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Here's that Oikawa fic was mentioned I was posting last night!
yes angst, but not just angst, it's cheating angst!!
I've always wanted to write one and I love reading them because they
provoke such an emotional response from me, for the good ones my chest tightens up
and I feel like crying. I'm just a glutton for punishment like that

HOWEVER I 110% do not condone cheating. If anyone really feels the need to be with somebody else in the same way as they feel currently with their partner, be a decent human being and end your relationship to save the person you supposedly love a whole world of unnecessary pain rather than being breaking their heart. It's wrong and evil and it's not fair when someone looks at you with happiness and brightness in their eyes and you hurt them in ways they'd never hurt you...just saying

Whoo...needed to get that off my chest

Comments are always appreciated!
If there's any typos, please send me a note
Hope you enjoy & as always thanks for reading.  ♥ Shan

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All Respective Characters © Haikyuu!! Haruichi Furudate
Word count: 6,737
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FandomDerpHobbyist Writer
this was so full of emotion! nice writing!
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a28enigmaticHobbyist Photographer
Somehow, it seems as if I live for good angst fics like this. 
It may sound sadistic but imagining the pain on the cheater's face after seeing their ex-significant other happy makes me feel powerful. 😂 
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Angsts are beautiful. This is beautiful. Your work is beautiful. 👏👏👏👏👏👏💕💕💕💕💕
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xXJhazzyXxStudent Writer
of course i'll end up with iwa. just what I * burst out crying *
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WOW I GOTTA LOVE MYSELF SOME GOOD ANGST CRIES 1 1 
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Hi, 

I just want to tell you that reading this story really ripped up my heart. When you wrote about how Oikawa said he was terrified about the reason as to why the oc was ignoring him, I held such hope in my heart that what she saw was a mistake, but alas that was false. I'm a sucker for angst, but also for happy endings, but when this ended, it honestly tore my apart (although I would not have it written any other way). 
Just wow, my breath is taken away at how you executed this story. You made it so believable for me to hope that maybe it was just a mistake, but when you compared the oc's, which was similar to mine, to the naivety of her 10 year-old-self and that really hit me hard. 
Also, props to you for making me sympathize even a little bit with Oikawa, the perpetrator and cheater of this story. Usually in stories where the character is a cheater, I have zero sympathy for them. But just the way you wrote it...wow it really made me feel for him. When you wrote about their past and described their friendship, it was so sad to see that Oikawa disregarded that and decided to throw it all just to cheat. That really got me so angry, but then you brought in both of their pain when they had to confront each other and at that moment, I could feel nothing but compassion and heartpain for both of them.
I just really don't know how to describe my feelings in words right now. This is one of the best one-shots I've ever read, and I can't explain nor could I put into words how I'm feeling, but I just hope you know that you really have a gift for writing. 
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This was so well written and I loved it but I cant help but scream at how passive reader was to Oikawa. LIKE NAH M8 DONT APOLOGISE AND GIVE A GOODBYE KISS PUNCH HIM IN THE DICK XD 
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bookerrorStudent Writer
I'll take that into account when I make another cheating fic with Oikawa, or anyone else Sign Emoji-03 (Thumbs up) 

Once you start writing cheating fics you get addicted lol
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RosaniciraHobbyist Digital Artist
Ikr I get so addicted to angst rip bit Im a salty roll and I love petty revenge in fics lmao 
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 I literally cried while reading this (especially the break-up scene) because I totally can relate to this story. :"(
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TheFandomSisterStudent General Artist
MY TEARS I TELL YOU! MY TEARS!Crying Mako 
yahaiba's avatar
This is so good! i really enjoy angst with endings similar to this one. Ahh! i love it HAHA.
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DeeNotMeHobbyist Writer
This is so so beautiful, and I loved this so much. Ughh this is a masterpiece.

Now excuse me I need to go wipe away my tears
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itbeajenHobbyist Writer
I have missed you and your writing style so much. C r i e s. It's so nice to seethis!

Honestly I normally hate angst, but this was so well written. It really really is. My poor heart goes out to the readER.;;
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bookerrorStudent Writer
As always I appreciate you Jenn 💕💕

The reader is happier now that she has someone who loves her 100%
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itbeajenHobbyist Writer
Aww. ;; You're so precious. aksjgdkasjflsda <3 I hope you've been doing well.

And yes! It makes me happy that reader is living a happier life now. Hehe. She deserves all the best. not saying oikawa doesn't but like-
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bookerrorStudent Writer
I hope the same for you!! I'm just recieving my college decisions and I got accepted to all the UCs and CSUsI applied too Yay!!! Atm I'm choosing between Davis and CSULB I'll probably visit during spring break so that's going to be fun. How about you? What's the haps?

Lol now I feel like making a fluffy Oikawa fic to make up for this angst, he's still my fav bb regardless
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itbeajenHobbyist Writer
It's final season for me right now. Hehe. But I only have one left on Friday. So I'm not too worried.

And congratulations!!! Ah! I'm so proud of you!!♡♡♡

And if you want to, you should! Hehe
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ohhh my gosh. this actually made me cry

probably the best oikawa fic i've read!! thank you so much for writing it! i enjoyed it sooo much omg you're amazing and i love you!!!
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bookerrorStudent Writer
*gifts you the softests tissues in the world to wipe your tears*

I'm so flattered that you like this fic so much!! YOU'RE AMAZING TOO
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MaizuuHobbyist General Artist
YESSSSSSSSSSSS!
YASSSHHHHHHHHH
FEEL THE PAIN MATAFAKA
*i'msorryijusthaveto
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bookerrorStudent Writer
no apologies necessary my friend. WE STAND IN SOLIDARITY AGAINST CHEATING ASSHOLES
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OMG THIS IS THE FIRST ANGST FIC THAT I LIKED!!! I LOVED THE STORY!!!
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bookerrorStudent Writer
I'm honored to have been your first 😉👉🏽👉🏽
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