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Puppeteer

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Puppeteer

Puppeteer you tug the strings pull the pretty dolls close a spiderweb you draw them in choke their dreams with muddled lies drown their hopes with tears make them smile with false hope then cast them off again lost and a lone a tempting lure you drag them back taunt them if they stay deceit deceiver beautiful siren destroying us all your pretty dolls who've been tainted by your poison

Dreamlight

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Dreamlight

She laughs Beautifully and painfully real Never has he seen such life in her She dances And he feels the joy radiating from her He loves her She smiles She knows In the morning She fades And the world is dark Her smile is a memory The bed cold and empty Reality breathes death again

Arches

Arches and Ivy I

Better Off

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Better Off

Been down this road a hundred times before Keep on giving all I've got But you keep taking more And I try and try to help you But you keep throwing me away So I'm taking back my heart And leaving you today And honey, honey try to understand This time there was nothing left for me to lose And honey, honey I'd cry over you But now I find you aren't even worth the tears Gave you my life Gave you my love Gave you comfort You took You take You steal away Til nothing remains Hollow and angry Empty and cold I'm better off without you And someday you'll be all alone.

Elements

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Elements

1-28-2007 Elements She's like a rippling stream Calm, relaxed, soothing She has no fear of danger And remains a source of refreshing He's like fire Always moving Always restless A blaze Though sometimes only a flicker Continuous change The stream And the flame She's like the wind Always moving forward He's like ice Never letting anyone through Always alone The ice and the wind

A1

The Lights

Swirls

I remember the first time

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I remember the first time

I remember what it felt like the first time The first time I did everything Especially the first time I did anything with you Your voice Your smile Your scent The first caress of your lips The feel of your skin against mine The need to have you close The first drive on a trip far away The first time I lay down with you The first time you made me love I still remember all that I gave to you And all that you gave to me I still feel the pain in every fight I still feel the hurt in every cut I still remember you breaking my heart Then winning me back Just to break me again And when you left me for someone else I remember what
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Puppeteer

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Puppeteer

Puppeteer you tug the strings pull the pretty dolls close a spiderweb you draw them in choke their dreams with muddled lies drown their hopes with tears make them smile with false hope then cast them off again lost and a lone a tempting lure you drag them back taunt them if they stay deceit deceiver beautiful siren destroying us all your pretty dolls who've been tainted by your poison

Dreamlight

D

Dreamlight

She laughs Beautifully and painfully real Never has he seen such life in her She dances And he feels the joy radiating from her He loves her She smiles She knows In the morning She fades And the world is dark Her smile is a memory The bed cold and empty Reality breathes death again

Arches and Ivy I

Better Off

B

Better Off

Been down this road a hundred times before Keep on giving all I've got But you keep taking more And I try and try to help you But you keep throwing me away So I'm taking back my heart And leaving you today And honey, honey try to understand This time there was nothing left for me to lose And honey, honey I'd cry over you But now I find you aren't even worth the tears Gave you my life Gave you my love Gave you comfort You took You take You steal away Til nothing remains Hollow and angry Empty and cold I'm better off without you And someday you'll be all alone.

Elements

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Elements

1-28-2007 Elements She's like a rippling stream Calm, relaxed, soothing She has no fear of danger And remains a source of refreshing He's like fire Always moving Always restless A blaze Though sometimes only a flicker Continuous change The stream And the flame She's like the wind Always moving forward He's like ice Never letting anyone through Always alone The ice and the wind

The Lights

Magical Mirror

Lydia van Bredevoort

Lydia van Bredevoort

Essi Daven

Yennefer and Triss

Pavetta and Urcheon of Erlenwald

Triss Merigold

Geralt and Triss Merigold

Golden dragon pendant

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My Bio
I am like no one and everyone, just like everyone else

Current Residence: Pennsylvania, USA
Favourite genre of music: everything

Favourite Visual Artist
whoever's work looks cool
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
a little bit of everything
Favourite Writers
anything meaningful, funny, inspirational, or just great
Tools of the Trade
my brain and/or imagination
Other Interests
many

Everything

Everything

life is overwhelming... there is so much I'm worried about... so much unfixable... that I just don't know what to do anymore...  I keep trying and trying.  This isn't about giving up on life or anything.  I'm just overwhelmed... so overwhelmed.  I cry a lot... but seriously given how things are right now crying is understandable.  Even if we had the money for the bills, doesn't change my dad having cancer. My oldest cat disappeared last saturday... most likely he left to die... that doesn't help any. I feel so lonely... no one that i know has really been in this place before... so idk what to really do... and it just makes me feel so scared

nameless

nameless

I just want to give up on everything in life... all of it.  I feel like I'm a failure who will never make anyone happy or do anything right.  I always screw things up, especially at jobs.  I just want to crawl in a corner and never do anything again.  I can't do this anymore.  I'm not strong enough.  I want my best friend back, but I can't have that.  I feel like everyone is abandoning me because I left that friendship.  I hate that I will always feel something for that person, and that I can never be totally free.  In the end I feel like no one will be here for me, and that everything in life will be miserable.  My friends will leave for him

Onward

Onward

Life is always moving forward, not really ever stopping.  We can't let our lives be caught in the raging downpours because we'll miss the beautiful mountains.  Life has ups and downs but we must never forget who we are or what matters most to us.

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masteryueStudent General Artist
Thank for your support about Lyanna Stark fan art ;)
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Thanks for the fav! :D
DreamyNariaHobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav!! Did you see my gallery? :)
spaz-the-wolf-muttHobbyist Traditional Artist
im a terrible person for not talking! jennnnn im sorry T.T i miss you though, is there any way we can maybe talk? i fixed my cell ^^"
yes of course my dear! I'll message you my number if you doesn't have it :) but i'm awake at all sorts of random hours because i work grave