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Deafening Silence by bonecollector101, literature

Hole by bonecollector101, literature

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Hole

It's hard to express my thoughts into words To put memories into verses and light up this page It's been so long since you left my arms And I can't seem to fill the hole in my heart.I've got to find a way to close you off, To switch off every thought and feeling, I don't know where I'm going anymore Without you in my life.I've loved you unconditionally I've betrayed you more than I care to admit We've broken each others hearts over and over again Only yours seems to be repaired.I guess all I want to know is where I stand Or what I ever meant to you I refuse to admit I was a faze or a fling But I guess I'll never really know.There's a hole ...

Ode to My Love by bonecollector101, literature

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Ode to My Love

I wake each day with you on my mind, Picturing your smile and hearing your laugh, As your eyes look at me, And your lips form the words, That take me away.My world seems incomplete without you in it, My day doesn't start until I've said good morning to you, My happiness almost relies on you, You're the one who... Completes me.I'll never understand why it was me that you chose, With all my flaws and the mistakes I've made, But I won't question why, I'll smile with you by my side, You're the reason I'm alive.I love you truly, My heart is yours, I want your hand in mine, I want you by my side, To be my lover and my wife, The mother of my chil...

Letter To The Woman I used to Love. by bonecollector101, literature

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Letter To The Woman I used to Love.

To the one I used to love;By now I've probably left some form of mark on you in the form of all the brutal things I've written in your name, and I feel ashamed that I've written such things. I won't apologize, because there isn't any point. I was angry, I was hurt, and I hated you. Or at least, I wanted to.These last 6 months have been the hardest I've faced in my life. In the scheme of things probably nothing. I imagine you've had it pretty breezy, with support from all your friends and family... diving into your world of Guild Wars and music. I'm happy you found your support, but I never really had any of my own.I've faced 6 months alone...

Peace, Silence, Darkness by bonecollector101, literature

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Peace, Silence, Darkness

The face of anger The face of pain The heart that says I won't be doing that again The awkward silence I can't get any peace Quietly brewing those voices in my head Watching you Waiting for failure Keeping myself afloat Hoping you'll feel pain Tearing down walls Letting in the darkness Dwelling makes it worse Pain becomes my own.Can't think about it anymore Causes too much stress I can't get it out of my head It's buried to far down. Why? Can't I let it go? Why? Can't we see past the hatred. Why has it consumed me Why has it doomed me Is this all I've become? Have I really come undone? I can't pick up the pieces I can't find my peace No ma...

Responsable. by bonecollector101, literature

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Responsable.

There isn't enough bourbon in the world That could drown you out of my mind The memories and the disappointment The times I was out of line.As I crack another stubbie I turn the track up louder, I try to tell myself it's over Euphoria washes over.It's well established that its over Whatever love I had is gone It's not that I'm dwelling on a love lost But that I had a friend that betrayed me.You don't see it I think it's more that you don't care I know there's no point trying Because you think it's all my fault.Dwelling on the things I did wrong by you, I guess you could say I have a lot to answer for But you allowed yourself to become what...

Suffering for others by bonecollector101, literature

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Suffering for others

All my friends in far off places similar suffering, different faces Making their lives however they choose, not knowing what they have... what they're willing to lose... You all part of what makes me who I am.I watch your pain, I make it mine I swallow it up, I take that time It becomes part of me, what makes me see What it takes to live your life.I hate seeing the pain, I want it gone I would happily take it off you to see the smiles on your faces. I want to be your heroes, I want to make you happy Because thats the way I am.Call me crazy, call me stupid, But your lives are worth living... I wish I was half of what you all are... You're w...

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Ode to My Love by bonecollector101, literature

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Letter To The Woman I used to Love. by bonecollector101, literature

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Letter To The Woman I used to Love.

Peace, Silence, Darkness by bonecollector101, literature

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Peace, Silence, Darkness

Responsable. by bonecollector101, literature

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Responsable.

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Keep this promise by GentlePeace, literature

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Keep this promise

Do me a favor; don’t forget the time that we spent It won’t last forever; I’m sure that one day we’ll meet againBecause we’re truly not far apart, it might as well be the start And I know it seems a bit rough, just remember to not lose your heartBecause I’ll keep my faith in you, as long as you stay true And don’t lose your faith in me, your friends barely know meSo don’t you ever worry, because one day we’ll start our story Filling the blanks that we left open, keeping us from feeling lonely

Parting of ways by Daforuk, literature

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Parting of ways

We part ways now, old friend; our paths, intertwined now must leave each the other as I must leave your side.But know, now and ever: what was may be gone but is lost not and never be the miles 'tween us long.For a part of you stays in my heart and my mind blow the winds as they may be there seas far and wide.A part of me also will be with you, you see and I would have you know this is how it should be.But I cannot deny, and I would not gainsay that the "me" who must go will miss the "you" who must stay.

Lost by MoonMisery, literature

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Lost

I do not reconize The person in the mirror She is not me But who could she beI am standing here And she is standing there Right where I should be But that is not meHave I lost myself? Lost who I am? Lost my meaning? Lost my being?For who the person In that mirror Is where I should be But where I am notThat is not me For who else could it be Mirrors show you who you are But I swear that is not meSo I stand here waiting Waiting for me But I guess I will not return Because I have waited longIve lost myself To an every changing world To the society that tells me This is who you areThey may not say it verablly But they say it in their rules The...

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Hole by bonecollector101, literature

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About bonecollector101

Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Australia
Deviant for 16 years
danielrutterfilms.com
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"We are the director's of our lives, at times we step out from the crowd, all the other directors... and we become unique. We control the focus, the zoom... the balance. We see only what we want. Every scene is predictable, but still manages to surprise us.

Our life is our masterpiece... and once we've made it, we're complete"

Something I once said, which I believe helps me understand who I am as a person.

Favourite Movies

Harry Brown

Favourite TV Shows

Dexter, 24, The Shield... and others.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Damien Rice, Slipknot, Linkin park... and others.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Tools of the Trade

Adobe Photoshop, Sony Vegas 10, Panasonic GH1, Canon HV30

Other Interests

Film making, Photography, Poetry, Screenwriting, Acting, Gaming

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bonecollector101

Jan 20, 2013

Devious Journal Entry

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Sometimes you lose those closest to you, for reasons deemed to stupid to understand.

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bonecollector101

Nov 28, 2012

The strange way life grabs you....

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I have a tumblr account for this, but I felt it better to post here.I stepped away from DeviantArt because I felt the place has become a haven for wannabe porn photographers, perverts posing as artists etc... but I think my true reason was because I don't believe in myself as an artist. A lot of things have made me the slob, the demotivated piece of shit I am today, and DeviantArt really had nothing to do with it.I don't believe my film making, my videography, my photography... has any artistic merit. Heck, I don't know what my definition of art is. Art has a wide definition, but I don't know how I fit.Anyway, I want to give you a quick ru...

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bonecollector101

Jan 5, 2012

I'm promoting some music

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If you like Lady Gaga and so on, this isn't the music for you.I'm currently working with a band in my local area to get some airplay on their tracks. I'm also working on a local radio station, so I can get that sorted.I'm trying to share their music with anyone and everyone. They're a high quality folk and other genre band, a lot of electric guitar pieces etc. Please check them out... I promise there will be something there you like.http://www.reverbnation.com/bigredwriting