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BlueBook and Bubbling Beaker © :iconbluebookward: BlueBookWard  (me)

 

Now, onto the deep stuff.

 

After talking to my best friend for a while about his problems, I realized that there wasn’t much that I could do to help. Even though I have wanted to help him ever since the day we met, I’m useless. This message is for him. For you :icondragonspider2: DragonSpider2 , even though you don’t use your account (I’m 99.999% sure that you forgot the password anyway).

From the day that I met you, I knew we had something special. I didn’t know what it was, but that didn’t matter. All I knew is that something about you drew me closer. This pull that I felt, that I still don’t quite understand brought me to you when I needed a true friend the most. Struggling and feeling hopeless, it seemed like I had hit rock bottom. Then you were there, letting me know that everything will be alright. Letting me know that I don’t have to hide behind a fake smile with you because you were there to help. You instantly became my best friend. The one person in the world that I knew I could count on. Some time passed, and we became more. I fell in love with my best friend and you fell in love with me. Two long years’ worth of love. Two years of drama, planning, arguing, and reminding each other that we were going to be forever. Forever and always, always and forever. I hit that rock bottom more than once, and each time you pulled me out and dusted me off. We were always there for each other. Then, the breakup of the year. You told me you didn’t love me anymore. I fell apart- my world fell apart. I didn’t think it was possible to fall out of love, not for us. At least I was half right. It was possible for you to fall out of love with me, but impossible for me to fall out of love with you. Many attempts were shot down, but I never gave up. Eventually, the words you said were too much to handle and I broke. I didn’t give up, I still haven’t given up believing that someday things will go back to normal, I just broke. Gradually, things got better. Time heals all wounds, they say. Well, time didn’t heal them, but it did make it easier to ignore. Friends once more, I still came to you for a shoulder to cry on. You lost your trust in me, but I never lost my trust in you.

Now, three years after that wonderful day, the day we met, you need me, and I can’t be there for you. The real world has me tight in its grasp, and I can’t escape. Sometimes I wish that I could go back and fix everything, make sure you end up happy. Other times, I wish I could teleport to you just so that I can give you the physical support you need, be that shoulder that you were to me. That you are to me. I don’t know what the future has in store for us Hero, but I do know this; whatever it is the future has in store for us, I will always be here for you. Even when I can’t get to the phone, when I can’t give you the biggest hug in the world, when I can’t be the hero you are to me. I’m always there with you, holding your hand, wiping away the tears you shed inside, calming the aches and pains, taking care of you. We may not be together anymore, we may not be able to see each other anymore, but I still want to be your hero. Look inside your heart Hero, I know you can find me there. If you can’t, then you must be blinder than me. Feel the love and support and pride that flows from every word that I ever wrote to you. Nothing has changed, not for me. I still love every fiber of your being because I know that it’s the best thing you have sometimes. Because I know that you are worth loving. You are my best friend, my first real love, and I will never ever let you fall without me. If you go down, I go down with you.

I believe in you Hero. I know you don’t, but I do.

Forever and always friends,

Michelle

 

Hello end of the description readers! I can’t believe that you read my entire letter to :icondragonspider2: DragonSpider2 ! Sorry if it was depressing or made you cry, but I needed this. He needs it more though. Thank you for your support so far! I love you all so very much and I hope that all of you have someone in your life as special as my Hero. Have a great day my friends!

                                                                                ~BlueBook

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