I wish it was me, lying beneath you, feeling your breath whisper across my skin.
I wish it was me, making your heart thunder in your chest as my lips explore hidden places
I wish it was me, sitting in your lap, with my head on your shoulder
I wish it was me, that got to see your ordinary socks each day
I wish I was the one who could come up behind you and place a kiss on your neck as I wrap my arms around your shoulders and ask you what you wanted for dinner.
I wish it was me who could help you clean up the magazine clippings left behind by the tiny souls that you love so much.
I wish it was me who could make you smile each
Hey guys!! I know it's been ages! I hope everyone is doing well, and everything is going alright in your lives.
It's been so crazy in my life since my last journal entry. I miss my Ruby a lot, but it was worse when I went home for the break, home seemed emptier without her there, even though we have the other two dogs, she was my baby. After I posted that journal, I dipped into depression for a few weeks, and it was really bad, worse than it had been in years, but by the Grace of God, I made it through.
Shortly after this, I joined a missions outreach through my school, so that gave me something to focus on. As well as finals, and then Chr
So yeah...I haven't updated here in a while. School has been crazy and I've never been so busy in my life! (I may be going insane
to be honest)
But really I just wanted to write about my baby.
I knew Tuesday was going to be a bad day. I woke up at 7am like normal, and I went to the closet to get dressed and I just stood there, staring blankly. I just felt...heavy. And I decided that I just wasn't going to do classes that day, so I went back to bed. I woke up around 12:30 and went to my desk and that's when my phone dinged and told me I had a voicemail from my mom. I listened to it and I could hear the tears in her voice. We have really rea