It's hard to express my thoughts into words
To put memories into verses and light up this page
It's been so long since you left my arms
And I can't seem to fill the hole in my heart.
I've got to find a way to close you off,
To switch off every thought and feeling,
I don't know where I'm going anymore
Without you in my life.
I've loved you unconditionally
I've betrayed you more than I care to admit
We've broken each others hearts over and over again
Only yours seems to be repaired.
I guess all I want to know is where I stand
Or what I ever meant to you
I refuse to admit I was a faze or a fling
But I guess I'll never really know.
There's a hole in my heart where you should be
I swear love and affection to another now
But the words are hollow and fruitless
I just can't do it without you.
I know we're over for good
I'm not stupid enough to see a second chance
You've moved on and gotten life back on track
Which you could never have done with me.
I know it means nothing to you
Or at least you'll never admit it to me
You were the best thing and worst thing that's ever happened to me
I've never loved anyone quite as much as I love you.