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Current Residence: Poland, Łódź
DeviantWEAR sizing preference: M/L
Favourite genre of music: Doom Metal, Black Metal
Favourite photographer: davenit, pestilence, blepharopsis
Operating System: Windows 7 x64

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Evoken, Esoteric
Favourite Games
Arcanum, Fallout 2, GTA IV, UT2004
Tools of the Trade
PC (core i7 860): 3dsmax, ps; CAMERA: lumix fz5 infrared, lumix fz38 color
Other Interests
photography, 3D, cycling, weaponry, electronics
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You may have noticed, that my gallery is very stagnant - there's almost nothing happening there. The reason is because I am dying. The illness is completely destroying me! I mean that goddamn Ewing's sarcoma (think "bone cancer")... This thing is extremely malignant - it multiplies itself to other bones at alarming rate and damages them. In time, they get so damaged, that they can break without a reason. They can explode (fall apart) during a sleep. But the worst is that they can never grow together again, because they're dead. Few month ago my sternum broke unexpectedly. It was damn painful - when coughing, sneezing, lifting, deeply breathi
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I was diagnosed with a malignant bone cancer. I began my therapy and already had the biopsy and some medical tests. Wish me lots of strength and luck...
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There's been something very bad going on with my spine. I've been suffering from pain in my leg and lower back for two years, but during the last few months the problem has grown to a critical degree. During this time I had several tests (xray, mr, neurologist, orthopedist), which all said, that "I am healthy" and there's nothing wrong with my spine. Two weeks ago I had the strongest pain attack in my entire life. I couldn't sleep at night, moaning from extreme pain in my upper leg and knee. The word "pain" is too trivial... It was excoriating infernal torment! My body was twisting in spasmodic movements. The common and prescribed painkiller
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Miss you so much

Rest in Peace, happy birthday.....
Rest in peace brother