Before I start, I apologize, deeply apologize to you all for the big delay in commissions and art trades.
It's been so long I haven't been on DA. I spend months being busy with projects and assignments for my architecture course, and contemplating on my art style. It's not because it isn't persistent but because of another reason
It's not that I'm disappointed of it but because I came to realize every single time I do my art in semi-realism, I just feel stressed every time I do it.
Which took me days or even weeks per art.
And at the end, I didn't even produce what I exactly wanted in my mind. There is always some dissatisfaction: missing details and dissatisfying mistakes.
I took somewhat a long break from DA, trying to figure out who am I, what art style suits me and what makes me happy. I question what I want to do in art, what do I want to show, what is my purpose in drawing.
Hence what caused me an art block, delaying all these art trades and commissions, not because I don't want to do them but because I fear of dissatisfaction, I am a perfectionist when it comes to art even if people don't see it because I want the things exactly based what I imagine, semi-realism just makes it harder even when it is beautiful. To conclude it all, I overall didn't always enjoy drawing in semi-realism.