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Wind Power by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Wind Power :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 1 9 Texas roadside by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Texas roadside :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 3 1 Meander by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Meander :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 2 12 In a cotton field 2 by BldngHrtCnsrvtv In a cotton field 2 :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 0 0 Texas Cotton 3 by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Texas Cotton 3 :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 0 2 Texas Cotton by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Texas Cotton :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 1 48 Texas Cotton 2 by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Texas Cotton 2 :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 0 0 Ocean at dusk by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Ocean at dusk :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 0 4 Moth C by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Moth C :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 0 0 Moth B by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Moth B :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 2 16 look like a leaf by BldngHrtCnsrvtv look like a leaf :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 0 0 Moth by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Moth :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 2 6 Help me by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Help me :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 2 2 In a cotton field by BldngHrtCnsrvtv In a cotton field :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 2 5 Blue Lady by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Blue Lady :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 1 6 Texas Wildflowers 2 by BldngHrtCnsrvtv Texas Wildflowers 2 :iconbldnghrtcnsrvtv:BldngHrtCnsrvtv 0 14
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Have a Cup of Tea by stuartmcghee Have a Cup of Tea :iconstuartmcghee:stuartmcghee 11 19
I LOVE these!!



United States
Current Residence: Texas
deviantWEAR sizing preference: S
Print preference: 8 x 10
Favourite genre of music: Everything.
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: I don't know much about art but I know what I like.
Operating System: Irrelevant
mp3 player of choice: Also irrelevant.
Shell of choice: Irrelevant, too.
Wallpaper of choice: Seriously?
Skin of choice: The one I'm in.
Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny
Personal Quote: I know you believe you understand what you think I said, but what you heard is not what I meant.
So, the last time I wrote a journal entry may have been 2010, is that right?

Yeah, cancer, that's a thing. I had it. I'm done with it. It wrecked shit for a time. Not your ordinary average run-of-the-mill cancer experience, if there is such a thing. Short version is doctors told me that I'd be able to keep working and such, but they were wrong, and treatment took me completely out of the world of the living. I was gone such a long time that when I got back I wasn't quite the same person at all anymore, so there didn't seem much purpose in doing the things I used to do. So I've been away. 

I'm changed and yet not. I'll get around to figuring out how to put that into words eventually. In the meantime, I'm back, and I have access to a DSLR camera now. And I'm writing again, snippets of stuff, maybe different than what I used to, but there it is all the same. 

Posting something now, just to see if anyone is out there, and I'll try to be around more often, if I can. 
  • Listening to: The white noise machine
  • Reading: Working With Dreams and PTSD Nightmares
  • Watching: NA
  • Playing: upon your heartstrings
  • Eating: dark chocolate
  • Drinking: green tea

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Raakone Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2017
Happy Birthday!
BldngHrtCnsrvtv Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2018

I just noticed that you tell me "Happy Birthday" every year on my birthday. Even though I didn't answer in 2016, you still came and told me again in 2017. I'm sorry I didn't write back. I wasn't ignoring you. In 2015 I was diagnosed with cancer, and even though treatment was short by comparison to what some go through, it was life changing, and I haven't been writing or photographing or really doing much of anything lately. I'm thinking of coming back now, though. Anyway, I wasn't ignoring you. I hope you are doing well. 
Raakone Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2016
Happy Birthday!
Raakone Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2015
Happy Birthday!
operaqhost Featured By Owner May 25, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
hello, I'm interested in the Erik plushies.

I know they are sold out but, do you think that I could pay for one to be made?
BldngHrtCnsrvtv Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2015
Hi. Sorry for the long delay in reply. I was out with cancer. :(

I wish there was a way to order just one Erik. We had them made at a factory in China. I believe the minimum order is 100, and I had think I had to order 300 to make them affordable. I would love to do a second run of them, or to do a Red Death version, but I simply don't have the capital to do it right now. If you know any investors, though......?
eklekt Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2015
Hope you're in good health.

You should announce a month or two in advance here, twitter, tumblr, reddit, and such that you're going to do a kickstarter, then when you launch you'll have an army of investors.

Also let me know if you intend to do that because I really want one.
operaqhost Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Ah I'm sorry to hear that, how are you feeling?

I sadly don't know any investors, but if you post a journal about it, someone might help.
I'd love for them to have a second run, and a Red Death version would be really cool.
BldngHrtCnsrvtv Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2018
Hi. It's been 2.5 years, but I'm back, at least for today. 
No progress on red death. 
That said, I'm glad we did the original plush project. At least that happened. It was a good thing.
Hope you are well.
Raakone Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014
Happy Birthday!
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