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Death Becomings by boywhorockspink, literature

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Death Becomings

I have become what, I have feared most I have become my poetry's host Depression, misery, e-c-t Anyway you phrase it your still speaking of me I have become a hollowed shell Doomed and hopeless on my way to hell People look at me and say "hes stupid, hes dumb" And it all sinks in and sticks together like chewing gum Spoken when only spoken to People try to ask me, "what troubling you" But words go through me like water a waterfall Even though my body is there, im not there at all

Akaunamatata by boywhorockspink, literature

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Akaunamatata

People nowa days get made at you Jus for speaking your mind And being you They say shit bout the past And then act like they dont wanna Get that feeling back But honestly if they didnt would they have Even said it They get mad at me For being a dude Who cant wait to be king Meeting new people And putting the past behind me Because, when the world Turns its back on you You gotta turn your back on the world But just for beiliving in that philosophy People sweat you like gym socks And so they get the cold shoulder And you hope they freeze Cuz personally I dont got no worries

Still In Love by boywhorockspink, literature

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Still In Love

Ohh,Ohh,Ohh,Ohh,Ohh i just want you to know That I still love you Girl you know I I I do Im thinking of you Trying to figure out why im wasnt The man for you I try to throw dirt and God knows what else overtop Of my feelings Trying to cover up whats inside I just want it to go away But it haunts me like the ghost of christmas past And it just wont go away cuz I love you baby With all of my heart and soul Ohh, ohh,ohh,ohh,ohh You been so good to me But yet i still try to silence it all But it sneaks up on me in a hum And i hear Lennie Williams Singing "Because I Love You" And every word i try to form or speak Comes out

Stuck On Stupid by boywhorockspink, literature

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Stuck On Stupid

Trying to speak But nothing comes out Motioning my words To go onto a cheat of paper But yet everything stands still Feeling what little grunts What little Ahhs and Ohhs That seem to make it out are'nt Good enough Not for you Not for this Your love makes me stronger Your love keeps me going Keeps me writing Ohhh,ohhh,ohh,ohhh,ohh But nothings ever good enough And im sitting on a rock Pondering like Winne the Pooh On an island Unable to move Or get off And cries of help cant be herd My words that say i am stuck Cant be seen And the tears just flow From me being stuck on stupid

Eerie Feeling by boywhorockspink, literature

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Eerie Feeling

Coming out of the cut I see you walking with her I run up but slowed up Because i seen you smiling And laughing I come slowly with my head Swinging low i say whats up And see you slip away slowly Slowly out of my grasp but closer to another Shadowy figure who resembles someone That looks like someone That at a time i believed was trying to help me But in the end i see that they were using me To get closer to the one that i was crushing on To the one that i wanted in my arms Now they complete each others sentences and talk And have each other wanted And when i come along Everyone disperses And theres only you and me And

Betrayl by boywhorockspink, literature

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Betrayl

You claim that me and you was cool But you was walking around All nervous and all Asked you what was wrong But you said nothing Then you went and started talking to the girl That i was crushing Asking her for who knows And i saw the smile on her face I wish that i couldve been you at that moment Then my other buddy Messing with the same chic Not telling me anything Thats going on We used to be so cool But now things have caused us to seperate But you claim that we still boys I see what the deal is now...

Ode To An Eraser by boywhorockspink, literature

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Ode To An Eraser

O eraser, that which corrects my mistakes That which I can hold and rub Your tender pinkness Like soft hands of comfort Little by little You seem to disappear With every mistake I make But you still leave some of yourself behind How I wish that you would last But nothing lasts forever And just like the love I had for another You disappear Never to be put back together again

Poked by boywhorockspink, literature

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Poked

Its hard going through life With a heart thats constantly Being poked at and its already sore Most times you find yourself At home pouring out your blood To a piece of paper You clinch your chest as Feel the pain raising You look at your heart Only to see a shrivled muscle Hung by blackend veins And you wish that someone Would be your girlfriend And love you and For them to stop messing With your heart

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Tears by boywhorockspink, literature

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Tears

Sometimes I just want to cry To put all this pain into tears So they could evaporate And all of it could be no more I just want someone to hold me Like a child's mother does when its frightened To lean on their shoulder So they could help ease the pain Inside it feels like Theres a storm inside of me The waves toss me to and fro And I just wish there were someone to help me The tears turn to rivers Rivers soon turn to lakes And im in the middle Drowning on my own sorrows and misery

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Glass Wall by boywhorockspink, literature

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Glass Wall

Seperated by a glass wall We see each other walking down the hall One can speak but the other cant hear And the wall makes it clear That theirs something between us we dont want to let go Something we dont want the other one to know I dont understand why you want to be lonely I dont want to be nothing more than to be your homey Why cant we be friends And tie up loose ends Your holding baack and i know your scared But this glass wall is making us hearing impaired Everwhere we go theres an invisable fence And when we want to say a word we get to tense We move our lips but we dont say nothing And inside our hearts there's a whole

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My Temptation... by 1000900054, literature

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My Temptation...

My sweet temptation I never want to see you leave. Your touch is so empowering What we have is to deep. My lips crave your body Whispering words so strong Running my fingers through your hair Holding on to you for so long. My beautiful temptation What we have is so wrong Whispering "I love you's" Needing a kiss to finish this song. Craving your affection Yet following so blind I stare into this perfection Leaving the other one behind.

What Am I? by jerzchick16, literature

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What Am I?

Gone but never far With pure weakness at stake Wandering through the unknown Barely to see the light Far but never lost Temptation dancing there Seeking the depths of my soul Where I wish to never return Lost but never gone With momentum carried on But without what lies beneath The surface of my heart Gone but never there With such innocence to prove But not realizing effortless truth Yet seeking everlasting existence With the light. With the lies. With the truth. With my soul.

Work the Beat by jerzchick16, literature

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Work the Beat

Move ya body shake it there Make your heart pump fast Show me how to work the beat Force me to forget the past Music plays as I move my feet I catch the rhythm in each stride I dance 'till I can move no more Without showing what I have to hide I hear the songs playing in my head Focusing in on the steady beat I lose control with every move I make Because I can feel and taste all the heat Move ya body shake it there Make your heart pump fast Show me how to work the beat Force me to forget the past Stretch my muscles to no end Feel the pain rush through me I know exactly what I'm doing here And I'm hoping you will agree I da

Lost by marioprince, literature

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Lost

Right turn Left turn Up and down Each way is the same Go forward Turn back Disappear altogether Nothing seems to change Whichever step I take I doubt myself the more All things repeat themself Like the infamous broken record I thought that I'd felt one way But then came another Confusion Mine enemy Does your torment Know no bounds For I'd known the path to choice Or so I had thought Then came another option And you struck your cold hearted blow Doubt Your shadow's cast upon me Wrapped up in your darkness Consumed, hanging in an emptiness With the choice my heart'd made You'd cut the final wire Now here I am again

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boywhorockspink

Jun 16, 2005

Thought Of June 16 2005

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why is it that parents try to flip scripts on you, like when you know they said something and then they be like no i didnt i said this, so you dont know what to believe and you know for sure that thats what they said, so you just stop listening to what they say then they get mad for you not listening to what they have to say, whats up with that.

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boywhorockspink

Jun 14, 2005

Thought Of June 14 2005

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Humans are the only ones who stink and sweat, animals have another way but yet we are the ones that most constantly take a shower, before someone says that we stink but animals in the wild dont mind the odor, why is that?

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boywhorockspink

Jun 4, 2005

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so check me and Malina is cool again, well we have been for sometime but we dont really talk like that. We be on AIM but dont say anything to one another. Anyways yea im over the crush and all that other good stuff with her, still didnt get back my poetry back. So i guess im on one of those journeys or quest that every man goes on where he goes to find himself. Yea i havnt been on here in a good minute yea i know but i have read what some people have said, mostly on what i have wrote and some on what others have written or made that caught my eye. Dont really know what to do with my life right now. My pops saying that i need to get some more

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Oct 18, 2005

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Sep 22, 2005

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