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tiny yellow wish
I made a wish; in a small yellow envelope and sent it straight to your door. wishful
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after trauma
Darkness seeps through sanity's veil, corrupting lover's dream; romanticize beloved tale. Forget me not, I beg of you; it was 'the last thing' you would do. Forging nightmares, rage, below my skin, shouting out in angry fear; from deepest depth, within. Light burns, scorching, with unlawful, awful truth, beneath a thousand lies; below, where once 'ego' stood. Forgive me, my choice, giving in to endless pain, I've forgiven you numerous times; don't let my struggle be in vain. Forging ego, renovated self: a new order, from this mess, a lifelong changing challenge; shards of traumatic stress.
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stuck in a bad place
I can’t breathe, sense of drowning on land. instead of flowing, air feels thick uncomfortable. deep breaths I can’t move, like sleep paralysis awake. in endless dream where darkness, gently, seeps through. deep memories I can’t let go, sense of dying, prolonged. instead of fading memories linger I can’t let go I won’t deep pain
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All the things we left; unspoken. All the damage; both hearts broken. But I know I know.... Heartfelt sorrow and forgiveness. Should I've done more?" I'm suffering; lifelong regrets. And I know I know.... Found myself within the rubble; cherished thought: a random cuddle. 'Cause I know I know.... Dead in my tracks, upon hearing the news.. Even though I'm with someone, I still belong to 'the lonely few'. For I know I remember you still.
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Night-scape
A dormant lake reflects the mountain top, topped moon light. Silent cackle against black emptied full of stars. Warm translucent flare below waves of cold, school of shimmers. Under quiescent waves a single streak breaks, moonlit night.
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tempt me
Darkness isn’t a place; isn’t a feeling; foremost, it’s an idea. a thought forced upon us to pursue brittle beliefs. a Good soul for Heaven, an Evil one for Hell. infinite damnation to keep you in check. ”Are you able to distinct-“ imagination from observed reality, though at quantum level, who can tell what is real? phantasma; an illusionary likeness, hidden from the light; so painful and very bright. HERE LIES such trickery; such delight, for the door eternal is only accessible ..in death.
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Facing the diverted
Every day I dream memories that are, long since, past tense. Every night, forging nightmares from fear, diverting slivers of pain. Waking hours, leftover thoughts from yester-years, facing broken dreams.
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I don't want you to [stay]
I don’t want you to go, I don’t want you to go; because when you do, when you did what you did, it really felt like dying. Crashing after flying; breaking point; breakdown. I don’t want you to go; and then you dealt a final blow, when you really got up and left; I fell from my own grace. Cherish, your so called: illusion; blank point; reunion. I don’t want you to go; it all seems so long ago, when you called me back, begging for forgiveness I don’t want you to go, but I don’t want you back.
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(un)employed
Capital loss Break-away-freedom Tearing at the seams Car-crash ride Your jobless utopia Financed by my Depressed and stressed Working overtime I love you but I worry Your lifestyle Mine undone
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No name
Nightfall; cold seeps through restless sleep, where I lay my last wish down. Straight from my heart; deepest below, I can't forget where you used to be; please erase my mind. Dark in between; prohibit my luck, deafening silence after giggles in storm; did we do wrong?
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tiny yellow wish
I made a wish; in a small yellow envelope and sent it straight to your door. wishful
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after trauma
Darkness seeps through sanity's veil, corrupting lover's dream; romanticize beloved tale. Forget me not, I beg of you; it was 'the last thing' you would do. Forging nightmares, rage, below my skin, shouting out in angry fear; from deepest depth, within. Light burns, scorching, with unlawful, awful truth, beneath a thousand lies; below, where once 'ego' stood. Forgive me, my choice, giving in to endless pain, I've forgiven you numerous times; don't let my struggle be in vain. Forging ego, renovated self: a new order, from this mess, a lifelong changing challenge; shards of traumatic stress.
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stuck in a bad place
I can’t breathe, sense of drowning on land. instead of flowing, air feels thick uncomfortable. deep breaths I can’t move, like sleep paralysis awake. in endless dream where darkness, gently, seeps through. deep memories I can’t let go, sense of dying, prolonged. instead of fading memories linger I can’t let go I won’t deep pain
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M.
All the things we left; unspoken. All the damage; both hearts broken. But I know I know.... Heartfelt sorrow and forgiveness. Should I've done more?" I'm suffering; lifelong regrets. And I know I know.... Found myself within the rubble; cherished thought: a random cuddle. 'Cause I know I know.... Dead in my tracks, upon hearing the news.. Even though I'm with someone, I still belong to 'the lonely few'. For I know I remember you still.
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Night-scape
A dormant lake reflects the mountain top, topped moon light. Silent cackle against black emptied full of stars. Warm translucent flare below waves of cold, school of shimmers. Under quiescent waves a single streak breaks, moonlit night.
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tempt me
Darkness isn’t a place; isn’t a feeling; foremost, it’s an idea. a thought forced upon us to pursue brittle beliefs. a Good soul for Heaven, an Evil one for Hell. infinite damnation to keep you in check. ”Are you able to distinct-“ imagination from observed reality, though at quantum level, who can tell what is real? phantasma; an illusionary likeness, hidden from the light; so painful and very bright. HERE LIES such trickery; such delight, for the door eternal is only accessible ..in death.
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Facing the diverted
Every day I dream memories that are, long since, past tense. Every night, forging nightmares from fear, diverting slivers of pain. Waking hours, leftover thoughts from yester-years, facing broken dreams.
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I don't want you to [stay]
I don’t want you to go, I don’t want you to go; because when you do, when you did what you did, it really felt like dying. Crashing after flying; breaking point; breakdown. I don’t want you to go; and then you dealt a final blow, when you really got up and left; I fell from my own grace. Cherish, your so called: illusion; blank point; reunion. I don’t want you to go; it all seems so long ago, when you called me back, begging for forgiveness I don’t want you to go, but I don’t want you back.
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(un)employed
Capital loss Break-away-freedom Tearing at the seams Car-crash ride Your jobless utopia Financed by my Depressed and stressed Working overtime I love you but I worry Your lifestyle Mine undone
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No name
Nightfall; cold seeps through restless sleep, where I lay my last wish down. Straight from my heart; deepest below, I can't forget where you used to be; please erase my mind. Dark in between; prohibit my luck, deafening silence after giggles in storm; did we do wrong?
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A poem without rhymes
I was so sure – I have never been sure about anything. I composed a poem For you, And when I decided to put it on paper I had already forgotten it. These stanzas do not rhyme As my feelings do not know rhythm. I look at the pale landscape Without you A “you” that I Do not even know how to say who. I look inside – Confusion. I can not distinguish anymore The faces They look all the same. I can not distinguish My face. My own will - Where is it? I am a mere puppet Of destiny. The flow moves me And I can not say anymore Who I am. Lost in the crowd, And the current comes – Disguised. I am
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Alchemical glitch
Alchemical glitch - A symbol of my disease. I wanted to show you What I meant. Never will I ever Say The precise word. A word That destroys our worlds - Hurricanes in my skin.
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Garden of bones
[You left me In a garden of bones.] Every single time we meet          I go to our encouter                With hopes of being eternal. And I end up there         Shedding black tears                   With a corpse                         In my hands.
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By the moonlight
The moon looked so sharp it could cut the sky. But it actually just gave me nightmares.
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As melancholy dissipatess...
And while melancholy dissipates, giving place to wonder, fear undones itself & each door becomes accessible.
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Syndrome
I'm not like other people. Sometimes I wish I were, Other times I'm happy That I'm not. I can't bear their chit-chat For half an hour. I can't be Among them for too long. It's stupid to hate Your own kind. But I'm not like the others. Sometimes I wish I were, Other times I don't. I have crisis of personality And rages. Probably just the Symptoms of a sick girl Suffering from a rotten world.
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Pandora's box
Who gave it to you, Those years of sadness, And then death? Like it was your birthday It came as a present Neatly wrapped in Decorated paper.
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Just a Lie...
Just a Lie... Roses rose from beneath, Chimaera's afraid to show their teeth, Souls of the dead began to cry, When dragons became afraid to fly. The nights went unnaturally dark, The extinct fire never gave a spark, The fenix eventually burnt himself, When a dark rock turned into an elf. Only the brave realy understand, That this place is no-ones land, Unlike the centaurs who began to cry, When they noticed, life is just a lie... -Blight-
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Not dead
I haven't died. ..but.. I am recovering from a drug-induced Psychosis, due to someone spiking my drink at a party, with a deadly dose of GHB. The hallucinations have gotten better, my eyesight is getting clear again and my sleep-routine is being fixed. I am trying to write down what the experience was like for me, but it will all take some time. Thank you for your patience. Sincerely yours Blight
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Last year, around this time, I almost killed myself. Looking back, I want to thank anyone who listened, was there, and helped me through that time. A good Yule to all! A wish, given, even to those, whom drove me into that darkness, Have a good end of ...
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SequenceNemesis's avatar
If you could choose three poems that you wrote as your favorites, which ones would be?
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Blight215|Hobbyist Writer
ooff.. that's a difficult one.
I definitely like my newer works more.
AbuseRelapse,
prevent my triggers,
rehearse,
what I might tell ya.
Take away,
my sedatives,
I’ve fallen,
I’m prey.
Can you imagine,
my pain, no gain,
my anxiety,
fear of society.
I’ll fight the world,
confident, so self-secure,
must fight the urge,
cause there isn’t a cure.
Their words, in vain
they’re talking no sense
the persistent thoughts
can’t be contained, now.
I’m breaking
systematically taking
these pills
medication, they call it.
Push me, force me
out of my own
my world is gone;
lost in depression.
Revolve, evolve
I’m trying to cope
the dangers unknown
what will you tell me?
Recite, tell me what’s wrong
free me and show me the way
I’ve fallen, past tense;
I’m prey, now.

charcoal on paperDark strokes
of burnt black;
fallen dead trees,
death turned creative.
Dreary Tuesday night,
coffee losing heat;
smoke kills - fills my oxygen,
in ash covered waves
sadness echoes.
Stroke upon stroke,
words, scribbles, lines,
consuming
the lightness of white.
Broken down lines,
faded layers of night;
dark strokes
of burnt black,
scraping the light away,
like
..charcoal on paper

in-completeIn complete silence,
                      I am
incomplete silence...

(that last one is a bit tricky, not really a poem, but it refers to my life with Tourette's Syndrome)

so if you don't count the little play on words, here's one of my earliest works, I still like:
Just a Lie...
Just a Lie...
Roses rose from beneath,
Chimaera's afraid to show their teeth,
Souls of the dead began to cry,
When dragons became afraid to fly.
The nights went unnaturally dark,
The extinct fire never gave a spark,
The fenix eventually burnt himself,
When a dark rock turned into an elf.
Only the brave realy understand,
That this place is no-ones land,
Unlike the centaurs who began to cry,
When they noticed, life is just a lie...
-Blight-<i>
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I had already read the first one, the first and the second are my favorites among these poems. ^^
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SequenceNemesis's avatar
Thanks for the favs! Your poems are good. I started to watch you :)
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Blight215|Hobbyist Writer
hey thanks, I'm still going through your works, you're a fantastic writer.
Might as well return that watch :)
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SequenceNemesis's avatar
Thank you! <3
I'm going to read more poems from your gallery as well! 
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Irridescentt|Hobbyist Writer
Thanks alot for all the faves. :)
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