bloomdamuffin

Heyyyy guysssssssss…long time no see?.. Yea, i know I’ve been gone for quite a while. But I’m back! Well, trying to…

I know it's been a long while since I’ve posted or even really shown any artwork on my platforms, but I'm here to talk about it in this post; and why I’ve been on hiatus for literal MONTHS.

for starters, you all are probably wondering where the hell i've been. Well, let's dive into thaaattttt-…

So, for my instagram users here, you all know I mentioned my hiatus on my story after having to deal with the issue of selling my car Lilly. Yea…I had to give up Lilly. But she’s got an owner who will probably take better care of her than I could have—especially financially. Lilly had a lot of issues going on with her that I won't spend eons talking about as I want to make this short.

Due to her overbearing problems, I couldn’t financially care for her or even maintain her as a running car. So I had to do what I had to do and go find another car.

Good thing is, I did get another car! I got a little light blue 2004 Toyota Camry Solara named Jace! He is just the cutest thing ever, and I love him so much. He also has been nothing but reliable within the past few months I’ve had him. So glad to have the little goober.

Another thing that kept me off for a bit was that I got a job! (Wow) well, it didn’t last very long…only from November to January. It’s ok though, I was temporary anyways, but I just needed it to last me a while to keep up with my responsibilities. I am still unemployed as of now, but I am working towards getting another job! Because money- I am a broke high school student who just needs money bro-

That brings me to another thing. I’m going to be going to college here in a couple months!!! (Yayyyy…) yea, I’m gonna go from a piss poor high school student to a piss poor college student lmao. The only thing is, I'm also moving so I can do my college stuff, so that’s gonna be a thing…

The last thing I had wanted to touch upon for why I’ve been on hiatus for so long (and the main reason I’ve been gone for SO long) is my mental health. Yea, i'm gonna be a little sappy for a moment… Lately I've been going through a lot, and life has been kicking my ass. My anxiety and depression have been killer, and I'm working towards getting medicated for it. I also was diagnosed with ADHD so yea, that’s a thing too! The only thing that sucks is that i've actually wanted to come back for a while now, but my mental health has just been so bad ever since Lilly had left, life kinda hit low for me! But hey, I'm doing alright now.

I originally was given meds, but they were only for my ADHD, and they made me feel like literal garbage. They also weren’t the meds I went to an appointment for either! That really pissed me off, so i've been waiting to see another doctor on some antidepressants and anxiety medication. Ya boy is doing swell.

So, besides all of this chaos, what have I been up to with my hobbies and art? A LOT!!!! Yea! I’ve still been drawing! I just haven’t posted it- I’m also into trains now. I like trains. I’m gonna be posting all of my main artworks on my platforms soon, though! So don’t worry, pookies, y'all will have a feast.

Also I’m gonna be turning 18 in like a day or so! Yea, adulthood caught up with me fast…(I can’t wait to adult…)

But I’ve wanted to say that I appreciate all your support and everything! You guys are truly amazing, and it means a lot to me. I can’t wait to post more content for you all.