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I hate everything.................feelings suck dude..............
Does someone know how to login on insta? Someone deleted my spam acc and I have new one but for some reason it doesn't allowing me to login.
I updated bio for few of my mfb characters. I'll upload them once I redraw their design 

Pride

I AM PROUD

Made with pride by the DeviantArt community BROWSE ALL ART

I have seen something smells wrong. Just like 2-3 years ago this place went toxic, people on insta became too. Some of them wanted to be friends with me, but once I have know for their true face................I got played around, manipulated.........abused................It's not funny............But I learned something from the end of 2018...............Good people started giving up............and turned to be bad....................First off coming Red who played with my friend's feeling while he keeps constantly coming back to her waiting for her to break up with her bf so he can get in her life again and do the things he should have done them 2 years ago, then my old love started catching my attention to get my love, but never thought it was just a game he played. I was a pity object until he found someone better and at the end Manny, who kept coming back to me to ask for forgivness just to keep manipulating me whenever he couldn't have me more as friend. I know I know, I'm not the center of this world, but why a lot of people pays attention on me like I am? I'm really nothing.............I swear.............I'm not worth that place................All of people turns out into evil mass. Soon I might be one of them. I started..............I did caused some trouble back then....................I did things that no one would forgive me for it.............I realized.................That's why I said I hate that I have found the truth,cause I became someone..........who hates a lot. A type of people I hate the most..............I became................almost...................I'm sorry I turned into one of them................You had fully right to leave me, I'll be ok. But seriously, I won't hold back anymore if I get manipulated. I'll show that I also have evil side, and that side is manipulator too. No one believes that I am too, but I use it only for a self-defense. Tho that a lot people irl are scared of me because of all the bullshit I can say and hurt others on that way, I could get use even on internet. I'll try not to repeat same mistake. I did had chitchat with mom about it. She said..................that sometimes that might be the only way to keep relationships going on. It's pathetic that women (even men) does that cause they feel lonely..................But I think I'll rather feel lonely then again becoming someone I hate the most. I'll turn into Red soon.............I don't like it much. I have her friend left as my last hope to be happy. For my heart to be fixed............... But what can I do if he keeps constantly coming back to her knowing they 2 don't have future together? She won't break up with her bf, even if she does, she won't pick him.................I don't even hate her anymore like I used too, tho that things with her turned a bit personal, but I hate the fact that they 2 exist as together. "They"..............I hate it.......................He knows I can give him anything he wants.............but again he's ignorant about it. Why? Don't you see I try to save your life? I hit my head on wall, punch myself in stomach, I have headaches, I vomit, I cry, scream inside. I harm myself again whenever I see you make your life a living hell while you constantly crawl back into someone's arms who doesn't give a fuck about anymore. Will you open your eyes one day? At the end of this year.............I will tell you the truth..................... If you don't realize it sooner, I'll tell you to stay fuck away from her. I might put on risk to lose you, but you need to know..........It's not good idea what you do.....................What is this ignorance about? 
Times and places are switching. Maybe I became too addicted to this place that I forgot my real purpose on internet: to share my art............... I hate loosing people more than anything. I put my health on risk..................any time I could be sent to hospital...............But I guess I'll gotta immigrate myself a bit...............this friendship I have on net, I'll keep them, but I'll refuse other people who wants something from me..............To protect myself of possible consequences. I'll make mistake once again. If I get heartbroken again, that will me my last. No more love..............I'll be selfish and take care only about myself..........................Keep this in mind once I change.................... :) 
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appletart370 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you so much for all of the favorites 💙
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LukaKishatu Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
K-CHAN!!! HoW are you?Tight Hug 
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BloodShade50 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I Don't feel well luka............
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LukaKishatu Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
why???
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JuliaxRyuga Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2019  Student Digital Artist
  Happy Happy Happy..Onion Happy Happy..Onion Happy Happy..Onion Happy Happy..Onion Happy Happy..Onion Happy Happy..Onion 
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BloodShade50 Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2019  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hi Julie ❤️❤️❤️
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Bunny-Novak Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2018
Thank you for the favorite! Glad to see another Kanato fan :happybounce: 
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BloodShade50 Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2018  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Np! He's a babie <3 
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Dark-Lina Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy B-day !!!
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