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Does it even matter now ?

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Does it even matter now ?

"Say, does it really matter now?" A voice that always haunt me, "I don't know...Why do you always ask?" I questioned back like always. "Don't you think, you should just give up on trying? Isn't it just hurting you?" That voice continues, "It is, but I don't want to be alone." I answered hesitantly. "Isn't being alone better than letting them treat you as a tool than as a friend?" The voice argued back. I remained silent and became more and more hesitant on my choices. "Does it really matter, why not just throw away your care?" The voice said sadly, "Why not just throw it all away, so it won't hurt. Why not just give it up and be yoursel

Happiness?

H

Happiness?

Happiness; it only lasts for so long... When I thought that things would stay that way, It turns south, without any warning. I'm so confused, I don't understand, I thought that I wouldn't have to suffer anymore. But, I guess that's how things are, Making our lives more dramatic. In a good or bad way it may be, It will make us more unique in all ways through. Happiness, you're the thing I wanted the most, But I can never let you stay for long. The next time when we meet, Again, bring me more surprises. I'm not depressed I promise, this was written while listening to stay with me by Sams Smith. And while I was listening I thought of m

You and I...

Y

You and I...

You, always looking happy with what you've achieved, You gained his trust and his attention. While, I, no matter how much I try he never looks at me. Why? How? What did you do to let him see you. You can't see your strength, you don't even understand what you hold! What right do you have to complain about what has passed? I, always wonder. When we meet why do we fight? I remember you as the person who hurt my ally, I remember you as the one that tried to hunt me down. But, No matter how I still do not understand what you want from me, Not until I've noticed what you've wanted all along. You already have no need of those past with w
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Does it even matter now ?

D

Does it even matter now ?

"Say, does it really matter now?" A voice that always haunt me, "I don't know...Why do you always ask?" I questioned back like always. "Don't you think, you should just give up on trying? Isn't it just hurting you?" That voice continues, "It is, but I don't want to be alone." I answered hesitantly. "Isn't being alone better than letting them treat you as a tool than as a friend?" The voice argued back. I remained silent and became more and more hesitant on my choices. "Does it really matter, why not just throw away your care?" The voice said sadly, "Why not just throw it all away, so it won't hurt. Why not just give it up and be yoursel

Happiness?

H

Happiness?

Happiness; it only lasts for so long... When I thought that things would stay that way, It turns south, without any warning. I'm so confused, I don't understand, I thought that I wouldn't have to suffer anymore. But, I guess that's how things are, Making our lives more dramatic. In a good or bad way it may be, It will make us more unique in all ways through. Happiness, you're the thing I wanted the most, But I can never let you stay for long. The next time when we meet, Again, bring me more surprises. I'm not depressed I promise, this was written while listening to stay with me by Sams Smith. And while I was listening I thought of m

You and I...

Y

You and I...

You, always looking happy with what you've achieved, You gained his trust and his attention. While, I, no matter how much I try he never looks at me. Why? How? What did you do to let him see you. You can't see your strength, you don't even understand what you hold! What right do you have to complain about what has passed? I, always wonder. When we meet why do we fight? I remember you as the person who hurt my ally, I remember you as the one that tried to hunt me down. But, No matter how I still do not understand what you want from me, Not until I've noticed what you've wanted all along. You already have no need of those past with w

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None... ><
Favourite Movies
Harry Potter, Maze Runner, Percy Jackson, Star wars all series, Kimi no Nawa, (A lot more ;D)
Favourite TV Shows
Yuri on Ice!!!,Hetalia, Once upon a time, Steven universe, Legend of Korra, Owari no Seraph, Haikyuu, Kuroko no Baske, Gintama, RWBY, Free, Miraculous Ladybug, Bungou stray dogs, TOZX and so on...
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Taylor swift, Echo smith, one republic, FLOW, Superfly, Meghan trainor, Ed Sheeren and so on...
Favourite Books
Percy Jackson, Heroes of Olympus, Maze Runner, The school of good and evil, Harry potter and some novels in chinese and japanese...
Favourite Writers
Rick Riordon, JK. Rowling
Favourite Games
Final Fantasay (All of it), Phantasy Star Online 2, Owari no Seraph bloody blades, Little big planet, Tales of xillia 1/2, Tales of zestiria, MYSTIC MESSENGER, OSU AND SOO ON....
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My phone, laptop, play station 3
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Traditional art supplies, Tablet
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Drawing, reading, sports in general, nature, ocean, space, traveling, singing and so on <3

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New account!!!

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glitteroninProfessional Digital Artist
happy bdayyyyy<3<3<3<333
KawaiiPlumHobbyist Digital Artist
Happy birthday! :cake:
BlueMoon409Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you!! Aaaa im so sorry for the late reply! But i hope you have a nice day!!
KawaiiPlumHobbyist Digital Artist
No problem!! <3
Don't worry, it's alright! I hope you have a nice day as well!
BlueMoon409Hobbyist General Artist
Hehehem thank you!!! >v< 
Madro333Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch friend! ( ^-^ )