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I'm on DA!
I don't know for how long though.

Jesus.. since January.
It's been a good day :nod:

Except for the working 4 hours part, that was bad.

I broke the birthday hat:|
Gah! I have no time for anything :dies:

Ever since I got a job.

I mean, what's the fun of Xmas if you dont even have the time to go shopping for it:S


Shades of the Deviants

Sun Oct 31, 2004, 2:36 PM

100 things about me

Tue Oct 5, 2004, 8:39 PM
100 Things about me:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold are false
Found by ~undead85

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch them with my father
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs

13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like J. Bush
15. People are cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate snow
24. I drink only milk
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates!
27. I love Chinese food
28. I would hate to be famous
29. I am not a morning person
30. I wear glasses
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Japanese
34. My legs are two different sizes
35. I have a twin
36. I wear a padded bra
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing
38. I'm left-handed
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them
40. I don't like horror movies
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway

42. People hate me usually.
43. I love pop music
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight
45. I hate parking fines
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart
47. I know more than two languages

48. I spend too much time on the computer
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window
50. I live on a ground floor
51. I don't like chocolate
52. I'd like to be more original
53. I've lied
54. Cocks are my favorite birds
55. I want to conquer the world
56. I wonder what happens when you die
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter

58. Eat your dog!
59. I love to exercise.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion
61. I love to write
62. I like changes
63. I hate going to class
64. I am afraid to die
65. I hate dish washing
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly
67. My nails are nine inches long
68. My favorite color is black
69. I like to sleep on the floor
70. I am hopeless at cooking
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little.
72. I should be doing somehting else rather than writing this
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN
74. I hate government
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend
76. I'm too nice for my own good.
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can.
78. I don't trust newspapers
79. I like debating
80. I live in a vagon
81. I clean my room once a month
82. I'm scared of american fast food
83. I have a third eye

84. I love Mozambique
85. I don't trust any religion.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes
89. I'm very disorganized
90. My hair is long and straight
91. I earn a lot
92. I don't like spicy food
93. I keep a diary
94. I can't do cartwheels
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'm sarcastic
97. I think my hair is annoying

98. I'm very sensitive
99. I love being "ab-normal"
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue.

  • Listening to: Punk-O-Rama 9
  • Reading: Tale of the Body Thief, Journy Back From Hell
  • Watching: Anchorman
:bulletgreen:Good Things:bulletgreen:

So much for my subbie provided by metal-face:rose:
Time to move on tot he subbie that will be provided by Agelove (Age2003):excited:

I'm about to get a digital camera, which I am soo excited about! I'll actually be able to put some photography on this mofo.:bucktooth:

Today I stayed home from school with my brothers for some reason:|.

Tomorrow I can either go to a concert or go to my last soccer game of the season. I'm torn:nirvana:


Yesterday was a really bad day for me.

I found out that my aunt and uncle are having 'marital roblems' which really hit me hard.

Also, my ex of 3 months, who also happens to be a very close friend hit his head on some metal stairs yesterday and they had to call in an ambulance and a firetruck. I got really emotional and cried for about an hour.

I feel stupid and vulnerable for doing this today. Everybody felt they had to comfort me, I got a lot of hugs, and nobody likes comforting people.

I also feel vulerable because I'm not one to open up like that. I consider myself to be a tough person, and I never cry. To do this at school makes me weak.

I didn't get a lot of sleep or eat much since it happened. I know I'm fretting too much over nothing, but my feelings are strong towards him. I mean, we went out for about 6 months, and I'm thinking of telling him how I feel.

It takes something like this to show me how vulnerable a strong person can be.

Thanks to everyone.


Devious Journal Entry

Wed Sep 15, 2004, 4:49 PM
I hit a 150 yarder on my first whack with a club ever.
I gave blood.
I biked 14 kilometers on a tiny BMX bike.
I made friends with the 'new girl'.
I'm 2 days ahead of the rest of my class.
I invented a foolproof recipe for brownies..

All in the last 2 days.

  • Listening to: ACDC - Back In Black

Quiz Thing + School:P

Tue Sep 7, 2004, 6:06 PM
Hey Guys! Back to school for me tomorrow, yay.:roll:


I stole this from :iconnottheone:

[ Name ]: Courtney
[ Nicks ]: Court, Courta, Ta, Lumpy Maroo, Lefty, Dudicus Von Pancakemix, Sportenyspooperlies.. etc.:blush:
[ Born in ]: Thompson, Manitoba (the North)
[ Resides in ]: A box
[ Good student? ]: Most of the time..
[ Eyes ]: White-ish blue
[ Hair ]: Dyed red this morning
[ Shoe size ]: Women's 9..:|

Last time you..

[ Had a nightmare ]: 3 days ago, I got posessed by the devil
[ Said "I love you" and meant it ]: Never
[ Ate at McDonald's ]: Years ago, vegetairan..
[ Dyed your hair ]: This morning..:hmm:
[ Brushed your hair ]: uhh.. like 6 months ago:o
[ Washed your hair ]: about 15 mins ago
[ Cried ]: about two months ago
[ Called someone ]: about 5:00 today, Jason
[ Smiled]: When the guy outside said hi to me
[ Laughed ]: When I was watching Simpsons
[ Smoke? ]: Never
[ Do drugs? ]: Nope
[ Have sex? ]: Nope
[ Sleep with stuffed animals? ]: Nope
[ Have a dream that keeps coming back?]: Always *shudder*
[ Play an instrument? ]: Yep, saxophone and armpit:|
[ Believe there is life on other planets? ]: Meh..
[ Read the newspaper? ]: Everytime we get it
[ Have any straight friends? ]: All of them claim to be but I doubt it..
[ Consider love a mistake? ]: Meh..
[ Like the taste of alcohol? ]: Coolers
[ Believe in God? ]: You better believe it
[ Pray? ]: Yes
[ Go to church? ]: Every sunday
[ Have any secrets? ]: Like hell i do
[ Have any pets ]: A pet rock:| .. never had a pet. My parents bought me a rubber snake last X-mas but I wanna Tarantula:D
[ Have any piercings? ]: Just 2 each ear lobe, stretched to a 6 guage
[ Have any tattoos? ]: Not yet
[ Have an obsession? ]: Hellz yeah
[ Have a secret crush? ]: it's not a secret:paranoid:
[ Collect anything? ]: Yes, movie stubs, I have +120 so far
[ Have a best friend? ]: All my friends are best friends
[ Have a boy/girlfriend? ]: Nope
[ Like your handwriting? ]: I print, I've forgotten about handwriting
[ Have any bad habits? ]: Yes, many I think
[ Care about looks? ]: Not mine
[ Boy/girlfriend's looks?]: Well as long as they're not a bum or something..:hmm:
[ Friends and other people? ]: Nope
[ Believe in witches? ]: Yes, I am one:omfg: ...jk
[ Believe in Satan? ]: Yes, I believe in God..
[ Believe in ghosts? ]: Nope


I need food, talk to you all later:salute:

  • Listening to: Led Zepplin - Stairway to Heaven
  • Reading: Short History of the Middle Ages

New Crap

Thu Aug 26, 2004, 3:40 PM
First of all: Love for Shainy!! :iconmetal-face: <-- she bought me a sub:D :blowkiss:

She's been feeling a little down lately, so if ya'll can go and check out her stuff, lend a :hug: or two.. a little goes a long way..

My Crap (Art)
I've been scouring photo albums lately looking for decent pictures, for I still do not have a decent camera:no:

I've also been working on a few sketches, trying to hone in on my 'skills':paranoid: Hopefully I'll update soon!

Also, I recently aquired Flash MX, so I've been messin around with that. :plotting:

          Me and My (so-called) Life
Today I went shopping with my mom :shudder: for school clothes. I got 2 pairs of pants. (I hate pants shopping!:pissed:) And I also got a pair of runners after 2 months of running with crap shoes, shin splints and pulled mucles all over the place!

Yesterday I went for a walk with 2 of my girlfriends. We stopped over at this guy's house, this guy that I happen to be infatuated with:heart:. It was good times, bittersweet, because he likes me only 'as a friend'..:roll::shakefist:

Last night I was talking to this guy friend of mine on MSN and he invited me to a movie tomorrow. He's pretty hot, I just don't know if I feel for him. I need some lovin though:cling:

In Conclusion..
Still trying to figure out all of the sub features. If anyone can help me out that would be nice :blush:

:peace: and :heart:
  • Listening to: Coheed and Cambria - Faint Of Hearts
  • Reading: Madonna: The Biography
  • Watching: Collateral
Mood: :pissed:In pain and doctor-less
Listening To: Warped Tour '04
Watching: The Olympics... goooo Canada:flagcanada::sarcasticclap:
Reading: Step-by-step Guide to Speaking German

I've oficially given up on finding true love:nirvana:
...for at least the rest of August.


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So I spent a weekend with a friend of mine and I was lucky to have lived through it.:nod: We got a little hostle near the end of the cabining. I didn't know it was possible to be stuck on permanent PMS:o

Basicly, I've re-evaluated myself recently and I realized that I have slowly become a doormat. People walk all over me and I don't even realize it. It's just that I hate fighting with people so I let them take advantage of me. Now I've decided to stand up for myself and I'm afraid that I've become a bitch:|

I went to Tim Hortons(coffee/donut shop) today and I met with the manager for a couple minutes to introduce myslef and submit my application form, hopefully I'll get the job and start bringin in the green soon.:fingerscrossed:

Speaking of money and lack of it, I have taken an interest into altering my own clothes to making them look completly different.  It's a slow process right now, but my interest in fashion has kept me willing to continue. Hopefully I don't screw up more t-shirts then I can afford.:slow:


I :heart: Conan.
Hey dudes and dudettes..

Here is a recent list of all my lovely, wonderful watchers. I love you all and you've all made me feel all special:blowkiss:

Love for all of you.


If I had the time to write out all of the great people on here, I would.. but unfortunatly, there's not enough hours in the day..:D
Well.. Allergic reaction, I suppose..

Yesterday I was chillaxin with a few friends till about 10:30, and I get home and make myself a peice of toast with jam on it for supper. BIG MISTAKE!!!:cries:

After a bit of popcorn and a bit of LoTR3 I begin to feel itchy. I thought it was a few mosquito bites at first.. all over my arms.. and legs.. and sides:O_o:

Basicly it looked as if I had rolled around in a field of poison ivy and swelled up double my size. I feel so fat:fear: Gah!!!

Anddd.. I'm not even going to the doctors! :shakefist:

If I guys get my stuff..
Just kidding.

I'm going away for a week, just thought I'd let you know.

Ill miss everyone who reads this.
There's a lot of things
you can't say out in the open...

For everything else,
There's Mastercard...

I really like ice cream.
And pie.

Today was awesome because I got hypnotized!
It was something I had put on my 'Things to do Before I Die' list and I did it! :D Yay!

What, pretty much, went down was that the dude put me and about 20 other people into a state of pure relaxation, and then suddenly, I had no control of my movements, yet my eyes were open and I was aware of my surroundings.

Basicly, what I did was that I removed many articles from a random photographer in search of my bellybutton, danced to Shania Twain while speaking with a rubber chicken, and then conga'd around the gymnasium. I'll let you know the rest when it comes back to me.

I've been felling so bloody tired lately!
It seems as if all these things are happening non-stop, which I can't really complain about, because I would much rather have this then nothing at all.

But still, it's all these things going on that are just layering on top of each other and I think that I'm in need of a rest sometime in the near future.

I'm also always in pain, mostly in my joints. I think I stretched a muscle in my leg a few days ago and I'm only making it worse by my constant sporting events.

Yesterday, I was in a badminton tournament and I ended up winning first place :#1:, however, I thought the season would be over after, but we have moved on to the finals on thursday, on which day i also have a 2 hour soccer practice.

I can't speak aword of this to my parents or else they will accuse me of complaining and spaz out on me again, which only results in me disliking my father even further.

Sorry for my rambling journal, but I just have to get my feelings out.
Got this from trinket

"ask me 3 questions -- no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this...or not, if you don't want to... i'll post the most interesting questions with totally honest answers in my next entry."

Okay people... GO!

These are all my lovely watchers.
:smooch:es for all!


I recently passed 1000 pageviews, so I'm a lil excited about that, so thank you to all the little people who got me to where I am today! :bow:

:gets booed off stage::boo:


Happy Belated Easter everyone!