My last message seemed to be dated as far back as 2004..holy shit. It's been a while!! What have I been doing for the last ...7 years?
Well, not a whole lot!
2005- Discovered I am bi-sexual and start to date a man. I don't know why, this is an important or 'relevant' fact, but it's the only thing I remember in 2005. So be thankful ..it's something.
2006- Met Meli from France.. some of my best memories in my life (so far)
2007- Had a daughter, named Sadie...
2008- Bought a house with my long time boyfriend!
2009- Had my son, Bowen.
2010- .... I went down to Washington and met Christine.. my online friend for many , many years. We final
I am so lost right now in my road to where ever I wanna go. I've sorta been spaced out lately and just not liking the weather these days which has been gloomy. I want some sunshine damn it!! That way I can go places^_^;
where am I supposed to go? I have no clue. What am I gonna do with my life? Well, I don't have any idea about that either. Lately, my depression has been giving me a sevear ass kickin' and it's a little hard to get happier these days. So looks like i'll have to get back on the happy pills (Which I HATE) and just mosey on with whatever I'm doing.
I have all trades done! AND I might be lucking out with a scanner from
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Bonbon,Bon, Hun, Sweetie.. uh..yeh. (used only by close friends)
2. Bonnie (used by people who are aquaintences)
3. Miller (Only Kirsta uses this name.)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Er.. muh 10,000 dollar smile?^^;; (plus 18 years of braces.. I should damned well like my smile >_< )
2. My easy going style? .__.?
3. My.. er... eyes? (I dunno o.o;; )
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My breasts
2. My Voice
3. My laugh
THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. How people can be so ignorant of others
3.Why men hit women infront of me and then don't understand why they end up in emerge