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 DO NOT REPOST OR USE MY ART WITHOUT PERMISSION. ALSO PLEASE DO NOT POST COMMENTS THAT ARE LIKE "THANK YOU FOR THE FAV", YOU'RE WELCOME, BUT I DON'T WANT MY PAGE TO BE FLOODED WITH THOSE.  Click "Show More" to see more information and the stamps on my bio. (I may make more edits to this (my bio) later.)
Art Request Status & Rules here -> Click this if you want an art trade or point commission. (I don't do free art requests.) (Test edit.)

Hi. I am a cool nerd who may or may not be the main character of DeviantArt. Thank you if you care enough to read. I'm a weird man who has been using this website for over a decade. Please check out my entire gallery, kidding but if you do look at my stuff then thank you! I like lots of cartoons and games, countless media interests, my profile of course doesn't show all of them. I like so many and various things in general, some examples being plush toys, music, science and nature... Cute/adorable stuff, funny stuff (I like dark humour and dirty humour the most when it comes to comedy) and spooky/dark stuff are some of my favourite things. I am NOT a popular DA user, in fact I'm very much the opposite of "popular", don't be fooled by my watcher count, almost all of my watchers are inactive and I lost almost all of my DA audience as years passed (mainly because lots of people left this website). I've been trying to regain my recognition and relevance by continuing to post, maybe it is working on some level. My Carrd site has more info about me.

If you really seriously hurt me & didn't apologise, you're a poor excuse for a person. Apologise. Also, if you dehumanise/invalidate me, go to hell.

I usually don't talk to anyone unless they come to me first. I still reply to a fair amount of the messages and comments I get but I'm not open to befriending people. Even if I'm actually very lonely, I'm too hurt and traumatised to give new people friendship chances, you probably wouldn't understand but I have too much bad experiences and knowledge, I'm also just trying to be careful, I have good reasons. I can't be friends with you. Sorry. I'm here mainly to post things and look at things. I can still talk to people and I wouldn't dismiss the messages and comments I get, but yeah. We just co-exist on this website is all. Please don't assume I'm your friend just because we interacted, that's not how it works. Maybe take a look at this post if you want to know more about why I decided to no longer make new friends.

I'm definitely very unproud of how I was years ago in the distant past, I mean especially 2010s, sorry if you witnessed my past stupidity and immorality, I learned from the past and changed by now.... I feel really remorseful and ashamed about how I was in the distant past, the dumb things and bad things I did back then, I'm nothing like how I was in the past, I seriously changed, learned and matured, really... I don't relate to or agree with any of the actual bad and stupid things I did... I very much hate that I ever did those things...

If you reply to any of my comments from 2015-2018 or stalk them, I will come to your place and steal your foods. No, seriously, I hate it when people do that. I was a silly teen those years and I'm not proud of some of my old comments/conversations on DA. Some are fun but some others are embarrassing. I have so much good DA memories from 2015-2017 though... I miss those stuff... 2 random opinions of mine: 1. I hate lies! . 2. Most dA updates suck donkey balls. The website was the best in like 2012-2015.
Yeah, I have hundreds of OCs but I don't post art related to them on DA. (I don't feel comfortable posting them on DA currently and I also know people wouldn't care.) My OCs are extremely dear to me. I use them in drawings and for some currently confidential/private works of fiction. When I see a small animal (a bug for example) at my home I try to take them outside safely. And I put small animals outside to safe places if they are at unsafe spots. I love fruits. I love most animals (humans aren't one of the ones I like). I like my art. I like science. I love toys and especially plushies and I have countless of them. If I ever make a grammar or spelling mistake please tell me.


Name: If you know, you know.

Birthday: January 6.

Gender: Male

IQ level: 130 (Well... according to some hospital stuff. I used to kind of brag about this when I was a kid but I don't think much about it anymore, but I don't feel like removing this from my bio either.)

Current Residence: Earth, Turkey, İstanbul (No, English isn't my native language. My English knowledge has expanded every year though.)

Favourite genre of music: Instead of judging by genre I'll judge by the lyrics and how the music sounds. I like most types of music.

Favourite photographer: I like nature and animal photography and some other artistic ones.

Favourite style of art: CARTOOOON! Not too realistic detailed, 4 fingers and black dot pupils in white circle eyes for example. Anime is my 2nd fav. Fan of British and Japanese cartoon/art styles.

Operating System: Windows preferred.

MP3 player of choice: Spotify on PC.

Shell of choice: Sea shells ayy lmao. (i don't even know what this means)

Wallpaper of choice: Don't Hug Me I'm Scared laptop face in 2015-2025. Now just random nice images Windows picks for me.

Colour: My fav colour is blue obviously. I'm white because I'm mostly European.
Favourite cartoon character: Myself.

Personal Quote: fuck my life, but my life isn't sexy. (and I have a lot more!)


I became an actual deviantart user in August 2012, though I had been browsing deviantart for a long time even before that point. I left deviantart in 2013 but then came back with this account in May 2015. This actually isn't my first account, but it is my main one that I have since May 2015.

friendly reminder: If person1 has told you bad things about person2, you shouldn't automatically hate on person2, no matter what. You should talk to person2 about it and see how true/false everything person1 has said are. Always listen to the both sides. Please.

A Very Unnecessary random info as a reward for reading my profile so much: I like having body hair. I added this bit when I was younger and I don't feel like removing lol.

Original and Fanart Stamp
stamp: they/them pronouns
I Love Water Stamp
.:: Animal Rights Stamp V2 ::.
Hilda Stamp
Stamp: Adventure Time
We've all been there
Stamp - TrackPad User
If You're Gonna Accuse Me of Anything...
We're all equal Stamp
I Buy Plushies Stamp
Summer camp island stamp
Glad Being Introvert
Stamp: RIP Animal Friends (Challenge: Animal)
How ironic
My Head is a Very Dark Place Stamp
Garfield stamp
Dark Humor Stamp
Take it elsewhere stamp
Yume Nikki Stamp
Forgive and Forget
Human rights
.:Nothing Else Can Compare:.
Male Pronouns Stamp
Rick and Morty stamp
I actually can't be on here 24/7, okay?
I'm only human
SN
Rude to Me Online Stamp
Ghost Stamp
Puella Magi Madoka Magica Stamp
Hi
Nature
Mother Stamp XP
I am not
I-Heart-Blue-Stamp
I Respect All Art Stamp Revamp
TAWOG: Double facepalm!
Turkey Stamp
Off Stamp
Grumpy Cat Stamp
Rainbow Stamp
Bloo has cookers :DONT FAVE:
All Hail Mandy
I'm more anti-social than I seem.
Asexual stamp
Over the Garden Wall
Mickey Mouse 2013 (Character) Stamp
HUMANITY, STOP SUCKING
I Love Magic
Hero complex
AKARIIIN -animated stamp-
Disconnected Stamp
-Stamp / Vocaloid.
I Support Imagination stamp
Stamp: Immaturity?
For SCIENCE Stamp
DHMIS
no. 25
Stamp - Respect
LGBT Rights, don't agree GTFO
i shower naked stamp
No. Thank ME.
Porn Stamp
Wal-Mart isn't sexy
Pinata Stamp
Fck Stamp
deviantART sucked my dick
My First Stamp
vague stamp is vague
True friends stamp
Jenny stamp
Fruit is Good Stamp
Ask, Don't Assume Stamp
Silliness Stamp
I love Comedy stamp
10
Smiley Party Stamp
Winter II
Learn from your mistakes
Courage The Cowardly Dog Stamp
Aromantic Stamp
plushie lover stamp
I do not have to be nice to be all the time Stamp
Im Gunna Brig Up Da Pazt 4 U Did 2 Meh!!!!
Penguins are god damn cute.
... Cookies - Stamp
owl stamp
Music is my life stamp
I Support Cute Things's Stamp
Bunny Omnomnom
STAMP Makka Pakka2
Not from this planet
Stamp: Tornado Love
Individuality
I Support Horror stamp

 I may add more stamps to my bio later. I mostly just fav stamps instead of adding them to my bio.

If you think any of this is "TMI", remember you're the one who decided to read my bio.



:helpdesk:Please, DON'T thank me for favourites with "thank you for fav" type of comments, you don't need to...you're welcome...I fav because I like it. But I really hate this kind of comments on my userpage...if you listened to this widget you are awesome. (Yes, I get disappointed so much because I'm tired of my profile getting flooded with these.):star-half:


Favourite Visual Artist
Becky Sloan, Kikiyama
Favourite Movies
Mostly animated kids movies, comedy movies, and horror movies that don't suck.
Favourite TV Shows
Some cartoons (some examples, not all; Adventure Time, Jang Geum's dream, Summer Camp Island, Rick and Morty, Hilda, TAWOG, Foster's home)
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Erasure, Simple Plan, Twenty One Pilots, Sarah Brightman, Evanescence, Mystery Skulls, Vocaloid songs, Rebzyyx, hoshie star, Ghost, Dope, anime songs, video game musics. I enjoy most types of music tbh.
Favourite Books
I'm not much into reading but...cartoon styled comic books and manga? and some good fanfictions..
Favourite Games
video games (especially RPGs and mostly horror/wacky RPGs) (some examples, not all; Yume Nikki, Mother series, OFF, Sonic)
Favourite Gaming Platform
My computer.
Tools of the Trade
Paint Tool Sai, Paint.NET, FireAlpaca, MSPaint (whenever im lazy to use the other ones) and...MONEY???
So I have this problem, it isn't a big one, but it is still there. I rarely get new comments on my DA profile, but when I do, it almost always has a small negative impact on me, I mostly get types of comments that are bothersome to me in some way. I have thoughts like "What even is my life at this point?" "Eugh..." "I don't like that I dealt with this." I know those comments aren't rude, harassment or insults, I know this may be hard to understand from outside perspective, but I don't know how to explain it better. The fact that I'm a pretty depressed person likely makes this feel worse for me too, like getting a bit extra frustrated in my day while already being hurt and depressed because of actual big/serious problems. This is so much of them but still not every comment, for example the "happy birthday" comments are fine and cool. It wasn't always like this, I remember my profile comments being fun and uplifting for me especially in 2015-2018. Things have changed a lot, along with
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Darwin icon.

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I have this Darwin Watterson icon since June 2016. Wild how it has been almost 10 years. Not sure if I'll ever change it, I got attached to it. It feels like a remnant of the good times I had on DeviantArt in 2015-2017, it was funny how I made a cameo in one of Solar Sands' videos (the one about minions) with this icon as well. I had many other DeviantArt icons in the past, I just no longer felt like changing it anymore at some point. My other icons had characters from other media interests, including (not limited to) Mabel Pines, Frisk, Rin Kagamine, Makka Pakka, DHMIS characters, Birthday Boy Blam, Beth Oblong, Four BFDI (this one was actually in 2018-2019 but in 2019 I went back to the Darwin icon lol). It would feel weird if I changed it after all these years, I would likely use it again at some point even if I changed it and not fully stop using it. I know this is not important and no one gives a fuck, I just felt like writing something that is in my mind like usual.
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Guess what just happened to me on DeviantArt. 🍵 DeviantArt greeted me with a vagina pic. Even said I seem like the right person to "give a friendly hello" to someone who... posts certain type of photos. Why are you like this, DeviantArt? Take your meds you geezer.
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On May 6 2015, this account came to life. (This post is a bit late, I know.) Making this account was definitely the right decision. A new fresh start that went well. I posted art, talked to other people, spent good times here, especially in 2015-2017. Some of the best times of my life. Some bad stuff happened too, sure, but I think it still has been mostly good. It is wild how it has been a decade by now. I am thankful for the good times spent here those years and all that I have accomplished here even if this place has become a ghost of its former self and so much of the good times I spent here are sadly just left in the past by now. But this DeviantArt account of mine is still one of my favourite places to post things on. I've been posting mainly fanart here, I still will of course, but I've been thinking if I should start posting art of my OCs too here, some other websites too of course, maybe I will, but it's not like I've even been making art of my OCs often. Maybe will try
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No, this isn't about me leaving deviantart, I didn't leave. This isn't about my art either. I still check deviantart, I will still upload fanart on here. This is about something more personal, related to people's interactions with me. The long version of this post is this, it gives so much more answers and explanations, but this short version doesn't go deep. (Added an update in 2026 btw.) The thing is... I don't think I can or should make friends anymore. I won't make friends anymore for sad reasons. I'm no longer in a mental state in which I can befriend people. But I'm still keeping the only people I have left. I'm too hurt, distrustful and traumatised to give new people friendship chances. I'm not open to befriending people, I can't be friends with you, I'm sorry. I've been hurt so, so, so, so much. Things always go wrong, end badly. I don't want to get hurt anymore, I'm already immensely broken, I can't take it anymore and my suffering shouldn't get any worse... I acknowledge the
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Where's my request?

I already started working on it days ago and made good progress, please don't rush me, I already told you it would take days and that I'm both busy in general and a slow artist. The type of picture you requested isn't something I can finish in just one day and one sitting. I know it might be concerning that it has been a week, but it doesn't mean I forgot, I'm just incapable of working as fast as some other artists, though not sure if you'd understand that since I know your stuff took very short for you to finish.

But it is gonna be done soon.

I finished my part of the art trade:

Untitled Drawing

Hope you like it.

That looks sweet, I like it, thanks! My part can take days to finish though, both because I'm a slow artist and busy, hopefully that's okay.

I won't draw it if you won't draw your part of the art trade first, you asked for one and that's how it is.
We can cancel it if you don't want to draw your part or if you're impatient (I don't like working under pressure/rush), I kind of don't want to anyway.

Hi, wanna art trade?