My username is a bit ironic as it was a 'blinkingstar' cause that's all I saw this place as. Opportunity. Though as I've grown I started dreading this social media scheme of perfection including this website. Where people of all ages come and present themselves to the chopping black and cry themselves home to their mothers after being critiqued about one aspect of their otherwise beautiful drawing. I don't know why exactly I was brought back to this place. But I'm here now, aren't I? Or am I just another invisible face to the crowd of clowns with their makeup on.