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Sorry people but I have to ask, is it possible that even with all of the homage I pay to many different elements, should I worry about my story being copied or just leave due to the said fact they would have to rewrite pretty much all of it to work, they could get a "ghost writer" to try to copy my style but the shear detail may be way to time consuming, then there's their giant egos that as many artists here know about, cause problems, yes I'm referring to "the guy who calls others parodies", but just like him, he is the PARODY. 


What I'm asking is, should I even bother to copy write my stuff or just shrug it off and let the three morons try their "best" efforts, because I'm sure the attempts will fail but apart of me wants to see them crash and burn due to the lack of feel, expression, story telling, and doing it for others, yes my story is for the veterans who don't have anyone in their corner, about how they struggle with the VA, fake vets, the government, and civilians who don't understand nor care about those who actually fought in conflicts around the world. 


As I have told many times, both Sabrewolf and Lenzabi didn't see any action and Nonarei though an engineer, supports hatred that causes wars, so I don't think I need to worry, what about money, I'm not doing it for money nor wanted any for it, its about the vets, they wish a division like mine in the story was real and could do the impossible and bring them home, but such as it is, and well, maybe if any of the three hire a "ghost writer", that person might shine light on the ongoing issues the returning vets face, but that may be the reason why none of them would do it, they just don't care enough. 



I've brought up that Sabrewolf, Deputy276, and Grumpy old tanker as first Golf War "veterans" think the Iraq and Afghan war vets are a bunch of wussies always whining about coming home missing parts, TBIs, or just in a pinewood box with the flag draped over it, those three weren't on the front lines, they only watched the show, Sabrewolf would get his ass kicked if he said in a VA that "his war" was the worst*
Sarrow of Steel
"The ground shook as if giants had been awaken" 



    We find ourselves in the darkness of the side tunnel of the "Beneath", we don't know why we're here, so we turn over out motors and move out to the nearest opening, we emerge into the wasteland of Africa where the recent rains have turned the terrain into a swamp of muck, the destroyed mega tanks are everywhere around us for miles in all directions, we see the knocked out OP-REs that fought for us and got us to safety but died in doing so, it saddens us knowing the pro-choiced fetus/A.I. brained tanks fought and died protecting us when their own parents didn't even protect them, its true, robots are better than most of the human populace, really sad. 



We remember them saying that they didn't blame their parents for what happened, but they we're more human then those we have been fighting, the EPC ran bets on how long their weak minded troops would last in the battles, I'm sure they enjoyed watching all of their people get wrecked time and time again, yet those same people believed every word the EPC said to them but they never thought that maybe they we're only being used for a genocidal war that we are winning by using machines instead of people to fight the war, we hope this war is ending because we can't seem to understand how the enemy can keep on going with the insane amount of losses they have taken. 



We must give up when we think all is lost due to the high cost so far, the OP-REs' deaths will not be in vain though, we'll fight on and defeat the enemy no matter how long the war last for, years, decades, or even centuries, its our fight so we are gonna have the resolve to wipe out all those who fight for all the wrong reasons, our rage grows and we soon come across a new type of tank, the OP-RE/Hyper hybrid of the T-14H, an OP-RE 3 T-14 armata tank with Hyper 2 armor plating and even a domed turret, there seems to about a hundred of them, so we find a hull down position behind a sand dune and we proceed to unleash our firey anger toward the enemy who must be killed off now or else the planet will die. 




  
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BOLOs, Dinos, SFs, and BO, Here We Go
Task Force 203, the "lost company". 


Sora, acting commander of the 3rd AD. 




   We struggle to figure out what to do after losing Brett and Willie, its just not going to be easy to get used to this idea of going on without them, we all need to move on with our lives. 



BO, : LIKE HELL WE MOVE ON, ITS MOLAW TIME!!!!!!!!!!



   I ain't gonna just forget about this, any of this, so I'm just going to keep on wrecking them all. 



I roar down the border road of the U.S./Mexican lines, its been 2 months since my parents "went offline", so now I search for those who need to be ripped to little bits, Ogres and Fensers mean nothing in the way of an actual enemy, after being unearthed from the grave, I was loaded with new "hydro-bomb" rounds that can cause a metric ass ton of damage with a 1 mega ton yield, so one hit from one of those and no more enemy tanks, trucknuts can't even fight me very well anyway due to my understanding, I left hundreds as smoking heaps before I was put here, fragging bullshit. 



I feel very pissed off and not so gentle, I find tracks from a pair of tanks I have run into during WW3, I yell and tear off through the tumble weeds with sand flying high as I hunt down the enemy tanks that have angered me greatly, the dunes don't hide my fury, they explode all over and shower me dust while I soon catch up to the two vehicles, I appear so fast they can't react when I ram a destroyed OP-RE 3 JS-7, the wreck goes sliding into a arroyo, the two tanks sit there stunned by my sudden and surprising visit, the two tanks, an OP-RE 2 Leopard 2A6 and BOLO-slammer tank, the G-2 who both look upon me with shocked horror, they try to run, I give pursuit in vigor. 



They split up and try to confuse me but I just fire a "hydro-bomb" that blasts them both back together, I ain't playing games here, I'm out for blood and wont stop till I get it in gallons, the two tanks gun it forward but then swerve toward the mini mushroom cloud I made, I follow suit, they break around the super heated air, I however just roll right through, my new plough help s me to hang on and chase them until we race past freaking dinosaurs, fragging "Mac" and his pets, oh well here's the new exinction, eat "driller" I scream.     
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Spitfire_ You Have No Clue
BO, :    I grind my way over the slop of the Siberian mud after I drove through the "Beneath" to get here in order to hold the line against an enemy force of ever giant tanks loaded with enough firepower to level entire cities without any remorse what so ever, but as I get past the opening and drive a few miles down the track, I run into OP-RE 3 tanks of modern variants, their Polish PL-01s and T-14B Armatas, well this will be fun, I pound the enemy OP-RE 3s with "driller" shells because I care little for any notion of gold spamming, the enemy needs to be spammed with my best ammo, the enemy explodes in fireballs that light up the evening, but one PL-01 runs for it, so I give chase. 



I roar through the growing forest, I fire off "cannon ball" rounds, trying to knock off a tread but the PL-01 drives like a bat with no sense of direction as I shoot a round just over the hull that utterly destroys a rock pile, tiny bits rain down on me but I stay focused on the enemy tank, I fire again and hit the rear quarter which spins the tank around, I care not to stop, so I gun it at top speed, yes I'm going for the ram at about 183 MPH, I swing my turret and impact the PL-01 with such force I flip it right over, I hit my breaks just enough to not drive on top of the over turned tank, I roll back and shoot it point blank in the belly armor, it erupts in flames and screams, the crew burns to death while I turn around and get hit in the side. 



Another T-14B just sits there, looking at me, so I turn my turret on to it, the T-14B flings mud as it reverses in haste but I can easily keep up with it, I race after at flank speed, wanting to get the kill shot but right when I do, I fire but the shell slams into a giant tank of a unique design, its a "BOLO-esk" tank known as an "Ogre", but this one is more BOLO shaped, the huge fin on top is mounted to a massive turret which houses to large guns, its still has slightly smaller cannons in ball mounts on the frontal hull, I'm not surprized to see such a tank but what does surprize me is the Ogre turns its turret to shoot the T-14B, the T-14 races off but the Ogre fires both of its turret guns, the T-14 noses down then slides into an old shell crater. 



This now just leaves me alone with the brute of a tank, I reverse behind a long ago wrecked Hyper 3, the Ogre swings the turret toward my position and fires at the Hyper 3 wreck, the 300 tons shutters under the blasts but it holds until I race from around it and unleash 2 "bore core driller" shots into the rear armor, which both penetrate and tear a giant hole out of the Ogre, it slows to a crawl then bursts with fire pouring from the hatches, I rush off incase it blows sky high, what worries me though is the lack of contact from friendlie, I try to get a hold of either of my parents but get nothing till, mom says something is wrong and get to cover now or face possible death.



Some OP-RE 5s are to my west, so I race back the way I came, its only while doing this that I see who is the T-14B's commander is, its fraging "Spitfire_" who is not happy on seeing me but I just swerve and flick some mud on the T-14 as I go, I laugh to myself since "Spitfire_" sucks ass anyway so who really cares, the old trail is hard to follow but I get through it ok however I fully lose connection with mom and dad, which hinders the division as a whole, then I hear the OP-REs taking heavy fire with one tank geting knocked out completely, I rev my engine harder a huge mass crashes through the trees to my left, I dodge it but fly over a big hill, then get smacked by another big thing, I go skidding into a canyon. 



The rock wall behind me shifts and I'm buried in debris weighing hundreds of tons, darkness covers my being as the screams of the dying OP-REs is heared on the comms, I only want to know how long will I be here for................................
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The Choice, When Your Bleed, Fallen Life Force
Nasty Mouth, : 


   They drove like mad people, but they weren't human nor robots, they were ones who stood before the inferno, the defiant many against those that hurt people all over the world over, no one should deal things like that but they did, as "BO" tried his best to save them, he just couldn't, their screams filled the radio channels, the explosive detonations rocked the chared battlefield, they protected us from death as they were wiped out in droves by the unstoppable enemy who roared forward and crushed everything and everyone in their path of carnage and insanity, we could only watch as the ones we helped regain life, burn in flames themselves. 


All they said to us was thanks for helping them to understand life itself while shielded us in the chaos of this new war, "new war", we're never done fighting in any conflict, is it not bad enough we lost both of our parents to this constant fighting, no its never enough slaughter here, now we slog through the mud just to escape the hell behind us as the giant tanks melt in the furnace of world war, the pain of knowing we can't save them hurts so bad but we have to keep going, to keep driving forward and to survive, living and surviving aren't the same thing damn it, the blaring cannon fire tells of the sadness we run away from, the losses will mount until nothing remains. 


I feel so tiny as I race past the massive machines rolling straight into "death's door nail", I can't stop thinking of the dead, those we've lost so far, its way to many but that matters not to the enemy, I slam on my breaks as an OP-RE 5 Sherman crosses the road infront of me, he tells me to hang while he fires off a rail gun shot that only deflects on the enemy's thick skin, he moves out of the way and tells me to go now, I say thank you to him, he nods his cannon right before a plasma bolt carves its way into his frontal armor, I tear onward and sling mud high as the giant Sherman's ammo rack is blown, the pain increases for me as I go on. 




EDF field commander to EDF high command, : 


     This is General Maxe to EDF superiors, the EPC has deployed new kinds of tanks series to the battlefield, I report that we have lost all OP-RE heavy forces on all fronts, Siberia is over run, as well as certain sectors, the "commanderless" 3rd AD is still fighting back but friendly troops are falling by the way side, I'm sorry to say but the................the, 


Pro-Choiced fetus/A.I. hybrid tanks of the OP-RE type we have liberated from the EPC, have been all been destroyed in the conflict, only 130 tanks are reported still active out of the 10 million we know of, I'll reporting as things continue, Maxe, out. 
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Sorry people but I have to ask, is it possible that even with all of the homage I pay to many different elements, should I worry about my story being copied or just leave due to the said fact they would have to rewrite pretty much all of it to work, they could get a "ghost writer" to try to copy my style but the shear detail may be way to time consuming, then there's their giant egos that as many artists here know about, cause problems, yes I'm referring to "the guy who calls others parodies", but just like him, he is the PARODY. 


What I'm asking is, should I even bother to copy write my stuff or just shrug it off and let the three morons try their "best" efforts, because I'm sure the attempts will fail but apart of me wants to see them crash and burn due to the lack of feel, expression, story telling, and doing it for others, yes my story is for the veterans who don't have anyone in their corner, about how they struggle with the VA, fake vets, the government, and civilians who don't understand nor care about those who actually fought in conflicts around the world. 


As I have told many times, both Sabrewolf and Lenzabi didn't see any action and Nonarei though an engineer, supports hatred that causes wars, so I don't think I need to worry, what about money, I'm not doing it for money nor wanted any for it, its about the vets, they wish a division like mine in the story was real and could do the impossible and bring them home, but such as it is, and well, maybe if any of the three hire a "ghost writer", that person might shine light on the ongoing issues the returning vets face, but that may be the reason why none of them would do it, they just don't care enough. 



I've brought up that Sabrewolf, Deputy276, and Grumpy old tanker as first Golf War "veterans" think the Iraq and Afghan war vets are a bunch of wussies always whining about coming home missing parts, TBIs, or just in a pinewood box with the flag draped over it, those three weren't on the front lines, they only watched the show, Sabrewolf would get his ass kicked if he said in a VA that "his war" was the worst*

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How are you?? I'm sure there has been a lot of rumors going around, but I hope we can still be friends. As crazy as it sounds you were the only sane one that I met at DT
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Thanks for The watch I really appreciate it Huggle!
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New Thank You Piece  Also  I Ve Returned Finally   by Blackmambauk  
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This comment is to warn you of :iconawesome43:

This member has deceived and made a Severe Depressed Member here believe that she was a concerned friend in the year 2016. During this time she had promised this member Cheryl, that she would help her overcome her depression. However, this “Friendship” came with a CONDITION. And this condition was for Cheryl to see a Councillor and if Cheryl did NOT continue seeing the Councillor, the “friendship” between her and Cheryl would end no questions asked. Cheryl at the time was so lonely, that she would do anything to please her “Friend” and keep her happy, so she agreed to the condition made by :iconawesome43:

Over the months that followed they spent every single day communicating via notes first. Then :iconawesome43: felt she did NOT TRUST Cheryl so she demanded that they communicate via email. They would share personal aspects of their lives with each other. :iconawesome43: knew every heartache and life’s experiences that Cheryl had gone through from the age of six years through to her life as a Grandmother. Cheryl kept to her promises of continuing her sessions with the Councillor and always told :iconawesome43: the truth. Cheryl went so far as requesting from her Councillor to communicate with :iconawesome43: on a personal basis so that :iconawesome43: did NOT DOUBT that she was attending her Counseling and therefore, Cheryl would never have the fear of losing the “friendship “ she had with iconawesome43: This was to safe guard herself. Cheryl was so afraid of losing this friendship because it was very important to her wellbeing.
During this “Friendship” with :iconawesome43: Cheryl was always most grateful and appreciative of :iconawesome43: “Friendship” and loved her with all her heart, as a True Friend would. And because of this Cheryl wanted to show her Gratitude and Appreciation towards :iconawesome43: for her “Friendship”. So because Cheryl is naturally a very resourceful and a giving person,
she took the initiative to find out what :iconawesome43: address was, so that she could send her a gift for her Birthday. Unfortunately, the gift received from Cheryl to : iconawesome43: was not accepted very well because :iconawesome43: was angry towards Cheryl in an email, telling Cheryl that she had violated her privacy by finding out about :iconawesome43: private and confidential information. Cheryl, accepted
Responsibility for her actions and explained why she took matters, in her own hands. Then it was agreed by :iconawesome43: that Cheryl could send her gifts but only on special occasions like Birthdays and Christmas’s.

:iconawesome43: would get terribly upset with Cheryl at times by misunderstanding some of the communications they had between the two of them. She would continually, quote Cheryl on sentences, making Cheryl feel that she had said something out of context or that she was being mistrusted. In the end when the misunderstandings would be settled and sorted out, :iconawesome43: would reassure Cheryl time and time again, that she would NEVER harm her or hurt her, like her previous friends, did. Cheryl is a very forgiving person who tolerates a lot but betrayal is not one of them.

Cheryl believed in :iconawesome43: and TRUSTED every word that :iconawesome43: would tell her. Cheryl felt that she was healing as time went by because she thought, she was LOVED, Accepted and Understood. Sadly, however, this was not to be the case. A few weeks before Christmas 2016, Cheryl thought she would send :iconawesome43: a gift out of Gratitude, Appreciation and Love for Denyse but would also include her husband out of decency. Cheryl did not want him to feel excluded at Christmas. Because that is how Cheryl believes is the correct and decent thing to do, to bring some happiness to both parties at Christmas time. Cheryl absolutely adored :iconawesome43: and at that point was very thankful for the happiness, she brought into Cheryl’s life and for helping her heal.
Sadly, when Cheryl purchased the gifts over the Internet they botched the delivery dates and :iconawesome43: husband’s gift arrived before :iconawesome43:. :iconawesome43: was not happy when her husband’s gift arrived before hers and emailed Cheryl angrily telling her that her husband was off bounds. When Cheryl tried to explain to :iconawesome43: that the gifts were supposed to have arrived together or :iconawesome43: ‘s gift first. She did NOT want to understand and instead accused Cheryl of trying to destroy her marriage of 47 years. When :iconawesome43: gift arrived a day later, she told Cheryl she did NOT want it. And wanted to know, if she could exchange it for something that she would find more useful and suitable. Cheryl had bought her a Smartphone, so that she was able to communicate with her Son, who lives in Asia and for emergency reasons in case she broke down, while driving her car etc, And Cheryl was hoping that perhaps her and Denyse could text each other too and perhaps become closer as true friends in real life. Sadly, though :iconawesome43: NEVER trusted, Appreciated or Thanked Cheryl for her kind intentions, at all. Cheryl was extremely hurt but said nothing to hurt :iconawesome43: and just accepted her cold response for the gifts sent. After that the friendship was strained and Cheryl would convey her concerns to :iconawesome43: But she would reassure Cheryl time and time again that they were all good and nothing would destroy their friendship.

Cheryl truly loved and respected this member who became an important part of Cheryl’s life. Cheryl was always concerned about :iconawesome43:’s health, safety and wellbeing. Cheryl would get worried if she did not hear from :iconawesome43: at least once a day to know that she was safe and alright. :iconawesome43: knew this about Cheryl, to the point that she used this against Cheryl one day by accusing Cheryl of being responsible for a near motor vehicle accident that she and her husband almost had, over a misunderstanding she had with Cheryl. How, this was to be Cheryl’s fault, is beyond me to understand as to being at all, a possibility. They lived thousands of miles from each other. But Placing Blame on Cheryl’s shoulder, was the best :iconawesome43: could give Cheryl in all the months she knew her. In actual FACT, I would believe that her PLAN was to deliberately destroy someone, who she knew would never come back from healing, again.

On June the 2nd 2017 :iconawesome43: had to attend a Court Case that they were pursuing at the time and it didn’t go very well. She was also very concerned and worried about her online “grandson’s” :iconellysiumn:’s health problems, at the time. He used to contact her on a daily basis over the years informing her of his various illnesses e.g. organ transplants, seizures, luekemia and at that particular time he had a TUMOUR on his brain which was inoperable. :iconellysiumn: claimed that he was going to be operated on that July. If something was inoperable, why the operation? Cheryl started becoming suspicious and very concerned about all of these health issues this Member :iconellysiumn: had and was experiencing, when just a day or two later he would create Art indicating that there was absolutely, NO indication that this member was so very ill. Cheryl became more and more concerned for the safety and wellbeing of her friend :iconawesome43: because she believed in her heart that :iconawesome43: May be a VICTIM of Internet Scamming. Cheryl wanted to discuss her fears with her
friend :iconawesome43: on the matter. But because her friend :iconawesome43:
was experiencing too much stress at the time, due to :iconawesome43: Court Case and the impending health issues of her online Grandson :iconellysiumn: Cheryl withheld on discussing anything with her friend.

June 3rd 2017, Cheryl’s wedding anniversary. :iconawesome43: sent her an email wishing her a Happy Anniversary but Cheryl did not respond with the utmost joy because she was so Depressed and hurt. Her husband had chosen to work on that day and she was left looking after her grandchildren at home. So, rightfully so, she was not in a happy mood. She was also depressed about how she was going to explain her fears to :iconawesome43: with regards to
her “grandson” :iconellysiumn: Cheryl was seriously concerned that it was quite possible that he was scamming, her friend.

She noticed the miscommunication between herself and Cheryl and asked her what was wrong. Cheryl told :iconawesome43: that she did not want to burden her with her problems then, because :iconawesome43: was under a lot of stress at the time because of her Court case and “grandson” and that she was NOT prepared to add to that. :iconawesome43: angrily responded by telling Cheryl “Alright then, YOU WIN” when Cheryl asked her why she responded so angrily she Accused Cheryl of DELIBERATELY wanting her to Worry about her, when there was NOTHING to WORRY about. When Cheryl replied to her in another email, explaining her disappointment and that she felt that :iconawesome43: was being cruel by stating that Cheryl would deliberately cause her to worry about her, when in fact she was trying her utmost to prevent :iconawesome43: from being stressed any further. :iconawesome43: then replied in an angry manner that she was never accused of being cruel in her entire life and went on explaining a friendship she had as a child, with a friend in a wheelchair. She then signed off by stating that she was not going to reply or contact Cheryl, again. Of course Cheryl panicked and did not understand her anger towards her. So Cheryl Blocked her believing the Friendship was over.

The next day, Cheryl unblocked :iconawesome43: and sent her a note to ask her, :iconawesome43: if they could please sort the misunderstanding out. Bare in mind that :iconawesome43: did NOT want to communicate with Cheryl in NOTES because the bullies of Deviantart had
Informed her :iconawesome43: that Cheryl was responsible for previously hacking accounts on that site, which was a lie and the ultimate untruth. But she :iconawesome43: preferred listening to the gossip on that site and never believed Cheryl’s word. So, instead of :iconawesome43: communicating with Cheryl in the NOTE, she thought she would punish Cheryl by blocking her in retaliation.

Cheryl had a Stock account as well as an Art account and attempted again to try and salvage a friendship that she still valued and which was very important to her. Unfortunately, :iconawesome43: who was unaware that it was Cheryl communicating with her, revealed that she was not interested in repairing the friendship with Cheryl because the Friendship was like a “Rollercoaster” ride.
And that Cheryl was responsible for her :iconawesome43:’s High Blood Pressure, impending stroke or worse.
Cheryl, was shocked to read these lies from :iconawesome43: when she was NEVER told about the friendship being a “Rollercoaster” ride in all the months that they were communicating as friends in their emails. In fact Cheryl had enquired on numerous occasions, if the friendship was still okay. :iconawesome43: would confirm everything was great and that there was no reason for CONCERN. She would NEVER hurt Cheryl. And Cheryl needs to learn to TRUST her. And it was quite hurtful to :iconawesome43: that Cheryl, had not learnt to trust her yet.

She then “BLOCKED” Cheryl from that account because Cheryl insisted they iron out their indifferences. She then accused Cheryl of NOT giving a damn about her health and then BLOCKED her again. :iconawesome43: then reported Cheryl for harassing her, when in fact it was a desperate attempt to save the friendship between herself and :iconawesome43:

:iconawesome43: was clearly more concerned about herself, lied and pretended to be someone’s friend, only to have lied and pretended to be a friend when in reality, she was not. She dragged private and confidential information out of this Depressed Member to later use, against her. Because of her revenge and hatred towards this Mentally ill member she reported her for harassment and got her BANNED by Deviantart. Cheryl, fought very hard to get the BAN overturned but DEVIANT ART was not interested in her explanations and discriminated against her by keeping her BANNED. Cheryl has been unable to do her Art since the BANNING because that was her HAPPY PLACE where she felt safe and loved by many of her followers. DEVIANT ART was her place to escape, when things were getting to much for her to handle in the real world.

She has since used Cheryl’s Name, Surname and Photo with members such as :iconellysiumn: her online “Grandson” :iconarthur-ramsey: :iconchasmandala: and shared medical records and information with :iconyokoky: who had threatened to use this information against, Cheryl. And one or more of her male friends, mentioned above, has used Cheryl’s personal information and photo on a dating site. This was a proven fact, when a good few males approximately 50+ in numbers who were wanting to befriend her, on Facebook.

Due to circumstances of what had transpired between herself and :iconawesome43: Cheryl suffered SEVERE DEPRESSION for having been BANNED by DEVIANT ART and the loss of her friendship between herself and :iconawesome43: She no longer wanted to live and attempted suicide. She was then put into a respite for her own safety and given treatment.

A few weeks thereafter she had to go for an operation to remove a tumour and due to the stress of the previous weeks, she suffered a Heart Attack.

Since the BANNING, Cheryl has been unable to continue with her Art and Photography because she no longer feels inspired to continue with what she once considered to be her life saver. She once got tremendous pleasure out of her Art and now she feels robbed and treated unfairly. Her Art was her life a place of escape and happiness. She feels worthless now, with no hope or any pleasure to look forward to, in life. This was robbed from her by :iconawesome43: :iconellysiumn: ( her fake grandson) and Deviant Art. This Member :iconchasmandala: who had the audacity to have threatenened Cheryl’s family when his art was questioned by a family member to be poking fun at Cheryl in defence of his closest and Dearest Friend :iconawesome43: She is well known to discuss other members with her closest and dearest friends on Deviantart in Notes or in a private capacity. This member is NOT to be TRUSTED or ALLOWED to communicate with members offering to HELP them and then DESTROYS them, once she TIRES of them. I have all correspondences to back my story. The proof of Promises made, the blaming and the Accusations made by :iconawesome43: to Cheryl. One needs to wonder who needs the councillor. She :iconawesome43: wanted Cheryl to destroy these emails but because she did not TRUST Cheryl, neither did Cheryl in the end, trust her.

Cheryl has since found it very difficult to TRUST her friendships with other people in life because of the fear that she will be lied to and treated in the same manner that she had been treated by :iconawesome43: She is always questioning her worth as a Mother, Grandmother and Friend. She pushes people away for fear of being hurt by them. In my opinion Cheryl did not deserve to be lied to, betrayed and treated in such an unfair manner by the Connections of Deviant Art and by this poor excuse of a human being who called herself a friend and who PROMISED NEVER TO HURT HER.
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Nenril-Tf Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2019  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot for the watch <3
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atorife Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2019  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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Bluvianna Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2019  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!!
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