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Proud not to be a lulz cow anymore by Boschian-Fantasies Proud not to be a lulz cow anymore by Boschian-Fantasies
You're all probably wondering why I made this stamp, huh?

Well, it's a long story....and a story about myself I need to get out of my system.

To be honest with you all, I used to be a lulz cow years back before I made this account.
I know it sounds odd, but hear me out.

In the 1990's and 2000's, I was an epic lulz cow, doing shit like blaming my mental illness and diabilities for my bad, immature behavior, refusing to take criticism on my old eye sore "art" I made back in the days, accepting only ass pats, and letting my obsessive love and hatred of fictional characters go 15 steps too far.

There, one day, under this old account or two, I ended up on various internet wall of shame sites like Portal of Evil (now defunct) and Encyclopedia Dramatica. I'm not telling which account it is, just PM me if you want me to tell.

TBH, at first, I was upset, but now, since getting therapy and medication into my system, and NOT BLAMING MY DISABILITIES NOR DISORDERS FOR MY ROTTEN BEHAVIOR ANYMORE, I'm happy that the accounts were up, in order on how not to act. 

However, there was one thing the ED and the PoE articles left out on my racid past behavior, and I am so ashamed to admit this, but here it goes:
I used to lie about my age to post my old shitty "erotic" fanfiction and fanart on various websites, getting me into deeper shit than ever.

Ever since I actually volunteered to get help for my problems, instead of using them as a crutch, I deleted and de-activated my old accounts, destroyed my old crap art and crap fics, and started anew, with the accounts I have at the present.

So, yeah, I am a lulz cow no more. 

I now take critiques and criticism, keep in touch with reality, work to improve my art and writing skills everyday, and most important of all: Getting help when I need it, instead of brushing it a side.

So the moral of this story I have to tell to all, is, repent, behave yourself, and don't repeat the mistakes I have done. Or else, expect to suffer the consequences, and get put on the same pedestal as Tom Preston, Chris-chan, Sephirothslave, Link's Queen, and Summoner Yuna.

Wow, that was therapudic indeed. :-)
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:icongodofwarlover:
godofwarlover Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2017
There are some things I regret doing also, and I try to make sure I don't end up on ED either
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2017  Student General Artist
Live and learn...
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:icongodofwarlover:
godofwarlover Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2017
Because I learn that I should not act like a douche online because it will come back to bite you in the ass later on in life
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2017  Student General Artist
Yes it will. I learned that the hard way.
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:icongodofwarlover:
godofwarlover Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2017
That's why I try not to cause any fights online. Not worth it
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:iconday-dreamingsnarker:
Day-DreamingSnarker Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2017
....I never thought you'd be a former lulzcow. That's surprising to be honest. But I'm glad that you've sincerely changed your ways.
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2017  Student General Artist
Yeah, This was on a old account long ago, not this account.

Yeah, what a relief.
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SkekLa Featured By Owner Edited Aug 28, 2017  Professional General Artist
KUDOS on the improvement, dear! :glomp:
We both know how bitchy , hard to tame and self-destructive mental issues can be: fighting them  is a great -and all-worthy- battle to take! ^^
I'm proud of you for looking at problems straight in the face and telling them "I'll beat you" ^^
That's how it's done, way to go, girl! I know you can do it! :la:
I'm wishing you all the best at this, I'm confident in your ability to vanquish your mistakes and issues and turn them into potential and strengths once they're recognized, disected and rid of! ^^
It makes me happy, too, to see you already feel better! ways to go: I know you will succeed! ^^
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2017  Student General Artist
Awww, thank you. You are so sweet! Hug 
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zirukurt01 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Student General Artist
Spoiler alert: Encyclopedia Dramatica is dying due to a copyright troll named Monsarrat.
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Student General Artist
So I've heard....
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:iconhomininebeauty:
HominineBeauty Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Mayu, you are so dynamic and 4 dimensional! I must say, you really inspire me! Love 

If Chris-Chan learned to take critiques and criticism, keep in touch with reality, and getting help when necessary in the first place, he would have been a fully functioning member of society. But that's nothing more than a high expectation, sadly.
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Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Student General Artist
The same things can be said for Andrew Dobson/Tom Preston, Sephirothslave, Summoner Yuna, and Link's Queen.
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HominineBeauty Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
As well as Rob Liefeld. I swear, if he draws my characters, he will have them wear over 9 trillion pouches all over them. Sure, most of my characters are muscular (including most females and even a crossdressing male), but Rob would have give them a ton of steroids and he would probably bend the spines of my female characters.

Rob Liefeld's "artwork" is an example of how not to draw comics and cartoons.
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Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Student General Artist
Is Rob Liefield still around? Or was he (thankfully) booed off the set by more talented cartoonists?
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HominineBeauty Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I don't know. But in a decade or two, nobody will remember him, yet his "drawings" will still haunt us forever.
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Student General Artist
And there, the crotches of both genders will be reduced to extra bellybuttons. 
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HominineBeauty Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
LOL!!
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Spacergirl003 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I remembered how my first few characters turned out once I started to draw art.  I couldn't believe my first one in the Treasure Planet fanwork turned out to be a full-blown cross-over Mary-Sue as I was into a lot of franchises.  I'm glad I didn't start an account here until I was a sophomore in high school when I started to store my graphic design works there.  In terms of art, I didn't take critiques until I took AP Art Studio.      
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Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Student General Artist
I'm glad to see others that learned from their mistakes, unlike some people....

*cough*TomPreston*cough*
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Spacergirl003 Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Heck, the people whose characters I'm critiquing now even have the manners to appreciate some improvement.     
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2017  Student General Artist
That's good to know.
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:iconmike-the-cat:
Mike-the-cat Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You are an inspiration.  <3
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank you *hugs*
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:iconmike-the-cat:
Mike-the-cat Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I've done some cringy shit myself.  Thankfully, those guys left me alone until after my mission, when I was somewhat mature enough to handle both constructive criticism and pointless trolling.  If it was any earlier, I would have killed myself.
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2017  Student General Artist
It's good to see people like us grow out of our lulz cow phase.
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:iconchippingchart66:
IKR? This is why Occupational Therapy and Learning Resource Blocks consisting of remediation on naughtily-done assignments should be a blessing instead of a curse!
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2017  Student General Artist
Agreed! :-)
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Wolverine51 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017
Wow, that's quite a history.  I'm impressed you've come so far!
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:iconboschian-fantasies:
Boschian-Fantasies Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017  Student General Artist
Thank you, thank you very much.
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:iconwolverine51:
Wolverine51 Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2017
Anytime, my friend. :huggle:
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