blushingmoonwisp

So the person I thought to spend forever and always with apparently fell out of love with me a long while ago and has been with me - out of guilt.
                               
  I feel it so strongly while they feel nothing anymore.
One sided love, is harsh and pathetic and uncaring!!!!!!!
 And after almost six years its now OVER forever.
no more chances,
no more nights together,
no more true love,
No MORE kisses that tingle all the ways to my toes.
I'm not sure how to cope.
I wanna stop coping but I'm too cowardly to end it. I wanna let the pain out, but at the same time I wanna keep it held in.
I feel physically ill and I can't stop crying, I feel like my whole life is over but I'm still here to witness the emptiness.
There's nothing I can do to salvage it, Its really truly



The End

                               


                                     Or Is It

So I've joined several Contest recently. I realized, I very much like the challenge of having to draw something, I never think to otherwise and the joy that comes from it!
Now the fact that I won the first two contest I entered Probably helps but I still had alot of fun creating the pieces!! The best part was when the other artists comment or fav your picture! The joy of feedback is outstanding!!!!
I had thought before contests weren't for me, It seemed like alot of unnecessary pressure on oneself. That was before I tried it!!
~Oh the most invigorating part is having a Rival to compete with!!!!!!
My one true rival is
So here's looking forward to joining many more contests to come!!

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