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Up In Smoke

Dim Rainbows

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Dim Rainbows

Grew up somewhere South of Big Time I gotta say that old two bedroom was a good time One day I fell in love with Rock 'N Roll she's always been sweet to me It's how I chase after thrills drink my whiskey and pop these pills Started out young and woke up old enough one day everybody says I'll be great I honestly can't see it but damn sure hope they're right Days drag on and years slip by One of these days I'll just sit down and cry Thinking about all the things I missed Bartender give me a whiskey triple and a rum with a lime twist One of these days I swear I'll love myself Still on the same road to ruin don't think I'll ever chang

Hunted

Drown the World

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Drown the World

Another night of gunfire and blasting speakers filling my mind. Another kill scored for my team, another hour ticks away. Night wanes and my consciousness begins to fade. My eyes close seeking much needed rest when the alarm goes off. Time for another day. Another day of my personal Hell. Only good thing is the night, at night I will drown the world again.

Warm

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Warm

The night whispers and shoves my curtains aside. Under the sheets I curl deeper as the icy zephyrs cut me again. The window is open and my heater isn't on, yet I'm very warm. A surge of chill comes again and does little to scathe my skin. I curl deeper and closer for increased comfort. Come what may, lying next to you I'll always be warm.

Crippled Soul

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Crippled Soul

In me is a chain around every vein. A weight on my heart every time I think of you. Heft so great it cripples my soul. I wish you knew me, or even that I exist. I will pine for you long after I'm gone. Even though I denied my feelings and begged for you to just disappear, I always knew the fucking truth. Now my lies and rage plague me deep inside to a degree I can't handle. I wish that for just one second I could know your touch and smell and that you would come back to me. I dream every night of holding your hand and wake up clutching sheets with a crippled soul. Anger boils though it were steel in the forge. I can't shake this pain and I s

The One

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The One

Oh, my love, your shine is unequaled this eve. The silver glimmer under full moonlight. Just thought you should know I love you. Thank you, dearest. You taste sweet as wine. One more kiss before you leave, darling?

What Dreams are Made of

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What Dreams are Made of

I remember merely dreaming of you In all of my years I never knew That you would be mine Surreal like a rift in time Every morning my wildest dreams come true When I wake up roll over and kiss you

Ashes and Roses

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Ashes and Roses

The immortal misery I live with traps me. Forces of the world conspire to destroy me. Pain and rage burning deep inside. Not a safe haven in sight, nowhere to hide. Destruction and lust, emeralds and dust. No more tomorrows after tonight. Love's promise broken, emotions fractured. Crash of thunder kills the light. Brand new world, agony manufactured. There is no peace in this life of ashes and roses. The death of all love in a world of ashes and roses.

Onyx Kiss

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Onyx Kiss

With every breath I take I can feel my heart break. Dying inside Pain is my bride. In nothing I trust Death is my lust. Swallowed by self Away they all melt. I swear on all things below and above If ever given a choice I'll take death over love.
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Up In Smoke

Dim Rainbows

D

Dim Rainbows

Grew up somewhere South of Big Time I gotta say that old two bedroom was a good time One day I fell in love with Rock 'N Roll she's always been sweet to me It's how I chase after thrills drink my whiskey and pop these pills Started out young and woke up old enough one day everybody says I'll be great I honestly can't see it but damn sure hope they're right Days drag on and years slip by One of these days I'll just sit down and cry Thinking about all the things I missed Bartender give me a whiskey triple and a rum with a lime twist One of these days I swear I'll love myself Still on the same road to ruin don't think I'll ever chang

Hunted

Drown the World

D

Drown the World

Another night of gunfire and blasting speakers filling my mind. Another kill scored for my team, another hour ticks away. Night wanes and my consciousness begins to fade. My eyes close seeking much needed rest when the alarm goes off. Time for another day. Another day of my personal Hell. Only good thing is the night, at night I will drown the world again.

Warm

W

Warm

The night whispers and shoves my curtains aside. Under the sheets I curl deeper as the icy zephyrs cut me again. The window is open and my heater isn't on, yet I'm very warm. A surge of chill comes again and does little to scathe my skin. I curl deeper and closer for increased comfort. Come what may, lying next to you I'll always be warm.

Crippled Soul

C

Crippled Soul

In me is a chain around every vein. A weight on my heart every time I think of you. Heft so great it cripples my soul. I wish you knew me, or even that I exist. I will pine for you long after I'm gone. Even though I denied my feelings and begged for you to just disappear, I always knew the fucking truth. Now my lies and rage plague me deep inside to a degree I can't handle. I wish that for just one second I could know your touch and smell and that you would come back to me. I dream every night of holding your hand and wake up clutching sheets with a crippled soul. Anger boils though it were steel in the forge. I can't shake this pain and I s

The One

T

The One

Oh, my love, your shine is unequaled this eve. The silver glimmer under full moonlight. Just thought you should know I love you. Thank you, dearest. You taste sweet as wine. One more kiss before you leave, darling?

What Dreams are Made of

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What Dreams are Made of

I remember merely dreaming of you In all of my years I never knew That you would be mine Surreal like a rift in time Every morning my wildest dreams come true When I wake up roll over and kiss you

Ashes and Roses

A

Ashes and Roses

The immortal misery I live with traps me. Forces of the world conspire to destroy me. Pain and rage burning deep inside. Not a safe haven in sight, nowhere to hide. Destruction and lust, emeralds and dust. No more tomorrows after tonight. Love's promise broken, emotions fractured. Crash of thunder kills the light. Brand new world, agony manufactured. There is no peace in this life of ashes and roses. The death of all love in a world of ashes and roses.

Onyx Kiss

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Onyx Kiss

With every breath I take I can feel my heart break. Dying inside Pain is my bride. In nothing I trust Death is my lust. Swallowed by self Away they all melt. I swear on all things below and above If ever given a choice I'll take death over love.

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Paper Wings

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Paper Wings

Haiku #1 Interpret my heart Perpetual with regret flowing like a leaf

Spotlight

My Rose For You

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My Rose For You

I'd love to give you a rose The way I gave you my heart You broke me so long ago When I gave you my trust I knew it was true love Like the flight of a dove You thought it was only lust I'd still give you a rose And for a picture with you pose My love for you will never end So I'm glad you're still my friend Hopefully some day we can be together And I'll prove my affections will last forever
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  • Dec 16
  • United States
  • Deviant for 12 years
  • He / Him
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My Bio
I'm not really into a lot of stuff, but what I like I love. Fishing when it's in season, walking or driving with nowhere in mind, writing, video games, role playing, cooking, drinking, writing metal lyrics, listening to metal and hanging out with my friends. That's about all that really interests me to any degree.

Current Residence: Lurking in the shadows behind you.
deviantWEAR sizing preference: X-Large.
Print preference: Fucking huge. Unfucked up. Unpixilated.
Favourite genre of music: Metal, everything else sucks!
Favourite photographer: Anyone who takes good pictures of woodland life.
Favourite style of art: Fantasy, horror and sci-fi.
Operating System: Windows slave, just like everyone else.
MP3 player of choice: One that doesn't totally suck and malfunction all the time.
Wallpaper of choice: A picture of a dragon breathing fire on an enemy army.
Skin of choice: My own.
Favourite cartoon character: Stewie from Family Guy & Cartman from South Park. I like villains.
Personal Quote: If I was drowning, would you save me? If I cried, would you console me?

Favourite Visual Artist
Luis Royo, Boris Vellajio and Larry Elmore
Favourite Movies
Mrs. Doubtfire, 300, Wanted, The Gods Must Be Crazy, Braveheart, and Full Metal Jacket.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Iron Maiden, 3 Inches of Blood, Ozzy, Manowar, Megadeth & Five Finger Death Punch.
Favourite Writers
Clive Barker, Stephen King, Clive Cussler and Tom Clancy
Favourite Games
Champions of Norrath, Madden NFL, GTA series, Tekken series and most shooters.
Favourite Gaming Platform
PS2 & XBox 360.
Tools of the Trade
Intellect, creativity and insanity. You're either born with them or without them.
Other Interests
Writing, video games, cooking, fishing, drinking and a few other things.

Just One Wish

Just One Wish

Welcome, new readers and true believers alike. Below is a short portion of my life story. Enjoy! If you were given the opportunity to make all of your wildest dreams come true, for a price to be later determined, would you do it? Would you choose a destiny of greatness and immortality or would love conquer all? Is money what's really important to you? Just thought I would ask, dear readers. Last night was a ton of fun. I went and did karaoke and had a few drinks and ... that was mostly it. I think my friend Tiffany is attracted to me, I'm not sure. Who knows with women? All I know is I'm lovin' it!

Another Day ....

Another Day ....

Ever find yourself in a decent mood for no reason? Today I wake up, almost happy to be alive for no reason. I get to see some peeps tonight that I haven't seen in like forever. That's not why I'm happy. I have no idea what to think or feel anymore. I wish you all the best. Your Pal, BD

Fiery Hooks of Heartbreak

Fiery Hooks of Heartbreak

All I feel is misery lodged in me. I've been gone for .... I have no clue how long. My ex-fiancee and I broke up in June and I've still not recovered in any form. I wish I could get just ONE more chance to make things right. That's all I'd ever need. Why must I be such a fuck up? Everything I touch falls to ruin. Every song I hear reminds me of her. I relaly wish things would just one time go in my favor. Anyone with words of wisdom or encouragement, help a dude out. Thanks.

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ArtOriginalProfessional Photographer
thank you°
KarmicCircleArts General Artist
Thanks for favorites
pixelbudahProfessional Digital Artist
I just wanted to thank :thanks: you so much for the :+fav:
thank you for the favorite!
NaguKadiHobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav. ;)
ILTBYHobbyist Photographer
Hi there :iconbouncyhai:

Thanks so much for the watch, it's very appreciated :thanks: :bow: :iconhappydancerplz:

Have a good one! :iconcarameldansenplz:

Josie :icontrampolinefunplz:
HiddenWithinHobbyist General Artist
Hey you. I didn't know you were on dA until I started poking around. I've been on here for quite awhile. Heh. A loooong time. Anywho, drop me a line sometime, and don't forget to check my work. lol.