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Journal Entry: Thu May 2, 2013, 4:08 AM


So yea not many of you know , perhaps just a handful of close friends that my best friend decided to end things because they were goin downhill and talking shit out to make things better would be too hard. Alright so they made me look like the worst person in the world , a horrible monster , shall i put a sign on my neck saying " STAY AWAY FROM " now ? Guess its stupid of someone to think that their "friend" just needs a break from , alright im sorry for being that dumb not to get the plenty of your fuckin hints and keep trying because get this...oh yea..I FUCKIN CARE ABOUT YOU STILL and i do respected you and still do , always have and you claiming i dont is bag of bullshit.

Anything you wanted to say you couldve say it to my face not behind my back to your buddies who dont like me and of course would suggest to just drop me. Yea you came back 2-3 times , why did you ? If you wanted to get rid of me for so long why did you come back ? Did you need the lapdog that`ll do anything for you ...or did you actually miss your friend.

You want to pull out my "dirty" shirts fine...go ahead , if it makes you feel better about yourself then fine..

Kel also continued to love her ex is why she kept holding onto the engagement ring he gave her the whole time and despite that not even once did i think of a way for her to be unfaithful.
And i had all rights to be upset when you decided to do that without even talking to me about this plot of yours since you claimed it was for sparking up the rp. Really ? I was out of fuckin town and even then i had internet and talked to you and you said nothing of it ,  you even had the nerve to ask me if he can have two girls at once...knowing from the start i told you i didnt like that stuff and that it would hurt me you went ahead. I forgave you for that , if you kept holding a grudge that i got upset then im sorry but i had rights to be upset. I went ahead and apologized to the other player if you keep sayin bullshit like people stopped roleplaying with you because of me dont bother...they didnt stop rping with you because of me but because you get so clingly to them they noticed you ditch your "best" friend the moment someone new comes..

You always got upset people would up and leave you and wouldnt even bother to try and fix things or anything , here you had one person who despite everything thrown at them was still there for you. Even after the pointed fingers , the journals about how you oh so cant stand them and shit i was still there for you ..so ungrateful you can be you know that..

Then im clingy to you ? Yeah perhaps i was because if i decided to back away and give you space you go all " Oh you found a new bestie , nice to know you replaced me. " , yea sometimes i  messaged you when you needed space but i just wanted to see if you`re alright. And arent you clingy too ? You were just as clingly to me as i was too you but i didnt drop you the moment i find a new friend and ignore you , when have i ever ignored you when you needed me ? Huh...have i never done anything for you to not deserve even one chance ? Fine.

Oh yea i still talk to your brother , whats the problem if he wants to be friends with me still ? Are you going to tell him who he can and cant be friends with or what he can and cant talk about ? Oh wait i forgot...thats what i did to you right ? Sadly i never remember making you stop being friends with anyone , dont remember forcing you to drop any of your rps. You walked on glass and w.e else around me tryin not to make -me- upset ? You have no idea how hard it is for a person to please you , you want their attention then back away , you dont like it when they give you space like you asked but say they are distant and found someone else to replace them. Really ?

FYI people use the /who for alot of things , dont flatter yourself that i used it once because i got worried since you kept goin on and off and on and off and on and off.

Yea me and your brother did talk , we talked about people and ? We can talk about people , animals and anything we like. Doesnt mean we were talking bad about you or anything like that. Could care less if your toon had mistresses since as a friend i was worth so little you couldnt stick with one person for them , and even then i did forgive you belive me or not but then again you never trusted me even when you said you do. Alright i got it you have a hard time trusting others and i tried hard to earn that trust , worked my ass off to get even a tiny bit of trust and in the end actually got nothing.

You know it takes balls for a person to end something without bothering beforehand to fix it , it takes bigger balls to say sorry to someone. I bullshited you when i send you that sorry message...really ? I`ve bawled my eyes off the this week , i know where my mistakes are and i know where i wroned and i have the balls every time to say sorry even when i wasnt the one at fault every single time like you make it to be.

Didnt know asking someone for advise , help , to tell you something because i didnt have the courage to is " White Knighting ". Making others fight my battles for me ? No , seek friendly advise on how to handle something , yes. Nothing wrong with asking for help from others about something or someone..

You sure know how to make a person feel bad , lower even than a piece of shit. Thats how i felt the whole time around you , like nothing because i didnt even expect anything besides a little trust from you. You got the balls to end things now ? Good for you really , it sure takes balls to run away instead of sit down like a grown up and talk things out....but what do i know , im too childish.

I couldve dump you many times and i even told you that not in the bad way either , but every time i couldnt leave you alone because i saw you as a family , as a sister , best friend , matey ...and i just wanted things to work out instead of end with a bang and not in the good way either. You listened to what others told you , thats good. I didnt because i gave one too many fucks about you and i still do..

You`re saying not blocking me on every single thing is a mistake because i`ll apologize and want to work things out because this isnt fair , alright. If thats sometin to call a mistake then i guess i made the same one with not ignoring every time you said sorry. Thank you i learned something new today..

If trying to apologize and fix sometin is childish , and what you do is grown up. I rather be the childish one because i can say sorry and mean it , because even when you wronged i forgave you for the sake of being your friend.

Im the person who stomps on their own dignity and all ovet themselves to apologize to you even when you dont deserve it. Im the person who actually stuck with you despite everything and didnt run off like other people.

Not like you`ll see this , read it or anything but im sorry.

Edit : Fyi second time yes i did held hopes you`ll see i wasnt bullshitin you and would get a chance.

And i could continue on saying whats up in a journal because apparently thats how you do it , but the space wouldnt be enough.

Im sorry nothing of this the whole time wasnt worth it , im sorry you were stuck with such a bad person , im sorry they are stupid to not get hints , im sorry they dont just get the fuck off and leave you alone , im sorry im friends with your friends , im sorry you didnt feel the same way , im sorry you thought you had to stick for so long , im sorry i didnt let you go earlier

Im sorry.

Just some feels , derp

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 30, 2013, 7:09 AM
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I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone, and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worse
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know.. I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know.. I know

I know
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible.






Skin by SpookyLoop

O snap its a panda journal skin

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 30, 2013, 3:05 AM


The skin is so adorable !

Anyway was looking over my drawings and stopped to stare at Amiritte by Bluence !!

Looking down to how many times its been favorite it says 100 ! 100 Times ! WoW !

None of my other drawings have even 1/10 close to that @.@

This epic and i just noticed D< blind much Blue ?!

But yea..yay...tons of favs wheee !


Random FB finds

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 8, 2013, 5:53 AM
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Found this on my bf`s facebook page and cant help but share it with you people !! xD

Enjoy !!

" I thought this was hilarious, I started crying with laughter. Please take a moment to read the whole thing.

After I retired, my wife insisted that I accompany her on her trips to Walmart. Unfortunately, like most men, I found shopping boring and preferred to get in and get out. Equally unfortunate, my wife is like most women - she loves to browse.

Yesterday my dear wife received the following letter from the local Walmart

Dear Mrs. Woolf,

Over the past six months, your husband has caused quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and have been forced to ban both of you from the store. Our complaints against your husband, Mr. Woolf, are listed below and are "documented by our video surveillance cameras":

1. June 15: He took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in other people's carts when they weren't looking.

2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-
minute intervals.

3. July 7: He made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the
women's restroom.

4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official
voice, 'Code 3 in Housewares. Get on it right away'. This caused the
employee to leave her assigned station and receive a reprimand from her Supervisor that in turn resulted in management getting involved causing management to lose time and costing the company money.

5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and tried to reserve a bag of
chips.

6. August 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. August 15: Set up a tent in the camping department and told the
children shoppers they could come in if they would bring pillows and
blankets from the bedding department - to which twenty children
obliged.

8. August 23: When a clerk asked if they could help him he began
crying and screamed, 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?'
Emergency Medics were called.

9. September 4: Looked right into the security camera and used it as a mirror while he picked his nose.

10. September 10: While handling guns in the Sports department, he
asked the clerk where the antidepressants were.

11. October 3: Darted around the Store suspiciously while loudly
humming the ' Mission Impossible' theme.

12. October 6: In the auto department, he practiced his 'Madonna look' by using different sizes of funnels.

13. October 18: Hid in a clothing rack and when people browsed
through, yelled 'PICK ME! PICK ME!'

14. October 22: When an announcement came over the loud speaker, he assumed the fetal position and screamed 'OH NO! IT'S THOSE VOICES AGAIN!

15. Took a box of condoms to the checkout clerk and asked where the fitting room was.

And last, but not least:

16. October 23: Went into a fitting room, shut the door, waited
awhile, and then yelled very loudly, 'Hey! There's no toilet paper in
here.' One of the Staff passed out.

I wonder if I'll have to go along on many more shopping trips? "  




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Happy Bday To Meee !

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 22, 2013, 11:35 PM


* SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE*










:3


Collab Reminder And Stuff

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 29, 2013, 1:16 PM



I. Ok so first and most important is...i am holding a collab again called " Night Out ".

The setting pretty much is one of those ramen bars...you know with the long tables without doors and stuff , yeah...so the name pretty much gives it away. A night out , drinks and foods...friends and fun !

Any characters are welcomed ~ from world of warcraft or other games to original characters !

This is a digital collab so...no model edits or traditional art , if you do want to enter but dont know how to digitaly color it just as a friend  ! Im sure they`ll help out !

Ok some -rules-  about this :

- the pictures MUST be in transparent background aka..not white background , not black background but transparent

- the size is around 1000x1000

- its pretty much from the waist up drawing so...you can do whatever you want with it

- you can draw your own food / drink or if you want just send me a note and i`ll take care of that

- date to submit your drawings via notes to me is February 23rd !

Anything else that needs to be added or if there are any questions please note me

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Ehhh its been 5 years and i have 219 deviations uploaded...honestly its not even 1/10 from what i have drawn the whole time but didnt upload hehe..

Looking at my art i feel like i havent improved even a bit v.v its still so sloppy  despite trying to use tutorials..

Perhaps is the lack of drawing that i been doing the past 2 years , i used to draw quite alot more when i look back at the dates of my old uploads...*siiiiiighhhh*






Stuff n Stuff

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 22, 2013, 12:35 PM
  • Watching: Random Videos
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Drinking: Tea


Ok so first and most important is...i am holding a collab again called " Night Out ".

The setting pretty much is one of those ramen bars...you know with the long tables without doors and stuff , yeah...so the name pretty much gives it away. A night out , drinks and foods...friends and fun !

Any characters are welcomed ~ from world of warcraft or other games to original characters !

This is a digital collab so...no model edits or traditional art , if you do want to enter but dont know how to digitaly color it just as a friend :) ! Im sure they`ll help out !

Ok some -rules-  about this :

- the pictures MUST be in transparent background aka..not white background , not black background but transparent

- the size is around 1000x1000

- its pretty much from the waist up drawing so...you can do whatever you want with it

- you can draw your own food / drink or if you want just send me a note and i`ll take care of that

- date to submit your drawings via notes to me is February 23rd !

Anything else that needs to be added or if there are any questions please note me :)

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Secondly woot ! I am getting my first ever printer/scanner as some of you noticed in my poll thingy :D

I am very excited and hope it arrives soon...hopefully this week ! So i can start to post more art because sadly my digital camera doesnt like me much anymore and doesnt wish to take pictures...v.v

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And third and last for tonight is...i finally set up a Livestram account and despite it seeming to hate me and want tons of CPU usage...i`ll try to use it in the future to livestream my drawings sometimes :D

So like heres the link , riiiteeee there ~~> www.livestream.com/Bluence?t=4… <~~




Soo like this is pretty much for now ~ta-ta !


~List Of Things To Do ~

Journal Entry: Mon Jan 14, 2013, 6:33 PM
  • Watching: Random Videos
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Drinking: Tea


So i dont forget...~<3


1. Sketch gift for :iconbronze-kitsune:

2. Sketch drawing for my babe :iconbenesj:

3. Drawing for :iconskyedrakedemonae: because i owe him one for a long time <3

4. Character sheets for Kelthanis & Vasillisa

5. WMV edit for the 100 theme

6. Upload the pics from my cam -_- bleh i forgot

7. Draw draw and draw


I 'unno if i forgot someone...but if i did do remind me ! :love:


Happy New Year !

Journal Entry: Mon Dec 31, 2012, 8:02 PM
  • Watching: Random Videos
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Drinking: Tea


6 hours later but...HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

Hope you guys have a good start of the new year and hope your whole year is awesomely epic !!

:love:

~*~ Q and A ~*~

Journal Entry: Fri Nov 2, 2012, 9:02 AM


Yess well i am kinda bored , sick and...no mood to draw soo...how about some Q & A time !!

Whatever you wanna ask do it ! Any random questions you have about me or...w.e is crawling in your mind go ahead and ask !!

So like...yea...im that bored XD very bored ermagud ! <3



ALSO ! Almost forgot but !!

My bestie Ashenik -->:iconthe-dark-ashenik:  is doing comissions and she`s so good and sweet and i lubb her so much <3
so go check her out and do comission her because she deserves it !

The info is right there , riiiiiiight there --> ashenik.deviantart.com/journal…

:love:


  • Playing: World of Warcraft

Important..or not so much..idk

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 13, 2012, 7:26 AM


Starting today i quit Wow and temporarly will stop doing art and so on.

Might be on skype , might not...i dont know if i really want to continue to use it honestly.

Reasons for these sudden decisions...personal and important enough to make me stop playin wow and draw.

Anyhow i`ll cya around cuties.


  • Playing: World of Warcraft

I am simply...amazed..not in the good way

Journal Entry: Mon Sep 10, 2012, 8:39 AM


So my aunt found this facebool profile who seems to have stolen one of my cousins pictures from his profile , uploaded it to his and claims that he is the person on the picture.

I know my cousin is hawt and sexy and all that jazz but srsly...some people just...are way too lazy. Like gawd take a picture of yourself it takes like 5 seconds ! Not that hard to do...unless you`re a fuckin monkey and even monkeys know how to take pictures =/

Just...yea...i was tempted to send a message to all his "friends" , but...eh...too much work for a wanna be =/

  • Playing: World of Warcraft

Remade my page yey !!

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 1, 2012, 7:38 PM


So yup i went all custom boxes and stuff and...i think it looks good..not perfect but it`ll do :3

I mean i will be changing stuff all the time till i like how it looks.

Thankies to :iconshaythulhu: for the help with the codes for the boxes and such <3 Love yew !

Soooo yeehh :3 tell me wachu think or something <3

  • Playing: World of Warcraft

Current Project

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 9, 2012, 11:43 AM
Alright so lately i been getting into crafting small stuff [ for dolls , BJD & etc. ] for the giggles and cause it seems fun plus...you never know when a hand made gift for a little sister/cousin/kid next door is needed ! Anyway...i been getting into clay charm making and such too..

And after getting my Monster High Clawdeen Wolf doll [ thanks to my bf <3 who made me the epic present + a box of poptarts to wich now im addicted ] and watching alot of MyFroggyStuff on Youtube [->www.youtube.com/user/MyFroggyS…<-] i finally started to make stuff :D !

Today being all bored and starring at my box of clay i thought...why not make something ? Something small and easy and something that i never tried to make before...and it hit me ! Little clay shoes ! :D If they come out good i can make more , get better and perhaps turn them into charms for bracelets and necklace and etc. etc. .

So i got the design ready , pretty simple one and had to put them together right onto the doll`s feet cause the clay was so squishy and i worried it`ll fall apart. Then i let the clay dry slightly against the AC so it dries faster ya know and removed them ! Wohoo they held their shape so now im off to bake , edit , glaze them and see what`ll come out.

Pic coming soon !

Role Play stamp by Zeronix Sleep - Stamp by Suyy Normal People Scare Me Stamp by trinitylast Hot Chocolate Stamp by Kezzi-Rose


~*~ People i love ~*~

:iconthe-dark-ashenik: :iconplatinumelf: :iconashnevektis: :iconskyedrakedemonae: :iconadoralynn: :iconpapafel:




Edit 1 : alright this was a total fail...the shoes lost their shape and basicalt melted down the moment i put them in the oven...guess i`ll have to let the second try dry over night

Edit 2 : so after 2 hours of thinking i finally figured out something and made molds ! :D gonna see how they work later



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Images & Code by CrimsonReach
  • Playing: World of Warcraft

~Grumble and Mumble~

Journal Entry: Mon Jul 16, 2012, 11:23 AM


Ok maybe not really a mumble or a grumble or maybe both of them hehe !

I just been feeling somewhat dissapointed...old friends not talking anymore , or even when you message them they suddenly dont see the messages and all those excuses.

Doesnt feel good that if im being annoying or etc. its not being told to my face...i mean yeah people get busy , i get busy too and i understand but i mean come on...i see them online during the whole day...posting...playing & etc. yet when you message they suddenly POOF ! Gone ! =/

Gets kinda annoying and you feel let down...you know them for years and just wanna say hi since you havent seen them for awhile and talk but they just ignore you. Like if theres a problem just say it , if you`re busy it wont hurt to say so instead of ignore...

Perhaps i get too attached to people and give too big of a fuck whenever a friend suddenly stops talking...but thats how i am  and i find it rude when they do that...




I love you guys ~<3

:iconthe-dark-ashenik: :iconplatinumelf: :iconashnevektis: :iconskyedrakedemonae: :iconadoralynn: :iconpapafel:

  • Playing: World of Warcraft

~*~*~ C O N T E S T ~*~*~

Journal Entry: Tue Jun 19, 2012, 12:51 PM


!!Important!! : The submissions would be submitted only in the Contest gallery folder !!!

:iconcauldron-of-art: :iconcauldron-of-art: :iconcauldron-of-art:

After talking about it with :iconthe-dark-ashenik: over skype few days ago we decided to make this into a contest...with prizes of course ! :3

The contest would be about drawing Ashenik [ :iconthe-dark-ashenik: `s character ] , Kel'thanis [my character] , Evaline [ their daughter] together or separated or group picture !

It could be a digital drawing, model edit , pixel art and etc. but it has to be in YOUR style.

Now yes they are from our World of Warcraft roleplay [and the game ofc ] but anyone who wishes to join is free to ! We will post and i will link here [and in my personal journal ] the refference pictures for all of them.

If you have any questions feel free to send a note or comment. ^^


~*~Prizes~*~

First place - 20
Second place - 15
Third place - 10


~*~*~The contest ends on July 17th ~*~*~

You have plenty of time to decide what to draw and submit :) me and Ashenik will be the judges so....have fun !


  • Playing: World of Warcraft

List...of things...and stuff :D

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 11, 2012, 8:37 AM


*waves* Hello hello from the underworld ! I am here again and...someone please come nurse me ! Q.Q Been only 2 days and i already cant stand the pain in my ankle when i walk or sit...*shoots self with water gun*  aside from my clumsyness everything seems fine...for now...a week free from mom *cough* just when i need her the most...:iconscared-plz:

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:iconshuffelinplz: People i wub wub wub !! :iconshuffelinplz:

:iconthe-dark-ashenik: :iconashnevektis: :iconshaythulhu: :iconplatinumelf: :iconsarradarling: :iconpetitepurrito: :iconpapafel: :iconskyedrakedemonae:

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:iconcauldron-of-art: :iconwasplz: :iconhereplz: [i like these two :3 ]


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Own Projects - Progress Bar 03 by Pikishi

Gifts - Progress Bar 02 by Pikishi

Comissions - Progress Bar 07 by Pikishi [for now]

Bento Making - Progress Bar 03 by Pikishi

Photoshop Stocks making - Progress Bar 03 by Pikishi

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~100 Theme Challenge List ~

1. Introduction [✔] bluence.deviantart.com/art/1-I…
2. Love [✔] bluence.deviantart.com/art/2-L…?
3. Light [✔] bluence.deviantart.com/art/4-L…
4. Dark [✔] bluence.deviantart.com/art/4-D…?
5. Seeking Solace [✔] bluence.deviantart.com/art/5-S…
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Burned
9. Last
10. Instrument
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Freedom Isn't Free [✔]  bluence.deviantart.com/art/13-…
14. Scarred
15. Lurking
16. Pets
17. Twins/Siblings
18. Rainbow
19. Blinded
20. Fortitude
21. Without you
22. Mother Nature
23. Hurry
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Going rogue
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Biohazard
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. Training
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation


  • Playing: World of Warcraft

My first own blog !!

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 2, 2012, 1:52 PM


Yesh yay i made my own blog !!!

---> bluesunderworld.dinstudio.com/ <---

Been wanting to my one for quite some time just...didnt have the time or was too lazy and so on and sooo onnn...

  • Listening to: Hoobastank - Out Of Control
  • Reading: my journal ?
  • Watching: mah screen *u*
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: cereal

How to say it...im a moron =/

Journal Entry: Thu May 17, 2012, 4:04 PM


Just like the titles say im a damn right moron...

This is a rant...a big ass rant...cause i was stupid enough to mess with my computer not knowing shit what random programs do...

Lemme give you the short version :  i wanted to make my computer faster , used a program to merge my disk C & disk D , suddenly my disk D is gone....along with my folders , WoW , music , photoshop , sims , pictures and everything else that was in it...

Been freaking out for the past...10 hours , used a ton of programs that are suposed to recover files and sadly none of them recovered the files i need..

Im close to giving up and quittin everything *sigh* cause i just had to mess with stuff that i dunno how they work...

If like..anyone knows how to fix my problem...or has ideas...please share...cause im on the edge atm v.v

  • Listening to: Hoobastank - Out Of Control
  • Reading: my journal ?
  • Watching: mah screen *u*
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: cereal

M. I. A.

Journal Entry: Fri Apr 6, 2012, 4:46 PM
Yup yup been MIA for few weeks now...well mostly since my bday caaause...well my internet went off , not able to pay it yada yada the normal story with the money problems that most of us know.

Gotta admit i am thankful that i have a laptop to "borow" some net from the neighbours te-he ! So i can browse and shiiiitz !

I do miss playing my WoW with hoooooours and rping there and *cough* just waste my time ye know ? xD But im taking this time how to say...taking this time with no normal net as a vacation. I myself wanted to get off the comp and just go watch a movie or do something but i couldnt cause my whole attention was drawn by wow and its drama and etc. etc.

Hah wish i could take such vacations when i have a normal net xD i mean hell...i finally got down to reading books again ! I havent touched a book in almost a year cause of me spending my time on WoW =/ or watched a movie without being dragged back onto there...

Ahem silly rant i know ^-^ but just wanted to share :3





TTYL soon~<3

  • Listening to: Hoobastank - Out Of Control
  • Reading: my journal ?
  • Watching: mah screen *u*
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: cereal