The Queen of Spades

The Queen of spades, the walking abyss. She's the wonderlands version of the abyss. The Darkness the end. She's consumed be apathy and nihilism. She's just going threw the motions because she's been to the end and the beginning. She's seen her God die countless times, at the end of time. A black void filled with the rotting corpes of her God Alice. She's seen the three at the beginning shapeless and without form. While the founders tried to fight the end, the Queen of spades just wait for it to come. She know everything thats going to happen but can't do anything to stop it. She love her god as much as the others but when you stand at the precipice of not just your reality but a reality that even the Outsider could not understand and is insignificant. Then you dont hold faith in your God, not when all of space and time is just eons of your god body with the light snuffed out.
In the end she dosen't give a shit. She's done with everything. Finding enjoyment in nothing. Because she's seen the end and the end is the beginning. Her god is eternal, those limitless corpes is just another one of her God she has to go threw life because she's playing make believe with everything that make up all reality