HushHush now childdon't you cryMomma's gonna sing a broken lullabyplease don't cry everything's gonna be alrightbecause momma's here to say goodnightclose your eyes close them tightand let the world slip tonightplease don't bleedmomma's here to sow the seemyour not perfect and neither is me.but hush now childnow don't you crydon't you slit your wrist tonightdon't let the blood fall down to the floorbecause momma's here to sing the broken lullaby.
ClassI sit in classMy mind a blanknothing to donothing to see.It's like arms covering my eyesand hands chocking meeverything is different.I don't really belongI'm not smartor pretty.Just pretty damn dumbthey smile, I grinbut they don't really care.It's like voicesbut there highand undefined.I can't tell what there sayingor what it meansI just know I'm pretty far behind.They laugh and pointI try to laugh alongI just want to fit inI want a friendI want someone to stand by meTo help me kill this monsterIt hurts they have there groupsbut i sit alonetrying to be braveJust...Just trying to fit in.To be smart in Classand my mind not so blank.
To far goneMusic blares threw the wallsto hide what i am doing.so no one would worry .so no one will be sad .when they see me gone.Please don't open the door.I don't want you to seethe Pain that i live everyday.I'm to lost to be fixedto broken to be helpedto lost to be found.I'm Sorry, let the music close on methe pounding of the songswont save meits time for me to close my eyes.and let the musicbring me safetyfrom the worlds cruel words.when i'm found nothing will be lefti wont be found on newspapersi'll just be the girl who just leftno sign, that she was even here.
Sing Me a SongSing me a sweet little songDon't stop not in till morning breaklittle girl you're strongeveryone else around is a fakeSee just look aroundLet the song break outthe beat of the soundjust stand up and SHOUT!!so just sing a little songlet the music flowbecause you are stronglet everyone sit back and watch the showDon't let the song go outhelp start a new soundjump up on Desks, Chairs, Benches, anything and just SHOUT!!!Let the music come outthe blaring on the wallspounding in your earsthere aren't any flawsand everyone around us disappears.
Stared into the eyes of madnessHave you ever stared into the eyes of madness?I have, my own eyes stared back,Hoping it was sanity that i lack,How wrong i was,I was breaking my own laws!Those eyes held insanityCovering my own VanityThis was Fucking Inhumanity!Dear god someone help.My own subconscious yelps,What is Insanity?Its a breakdown of Humanity,The killing of your sanityHiding your vanitythis isn't insanity! this is Madness!coated with sadnessDear lord this is MADNESS!!
Daddy? Why?i remember when i used to smile and it wasn't forced.I remember when i didn't cry because i miss you.I remember when we used to be a family not broken and divided.My father how could you.Walk away like we weren't in your life before how could you laugh at my pain.Daddy i was your little girl not a door mat you use now. You look at me with anger and disgust.I held my head up for so long I'm falling while you laugh along.I'm AloneI'm fallingYour laughingYour screaming outDaddy what am i to youam i your daughteror just a play toyDaddy what happened to make you hate meis it because i never smiledis it because im broken that you laugh at mewhat did i do to youwhat did i do to you to make you so angry at me what did i do Daddy please tell me.I'm falling daddy im to far gone i wont be here soonso no more Pain.I'm aloneI'm Fallingand your just laughing
When i was littleWhen i was little, I wanted to rule the world.When i was little, i never thought of pain.When i was little, I always smiled.When i was little, I would never scream out.When i was little, those scars i have were never there.When i was little, I saw color all around.But now that im older, I want to hide away.Making sure i don't see day time light.I wear long shirts or braclets to hide the truth.I see the world as a dark cloud sucking me inmaking me scream and cry.Breaking me down till there is nothing left.But, when i was little, I felt never Insane like i am now.