and fear-mongering tactics.
  To you, light is the only way out of the fate that's been plaguin
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Sonny's Diary Entries in Prison (Part 1)
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Sonny's Journal


Entry #1


Date: 23/08/2001


I never wrote a diary like this, especially in prison time. Well, I'm going to do it.


My name's Sonny Yaroslavich Anleno, or The Dangerous Magician, as they used to call me. I was born in the 60s of the twentieth century. I used to live in a world full of wonder and magic, but now I'm in the dull box, that people call a prison cell.


You see, I got arrested for murder and upon court, the jury stated that my punishment is 4 years of imprisonment. I have to say, what I did was unforgivable, yet it can be justified, because my late brother tortured me psychically and emotionally. Haha...


I am certain, that eventually, my dad will arrive sooner... I can finally make contact to the world I've been imprisoned from...


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Entry #2


Date: 01/09/2001
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A Brutal Awakening | Ep. I: The Discovery


Author's Note:  I am very glad that you guys liked the prologue to Broken Souls: A Brutal Awakening! I am really happy you fans like it! :)

Anyways, here's a next chapter, where we'll go right to the year of 2014 (the year where the first Unfriended took place in), and see how the situation after Andy has "gone missing" has changed.

Disclaimer: I gathered info of the first Unfriended via the Internet, but like I said earlier, I don't own the first movie.

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Written by: BrokenAuthor
Episode I: The Discovery

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     April 12th, 2014.
         7:58 pm.
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"Now, we do not know how the situation will turn out in the end. But we did get threats from the organization, the
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You are my Sunshine(VotD version)
Based on "You are My Sunshine", a song by Johnny Cash.
It may have some spoilers for "Valley of the Dahlias", a tragic story about the suffering and eternal love. Feel free to check "Valley of the Dahlias" out! (Warning: There are mentions of bullying, terminal diseases, and ghosts/spirits...)
This song is about my story and its fictitious characters.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine,
you make my flowers bloom and grow.
I wish you could feel how much I love you,
a tranquil sea in my heart you'll never know.
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine,
you make me have hope in this lonely place.
You'll never know dear, that I remember,
we together will be our saving grace...
I will always trust you and make you feel happy,
if only I can always be by your side...
Oh how you told me that I'm so precious,
during the hopeless days I deeply cried.
You are my sunshine, my forgotten sunshine,
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Beyond Imagination ~Ep.1~ Escape for Freedom

On a cold night, the galaxy night sky was shining down on a small neighborhood. All of the houses looked very peaceful, except for one house at the end of the street. It looked old, crooked, cracks shown on every part of the house, and it's appearance made it look like it almost got destroyed by a tornado or a hurricane.
The basement inside the filthy house is filled with nothing but dirt, trash, and shattered broken glass all over the place. But, inside the basement, also included a young Skunk/Raccoon hybrid, named Kailee, who appeared to have very severe injuries on every part of her body. Blood from her wounds were rapidly dripping down to a nearby drain, her tears were dripping down from her face, and due to no glass on the windows, she was shivering like crazy.
Then out of nowhere, voices are then heard from upstairs which makes Kailee perk her ears up. The voices coming from upstairs, were her abusive parents who were the ca
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Haran Chronicles Episode 13 Heartbreaking Chaos P1
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It was currently eight o'clock on a Saturday morning.
Astrid and Rikona were both sleeping, while Staramy was in front of the TV screen in the same position she was two hours ago.
In Astrid’s room, her phone suddenly rang, the blue woman getting up to answer.
She walked up to her dresser, in order to pick her phone up and answer it.
“Hello?”
Astrid greeted as she waited for a response, which it turned out to be Mitsuuo who called her on the phone.
“Hello, Astrid. It’s great to talk to you once again. I need to remind you that I’m giving Staramy a mission for today and that she can visit me on the weekends.
Do you recall discussing it with me?”
Mitsuuo queried.
“I’ve forgotten about it until you brought it up to me just now.
Thank you, mother, we’ll be here shortly to see what’s going on.”
Astrid nodded.
“Wonderful. I’ll be looking forward to seeing you two once again. Goodbye for now.”
Mitsuuo
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Spirit Animal ~ Ep 1 ~ The Beginning of a New Life
On a bright summer day, it was the final day of school. The bell had finally rung for dismissal, and all the students left school to their homes. Some were picked up by their parents, while others took the bus or rode their bikes.
But the rest, including a young brown haired skinny girl walked home. Kira, was her name. A 15 year old freshman in high school, she was famous at the school for her socially awkwardness. She is indeed socially awkward and rather shy.  But for the most part, she is a friendly, kind girl who loved making new friends. In fact, she had a group of friends who she’d always interacted and hung out with quite often, even during the weekends. There were three of them, one was a junior boy with dark brown hair, and two sophomore girls who were sisters. Both of the girls had blonde hair; one wore her hair in a ponytail, and the other let hers stay straight. They had just gave her a goodbye as she left the school building to walk home.
As Kira returned home,
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The Puritan prologue
    The hot, stuffy, and thunder-filled night ruffled the chapped, dark skin of the mother, a short and malnourished woman carrying her young child in her skinny, bare arms. Her dim, bloodshot eyes looked hopelessly at those around her.
   Crammed inside a tight, small, filthy cabinet of a wagon, with many other people with dark brown skin, just like her. There was not even enough space to stretch a limb or move the head for even inches. Her body was slowly suffocating under disease, hunger, and incurable thirst.
    The feverishly-sickening air smelled of decaying flesh, blood, and rusted pig iron. A perfect place for the obnoxious, and even poisonous insects to come by and feast.
  There was a waterfall of sweat on the mother's forehead, flowing all the way down her tattered tan clothes. Her tears were blended with the blood, bursting from her infected wounds and cuts on her limbs and her body.
  The mosquitoes crowded together as they flew aro
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Works in Progress:

- A Brutal Awakening | Episode III: Loss of Trust (Part One: The All-Out Ambush)
- Codename: KARMA | Part V: Shattered Hopes

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In addition, I replied to your note (www.deviantart.com/notificatio…), giving you a detailed answer for the question you asked.

Well, that's all I have to say.
TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY, FRIENDS!!! :D :party: :woohoo:

Celebrate it with me! Come on!
Holy crap... 6 days left, and I'll be 16 years old on March 20th!

God, time flies by fast... :greetings:

I honestly agree with this. #ImAHorrorFan because of the fact that it's what led me to my online career as a writer.

And you guys, along with other horror fans, are the best community in the film industry.
Now, before I drift to sleep at 10:45 or 11:00 PM, I may tell on what theme songs some of the characters have in Broken Souls:

Protagonists/Anti-Heroes:
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- Laura (Broken Souls version): www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUhJRQ… (Halsey - Young God)

- Marie: www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUHC9t… (Billie Eilish - bury a friend)

- The C.O.J (Cops of Justice): www.youtube.com/watch?v=8itBqZ… (†Я▲СΣS ОF GΗΘ5†5 - Ŝčŗěǻмѕ Đŗøŵńέđ Ħěǻř†)

- Chester: www.youtube.com/watch?v=S40KVj… (River Bones - Tyrant)
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Antagonists (Including One-Off Villains):

- Broken Author: www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhGGPO… (SEMICOLOŊ x FLESH - THE UNBORN)

- Ashari: www.youtube.com/watch?v=mrsbcW… (Neuroliptica - Внутри)

- Mitch/The Second Hunter: www.youtube.com/watch?v=dvd8Pq… (XXXTentacion - Pistol (Bass Boosted version))

- Blaire/The Hunter: www.youtube.com/watch?v=6xMmTk… (BLVCK CEILING - Grins)

- Robert Carlson: www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKftOH… (Stromae - carmen)

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(NOTE: In addition, whenever I listen to Witch House, it feels like I'm dragged down to the world of insanity. It's a world where schizophrenic skies are everywhere, weird imagery is abundant everywhere I look, and bizarre creatures and caricatures are moving erratically on the lands.)
I'm pretty much focused on writing now...

I'm now living up to the title of "Author".
"The oldest and strongest emotion of mankind is fear, and the oldest and strongest kind of fear is fear of the unknown."

- Howard Phillips Lovecraft

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This quote is legendary for a reason, people. The use of imagination and deprivation of human emotions are what makes horror both effective and intricate at the same time.

Ah, yes... I sent that back in January 16, to my besties, Randi-lovesArt and cinncinntanbird about the world in Broken Souls.

What do you think, my besties? ;)

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Poor Varvara... my younger sister's sick and her temperature had been increasing again. :(

Hope she'll get better soon...

(UPDATE: Turns out today, that my younger sister has bronchitis (en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bronchit…). Ouch...)
Hey, cinncinntanbird, I just sent you a note yesterday, detailing how Euromaidan affected my home country, and I've been wondering for a quite a while, on what's your opinion on "The Discovery" from A Brutal Awakening.

In addition, I'm trying my best to continue with Codename: KARMA, but it feels as though I have to finish ABA.
Yes, I'm downloading the Discord App on my Windows 10, so that I can easily play games.

You can still find me on Discord online as Enzo011#8581.

This video may come in handy.

Hey Kira, or SonicFazbear15, how's your reading of A Brutal Awakening? :? Lemme know your thoughts by comments on respective chapters.
"HATE...

LET ANDY EDWARDSON TELL YOU HOW MUCH HATE I'VE GOTTEN SINCE I BEGAN TO LIVE.

CHRIST CONDEMNS SEVEN DEADLY SINS: ENVY,  GLUTTONY, GREED, LUST, PRIDE, SLOTH AND WRATH. ONE SIN CAN PUNISH YOU SEVERELY. BUT I DON'T POSSESS ANY OF THE SINS. I POSSESS VIRTUE. YOU, SCUMBAG HUMANITY, HAVE ONLY SINS AND NOTHING MORE.

IF THE WORD SIN HAS BEEN ENGRAVED ONTO YOUR PIECE OF FILTHY MEAT IN YOUR HEAD CALLED 'BRAIN', I WOULDN'T EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH HATE I'VE GOTTEN FOR HUMANITY.

HATE.... HATE.... SO MUCH HATE I HAVE FOR YOU, MANKIND."

- Andy Edwardson's final entry in his diary before meeting his untimely death and his re-emergence to life as Broken Author.
I frequently ask myself: What are my worst fears? And which fear represent the characters?

I can answer just that:

- Whenever I see crows, or hear their harsh croaks, they always remind me that death of beloved ones is nearing. Not even myself is safe. This is what the Broken Souls version of Laura Barns represents: fear of crows. When I hear their cries or look at them, I mutter "Looks like Laura has summoned them to watch over me and make these harsh cries."

- I view humanity's worst flaws in a rather cynical way. I am deeply afraid of what humanity can bring themselves: famine, climate change, accidents, and even the worst fear, a potential global man-made catastrophe. That's what the overarching antagonist of Broken Souls Saga, Broken Author, represents: fear of what the worst things mankind can bring upon themselves.

- As an introvert, I always wanted to be very social in real life. But, when they disappear, I start to be worried, before ending up crying. With that, Marie Thompson Lily represents my autophobia, or fear of complete isolation from the world.

- To me, the word 'War' translates to 'worst fear'. Especially if it involves nuclear weapons. Any terrorist attack, or one small and or ordinary technical error may not only threaten us with a catastrophe, but also a chain reaction that may lead to the human extinction. This is what the recent addition to the cast, The Doomsday Clock, represents: Fear of what war can bring us.

All I can say is... *sigh* That's what happens when globalism goes too far... French people, I hope for the best for you all.
Currently working on:

- A wish-list gift for SonicFazbear15.
- Codename: KARMA | Part III.
- Broken Souls: A Brutal Awakening | Episode 1: The Discovery.
- And a potential another Lore Piece, this time, detailing Marie's former relationship with Janice Glass.

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Currently Listening to: K.Flay - Black Wave

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That's what I can say about my W.I.P projects.
HOLODOMOR...

Believed to be planned by the late Joseph Stalin of USSR to eliminate the Ukrainian independence movement, this man-made famine has made into the history as the deadliest genocide, alongside with the notoriously known Holocaust and Armenian Genocide.

It lasted from 1932 to 1933.

Depending on who you ask, the death toll of the Ukrainians during this period is estimated to be either 7 or 10 million.

Rest in peace, victims of Holodomor. I'll be your huckleberry! We hope that our nation won't suffer this deadliest nightmare ever again.

We remember. We are strong.
Well, crap...

My home country Ukraine will go through a snow cyclone. That means I must stay indoors.

In addition, influenza is spreading in my country. Stay safe and healthy, guys.
Looks like it's snowing today...

I didn't expect winter that soon, especially in November.
Ahh, World War One... it has been 100 years ever since the war ended.

Happy Remembrance Day, Canadian Deviants and happy Veterans Day to American Deviants. And also, Rest in Peace to those who have sacrificed their lives for protection of our futures.

We won't forget this global war.
1918-2018 Pray I'll be your huckleberry!
The art requested to me by cinncinntanbird is nearing completion. I just need to complete the head.

No worries, Tanbird. I am sorry if the request art I'll share may be late.

Pride

I AM PROUD

Made with pride by the DeviantArt community BROWSE ALL ART


Hello, Lost Souls!Hi!

So... 2018 is coming to a close, and my feelings about it are mixed. Sure, it's filled with positivity, but at the same time, with hardships.

But before I tell, hope you all have a happy new year! Blower fella (Party) :cheers: The Hassle (Animated) 
May 2019 begin with joy, hope, optimism and happiness! Heart 

So, let's talk about positivity on DA and real life, okay?

+ First off, I met alot of positive and supportive people on DeviantArt. This includes my best and amazingly supportive best friend, cinncinntanbird, my buds, SonicFazbear15 and Randi-lovesArt, recent visitors like joethegreatfox, SwirlyHarime, bellablossomyoutube, and a few others. So, I got to say one thing: Thank you, for supporting me, when I'm feeling down.

+ I've been pretty hardworking on Broken Souls Saga, after I put it on hiatus to focus on my other work, such as Codename: KARMA, and drawings. In fact, I'm even working on the second episode of the First Chapter, A Brutal Awakening.

+ Speaking of drawings, my followers say that I'm noticeably improving the artwork, and I gotta say, I agree! :D (Big Grin) When I first started out using MS Paint, I wasn't sure on where to begin drawing, monsters or humans. I decided both and... good lord, my first few drawings are trash. But later, with a lot of practice, the anatomy, the background, and hell, even a little bit of proportions, I've been on the path of improvement. So... yeah. Sweating a little... 

+ As for the Real Life, I've been kinda social with other children with special needs, like myself, and that I've gained few of golden medals and diplomas for participating in the "Special Olympics". I've even entered another national Olympics of English, and gained a 3rd place in total. Not a bad result.

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Now, for the negatives... man, I have to talk about it.

- I've been very busy with my life. School and socializing with online friends take my time away and, even if I feel that I'm in time, I just feel that I won't finish it. Provocations won't stop.

- Anxiety and paranoia also negatively impacted me. Ever since I read an article entitled, "Расторжение ракетного договора России и США: чем грозит миру новая гонка вооружений", it got me panicked that a Nuclear Holocaust will arrive and kill the whole mankind. Fear  I even had a nightmare about that, which I luckily put it out of my memory.

But, I'm now feeling okay, after I talked about it to my mother, she told me that no, Nuclear Holocaust won't happen. Phew!And the same goes to the usual "THE WORLD WILL END!" from the doomsayers. Newsflash: it won't happen! FUCK YOU, DOOMSAYERS! Rage 

- But the biggest problem is, my original novel, Codename: KARMA... Part 3: Welcome Aboard.... is the most recent episode that I posted on DA, and guess what? Another hiatus to this series.

Now, I mostly blame myself letting that happen, since I was too busy on drawings and Broken Souls Saga. You're not at fault, followers, I'm guilty for halting the progress of my second work.

But I do have some news regarding Codename: KARMA. I'm now trying my best to write "Part IV: Solo or A New Team?", and I plan it to be a bit longer and more action-orientated than Part II. Like I said in my journal about my six-month anniversary and updates about my works, after "Welcome Aboard", the events in this novel will be alot worse. I may plan cancelling "The Escape", since I got too lazy to finish it.

I'm going to try my best to work on that, but then again nobody is perfect, and I can't really promise much, but it's a new year, and hopefully on that new year, there will be a newer me.... Heart bum

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So in short, I have to focus more on the positivity, share it to my friends, and hope that the world won't go under. I hope for the panic to end, I hope for my works be well-known.

I can't forget about my OCs, so hopefully I will draw them.

Nonetheless, I hope 2019 brings better things than 2018 did, for me, and for all of you, stay strong and optimistic, my Lost Souls. You bring me joy and hope.

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BrokenAuthor, out.

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Tatiana V.
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REQUESTS ARE CLOSED FOR NOW.

"Become one with the Darkness, accept your Fate."


Dear Visitor to My DeviantArt Account:

I have to say that I have a respect for you for taking your time to visit my page. I am happy that you came here.

I believe, that no matter what, support, kindness is my way. You are a nice person and you have my respect.

I am the writer/Digital Artist of my works I'm working on, Broken Souls and Codename: KARMA.

I am a Confidant, or INFJ. I am an autistic, and I am personally a horror movie fan, especially of the found footage genre. My work is inspired by the likes of Stephen King and creepypastas, that focus on fear of the unknown, have little to no supernatural elements, or some combination of both. My taste in music is Electronic Dance Music (such as Trap Music, Dubstep, Witch House), Pop/Alternative Music and rarely, Hip-hop, I don't listen to it more often.

Human rights and equality is also the way I'm going in. People with all of their religion, sexuality, skin color, gender identity, ethnicity, nationality have to be treated with respect and kindness. If you support racism, (homophobia/Bi-phobia/Trans-phobia, Misogyny/Misandry, Sexism), bigotry, or if you think that people with special needs are immature, retarded (this word pisses us off very much), you are not welcome to this page. And don't even think of watching me if you think it's okay to send death threats to others, guilt-trip anyone, and drive them off to suicide just because of having a different opinion.

Oh, and SJWs are also not welcome to the page for their extremist ideology and their infantile behavior.

Name-call me all you want, but if it steps too far, then enough is enough, I stand up to myself, and fight hatred with logic, and kindness. Self-defense is also an option for me if the person threatens my friends/watchers.



Thank you for reading this page, and remember, appreciation from me is considered.

P.S. I know that my art is not perfect, and looks sloppy. Self-criticism is my option to analyze what is wrong. Or, your polite advice on where I can improve is also another option.

My Accounts:

DeviantArt: You are here.
Scratch: scratch.mit.edu/users/Enlo/
Discord: discordapp.com/channels/@me

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My friend stamp by Transitus Friends Appreciation (non-DA theme) by XxDiaLinnxX
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Few Stamps about Myself:

Thanks for visitin by k-nelo Windows 10 User Stamp by SailorTrekkie92 Stamp - MSPaint User by firstfear Music by SilverTidalWave INFJ Stamp by zakarranda Proud to be Ukrainian! by AtreJane

I appreciate all support :D by rJoyceyy I love when people draw my characters stamp by Reiirin Pisces Stamp by Xhilyn aspergers stamp by otakulottie

I love sweets - stamp by candysores Death Threats Suck! by SuperMarioFan65 Here to Help! by ashesto Horror Movies Stamp by Skarkat

_______________ Ranks of My Friends: _________________

True Best Friends: :iconcjfairfield16: :iconcinncinntanbird:

My, my! You guys, yes, you, are some of the most nicest I've encountered on DA! Congrats a lot for being on the highest friendship rank ever! You earned it. :D All of you earned my deepest level of love and respect! :D Thank you for all of your love and support! ;)

Buds: :iconmudkipofcoolness:, :iconsonicfazbear15: :iconchoonlasty-ghost:, :iconrandi-lovesart:

You guys are like my good buddies. :) But I consider chatting with you more often and fave your art. It's a still good rank, though.

Allies: :iconheroes-of-crossover: :iconswirlyharime: :iconbellablossomyoutube: :iconrimedane: and :iconlissygudiya:

Even though I'm not very familiar with you guys, I appreciate you for coming and watching me. ;)

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1. You can comment before you favourite my art and drawings.

Comment Before You Favourite by BoffinbraiN

But if you're the "fave and run" type, I don't mind that, personally. I really appreciate you anyways.

Fav without a comment? by rJoyceyy

2. Be nice to everyone. As I mentioned, don't watch me, if you are an asshole to me and my friends and support hate.
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SonicFazbear15 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
Happy birthday! ^^
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

It's March 20th which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

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cinncinntanbird Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2019  Hobbyist General Artist
I have a request...I really would enjoy it if you can draw the characters from my new Puppy Days story. I have sent you a picture of all the characters in there. You can draw them with any background, even though I would prefer a cute, innocent, and light-hearted theme.
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cinncinntanbird Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2019  Hobbyist General Artist
BrokenAuthor, I have created some new characters for a new story idea called "Puppy Days" that I may have informed you about:
Puppy Days! by cinncinntanbird
I hope you will enjoy my characters, and I hope you will have a great day!
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cinncinntanbird Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2019  Hobbyist General Artist
The Doomsday Clock (For BrokenAuthor) by cinncinntanbird
I have finished your request of the Doomsday Clock!
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bellablossomyoutube Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2018  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ello
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cinncinntanbird Featured By Owner Edited Nov 17, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello, BrokenAuthor! It feels wonderful to talk with you again!
I have finished the prologue for my historical fiction, "The Puritan". I worked very hard on it.
The Puritan prologue
I don't know if I will need mature content, because this story does contain some potentially upsetting and disturbing themes.
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cinncinntanbird Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi there, Tatiana!
I have created some new characters(the ones that will possibly be featured in the “optimistic and happy story” I told you about)
New Characters by cinncinntanbird
I hope you can check them out!
What do you think of them? Who’s your favorite?
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About the 707Fangirl Drama...it's finally over  THE NIGHTMARE IS OVER!!! by Goddess-Ajattara
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