Finally got some help! ^^(continuation to my previous journals): 1) , 2)
I don't think an introduction should be required based on this particular circumstance. The title already speaks for itself out loud anyways now, don't you think?
All I have to say here is that I have (finally) gotten the opportunity in speaking up and getting help! My therapist appointment just took place a few hours ago yesterday, and... surprise twist is that it took place at home, and the professionals here... were actually my own parents... and... now I'm... just significantly feeling better (WILL BE RESERVING OFFICIAL JUDGEMENT SOON, SO PLEASE GIVE IT TIME).. if we can all only hope that I'll be reverting back to that old Farhan I once was...
...it's no wonder I love my parents so much... and their advice.....honestly made me feel emotionally relaxed afterwards.... that I felt like crying out.... tears of joy that time... which additionally gave me evidence