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That's The Spirit by BlazeyBakeneko
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The Conversion Of Jerrica
I was in the lap of luxury, more or less. I’d been playing the stock market for a long time, just before I entered adulthood. I won’t lie and tell you I was self-made. I certainly had no shortage of luck and connections to powerful people. And so I had a life much more comfortable than most. I had a two story house with the best furniture. I had the best tailors to sew the best suits. I had the best chefs to cook the best food. And yet...something was missing.
I was alone. And constantly busy. There was time to relax, yes. I had eight hours of sleep a day. I had an hour of jacuzzi time each time. I worked in an hour for each of the two meals I had a day. I considered myself lucky, all things considered. But most of that time was on a phone, or on a computer, and not doing “fun” things like browsing websites or calling party lines. I had to keep track of every rising and lowering stock, had to know when to buy and when to sell, and I had to do it almost every wak
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Atheist Tomboy to Femme Angel TF
Reggie stomped to the abandoned cathedral in her tank top, cargo shorts, and Doc Martins. She knocked as hard on the ancient wooden doors as she could, before crossing her arms and waiting for someone to come out. Come out someone did, and it was a strange sight, thought Reggie wasn’t about to wince at something like this yet. After all, her friend could just have been messing with her. There was a lot you could do with special effects these days.
“How have you been, today, Reggie? I hope our Father has rained many blessings on you,” the smiling, floating, fluttering entity that looked vaguely like her friend had look asked. The tone seemed condescending, but strangely comforting, especially if Reggie looked the apparition in the eyes, so Reggie did her best to avoid eye contact.  It looked a bit like her friend in the face, but it was...unnatural, Reggie thought. The strange long blonde drill pigtails that seemed like they were made out of nylon, the skin that s
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I dreamed last night
I dreamed last night Twilight Sparkle (as a unicorn) and a filly were going through the crystal mines underneath Canterlot, and they kept having brief moments of lost time, where Twilight aged rabidly, while the filly stayed the same age. 
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Rise of the Omo's - Chapter 3
Chapter 3 – A growing army.
 
 
“Man. There never seems to be a two-tailed fox around when ya need him,” said Sonic as he continued to run around looking for his pal. It had been some time since he started the search with a few pit stops for snacks in-between, but there was no sign of Tails or Amy anywhere.
 
 
“Ok, I’ve had enough. I’m checking his place again. Surely he must be back by now.” He revered and run straight back to Green Hill where he arrived back at Tails workshop. He usually enjoyed a long run like this when Dr Eggman wasn’t causing trouble, but now the hedgehog just wanted this to be over for the sake of keeping Cream waiting.
 
 
“Yo Tails, open up! If your still not here, then I’m gonna nap outside your front door until you open up.” He rang on the doorbell several times until Tails finally opened the door looking a little worried.
 
 
“Hey Sonic, yo
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Rise of the Omo's - Chapter 2
Chapter 2 – The Birth of Oma-Amy
Amy continued to march stiffly along Green Hill with Omochao flying right beside her, laughing maniacally at the thought of making a complete fool out of the pink hedgehog.  They were coming up towards the restaurant from yesterday which gave the robot an idea.
“I’m gonna march you right towards those guys eating lunch over there, and you’ll walk right over the table messing up their lunch!” he said pointing towards a monkey and a gorilla eating. “Muhahahaha! My well thought out schemes know no limits!” He got behind Amy and turned her key around more so that it wouldn’t run out too early and flew off to hide. Amy kept moving forward mindlessly towards the table at a slow pace.
“This joint is out in the middle of nowhere and it took em half an hour to bring me my grub!” said the monkey as he munched on a piece of banana cake.
“Relax dear chum,” the gorilla replied in a s
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Rise of the Omo's - Chapter 1
Chapter 1 – An Omo Kind of Evil.  
Springtime had arrived on Sonic’s World, were all were outside enjoying the warm weather they had been waiting a long time for. All except for Miles Tails Prower, who was perfectly happy inside his workshop as he was busy working on something. Whenever Tails wasn’t out adventuring with his best friend Sonic, he would be building new inventions to either benefit against many battles with Dr Eggman, or for his own benefits. Elsewhere Sonic the Hedgehog was running around, as usual, looking for something to do. He and the rest of his friends had recently defeated Eggman so everything was nice and peaceful, for now at least. Sonic was enjoying his free time while it lasted as Eggman wouldn’t take long to resurface for another battle of good vs evil. Sonic decided that he wanted to go and visit Tails, so in a matter of minutes, he arrived at his door. He walked himself in finding Tails working.
“Hey, buddy, what
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Mecha Sally vs Nagus Micro Scene
Nagus floated as a helpless spirit above St. John's unconscious but freed body.
"Wait! Stop! If you destroy me and my magic, you'll never have any chance of being cured!"
Mecha Sally charged up her head canon, her eyes never leaving the wizard's specter. "I've had a while to think about it since I've been freed from Robotnik's control, with my friends and my family, and I've realized: as long as my choices are my own?" She fired a blast that obliterated Nagus' presence from this plane of reality. "There's nothing about me that needs to be 'cured.' "
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The Custom Heroes - And my Thoughts on Them
So...remember when I said that Lowell could be the next character in Sonic Forces? WELL...
I'm fairly sure the news we got about Sonic Forces concerning that mysterious third character was one of the more...contentious things this franchise has ever managed to whip up for itself. At least, that's what some say. I'd say it's a touch more straightforward than simply "some like it, some hate it and most don't mind". Yes, even simpler than THAT. For those who don't know, the new character in Sonic Forces...is you! Yes, finally, we have been given a Character Creator, a true Original Character generator. You can make your own character, customise him or her, and use them to save the world and battle Eggman. Details are a bit sketchy but it seems the third wheel gameplay is Modern Sonic's boost-style gameplay, only instead of Boosting you are allowed to use actual weaponry and combat against the robots, designed around using the Wisps and a grappling hook.
Now this has its supporters and its
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"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. All these things will be lost in time, like tears in rain. "

I'm having...something of a Twilight Zone/Outer Limits/Black Mirror moment right now. Things aren't looking good. The party went fine, excellent even, but I did and saw things that made things fall apart afterward. I don't know when I'll be back after posting this. I'd like to say around the time the new year starts, but it's looking like a few weeks at best and never at worst. This isn't a suicide note. I'm going to try to stay stable and living as long as I can. It's just...well, my situation is a lot worse off than I thought, and I don't know how to fix it. In light of that...I'm deeply sorry for all the stories and roleplays I said I was going to do, said I'd do becuse I kept telling myself things weren't that bad. Me saying "I'm sorry" doesn't help much, but if you're upset, I understand. Maybe I'll make it up to you in some other life if it doesn't work out in this one.

I usually don't want to blame possible autism for my problems. I don't usually like to talk about my problems much, for fear of saying that I have it worse than others. Indeed, many people are going through torture far worse than anything I'm going through now. And maybe it's all in my head...But maybe it isn't. I just...know what I percieve. Maybe I'll look back on this goodbye message someday and laugh. Or maybe I'll cringe. But until I can be sure things are safe...I'm here typing this while I can, and just...trying to give you guys some idea of what happened to me. CSI Madmax was a deviant who wasn't so lucky, wasn't able to tell her story before she wound up on the streets. So, I hope this won't be the last you'll see of me, but for now, this is basically my last well and testament. I wound up putting in some otherkin-ish stuff that probably makes no sense, but my trust of my own perceptions isn't great right now.

The...not so open minded relatives I was doing favors for...were abusive parents. I told myself that I wouldn't think of them abusive, that I was a spoiled brat for thinking anything negative against them. But there's a chance they might institutionalize me for seemingly autistic facial expressions or mannerisms, or kick me out for it.

I made the terrible mistake of yelling back when I realized what direction they were going in. I didn't hit them or I swear to high heaven I would not be able to be posting this right now. I learned that my nicer relatives were also under the thumb of my abusers, and I accidentally put them in danger of losing their house. They were disappointed in me, but forgiving. I can't rag on them, at any rate. They helped me apologize profusely to what are, in effect, my owners. Things are stable...for now. I might be able to move into that house still. My friends may be able to pay off that house I was talking about and be truly free.

But that could all fall apart on a whim if my abusers deem it so. I have to take responsibility for my outburst...even thought I don't know if it was really my fault. There is a techique called gaslighting that abusers use to believe your suffering is all in your head. That it's your fault if you get punished for rebelling. That's you're just overreacting, that you're uppity, hysterical.

I don't know if that's what's happening to me. But here I am, just...taking my licks, taking responsibility even if I don't know what's going on, don't know if I have free will or the illusion of it, don't know what's real anymore.

It probably seems like I'm making myself out to be the unluckiest person in the world. But I've emotionally abused people online years ago, until I realized to late that I was acting in my abusers' image. So...I know that...it's not just me that's suffering in this world. This place isn't earth. It's either hell, or purgatory. It's a place where we are giving hearts, but punished for feeling, given mouths but expected not to scream.

"The nail thats stands out gets hammered down," as they say in Japan.

"Existence is pain"...As they also say in Japan.

So, like I said, this isn't a suicide note. I may feel like I can't move forward somtimes. But I never give into that impulse. Don't assume I died out on the streets unless a full two years without contact happens. I'll try to survive, even if I have to resort to...the world's oldest profression. But I'll try. I'll try to make it.

Because...I don't know who I've been in previous lives. I have hunches, and as part of my farewell here, I'll list a few of them in my sign off. I don't have time to be afraid of being put in some cringe compilation screencap, I have other things to worry about.

But I've tried. Damn it all, I've tried again and again, even before this life, to make it work, to find some kind of lasting happiness, to be a better person. And somehow, even I can't trust my own memory or perceptions...I don't think it's ever totally worked. But I'll keep going because...like I said I'm just...wired that way. I can't...stop, no matter how dire things get or how badly I fail.

Maybe we're all just following a script in someone else's story. Maybe none of this actually matters. But I'm not going to give up unless I absolutely have to. If I don't see any of you again, so long and well...even if it's a long, long time, hope to see you again. At least conciousness continuing to exist is something I can count on. I'll try to keep living but for now...I guess I gotta say bye.

- Teresa "Terri" Violet Tsukino/Amy Rose/Sally Acorn/Princess Elise/Blaze the Cat/Wade Wilson


Heading to that party but hope to be back tomorrow.😉
More going on to prep the party than expected today, but hopefully everyone's holiday is going well and hope to be back Thursday. :3
General health of body and computer seem to be getting better, though there's some work to be done pre-Yule/Christmas/Chanukah/Kwanzaa/I'm probably forgetting some others. Tomorrow and Thursday look free though so looking forward to posting more. :3
Allergy seems to be clearing after Advil hope to return quick.

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"I've seen things you people wouldn't believe. All these things will be lost in time, like tears in rain. "

I'm having...something of a Twilight Zone/Outer Limits/Black Mirror moment right now. Things aren't looking good. The party went fine, excellent even, but I did and saw things that made things fall apart afterward. I don't know when I'll be back after posting this. I'd like to say around the time the new year starts, but it's looking like a few weeks at best and never at worst. This isn't a suicide note. I'm going to try to stay stable and living as long as I can. It's just...well, my situation is a lot worse off than I thought, and I don't know how to fix it. In light of that...I'm deeply sorry for all the stories and roleplays I said I was going to do, said I'd do becuse I kept telling myself things weren't that bad. Me saying "I'm sorry" doesn't help much, but if you're upset, I understand. Maybe I'll make it up to you in some other life if it doesn't work out in this one.

I usually don't want to blame possible autism for my problems. I don't usually like to talk about my problems much, for fear of saying that I have it worse than others. Indeed, many people are going through torture far worse than anything I'm going through now. And maybe it's all in my head...But maybe it isn't. I just...know what I percieve. Maybe I'll look back on this goodbye message someday and laugh. Or maybe I'll cringe. But until I can be sure things are safe...I'm here typing this while I can, and just...trying to give you guys some idea of what happened to me. CSI Madmax was a deviant who wasn't so lucky, wasn't able to tell her story before she wound up on the streets. So, I hope this won't be the last you'll see of me, but for now, this is basically my last well and testament. I wound up putting in some otherkin-ish stuff that probably makes no sense, but my trust of my own perceptions isn't great right now.

The...not so open minded relatives I was doing favors for...were abusive parents. I told myself that I wouldn't think of them abusive, that I was a spoiled brat for thinking anything negative against them. But there's a chance they might institutionalize me for seemingly autistic facial expressions or mannerisms, or kick me out for it.

I made the terrible mistake of yelling back when I realized what direction they were going in. I didn't hit them or I swear to high heaven I would not be able to be posting this right now. I learned that my nicer relatives were also under the thumb of my abusers, and I accidentally put them in danger of losing their house. They were disappointed in me, but forgiving. I can't rag on them, at any rate. They helped me apologize profusely to what are, in effect, my owners. Things are stable...for now. I might be able to move into that house still. My friends may be able to pay off that house I was talking about and be truly free.

But that could all fall apart on a whim if my abusers deem it so. I have to take responsibility for my outburst...even thought I don't know if it was really my fault. There is a techique called gaslighting that abusers use to believe your suffering is all in your head. That it's your fault if you get punished for rebelling. That's you're just overreacting, that you're uppity, hysterical.

I don't know if that's what's happening to me. But here I am, just...taking my licks, taking responsibility even if I don't know what's going on, don't know if I have free will or the illusion of it, don't know what's real anymore.

It probably seems like I'm making myself out to be the unluckiest person in the world. But I've emotionally abused people online years ago, until I realized to late that I was acting in my abusers' image. So...I know that...it's not just me that's suffering in this world. This place isn't earth. It's either hell, or purgatory. It's a place where we are giving hearts, but punished for feeling, given mouths but expected not to scream.

"The nail thats stands out gets hammered down," as they say in Japan.

"Existence is pain"...As they also say in Japan.

So, like I said, this isn't a suicide note. I may feel like I can't move forward somtimes. But I never give into that impulse. Don't assume I died out on the streets unless a full two years without contact happens. I'll try to survive, even if I have to resort to...the world's oldest profression. But I'll try. I'll try to make it.

Because...I don't know who I've been in previous lives. I have hunches, and as part of my farewell here, I'll list a few of them in my sign off. I don't have time to be afraid of being put in some cringe compilation screencap, I have other things to worry about.

But I've tried. Damn it all, I've tried again and again, even before this life, to make it work, to find some kind of lasting happiness, to be a better person. And somehow, even I can't trust my own memory or perceptions...I don't think it's ever totally worked. But I'll keep going because...like I said I'm just...wired that way. I can't...stop, no matter how dire things get or how badly I fail.

Maybe we're all just following a script in someone else's story. Maybe none of this actually matters. But I'm not going to give up unless I absolutely have to. If I don't see any of you again, so long and well...even if it's a long, long time, hope to see you again. At least conciousness continuing to exist is something I can count on. I'll try to keep living but for now...I guess I gotta say bye.

- Teresa "Terri" Violet Tsukino/Amy Rose/Sally Acorn/Princess Elise/Blaze the Cat/Wade Wilson


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MLP-Retro Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
*hugs hard* I hope you see this at some point. I miss you and hope you're at least getting closer to a better life.
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TheFerbguy Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
From Doc/Basil
Hi Blazey! I was curious if you would be interested in doing anything with Alternate Luna from the IDW FIM Reflections arc once we're done with the Shadowbolt Cult RP:

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We can talk more about it whenever you're able to hop on steam. It's been two months or so since we last RPed Shadowbolt Cult, so I was hoping we could catch up on it, though I know you're busy with moving and all. Hope to see you there soon!
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YangIsCool Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2018
I assume you're going to do something involving Bowsette (or at least the crown).
Is that correct?
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BlazeyBakeneko Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2018
Yeah. :D Possibly a normal human being reality warped into becoming Bowsette. ^^
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YangIsCool Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2018
That's a more unique take on it than most I've seen
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BlazeyBakeneko Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2018
Thanks. ^^ I was worried it'd wind up being too cliche. ^^
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TheFerbguy Featured By Owner Edited Sep 10, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Heyo. Happy birthday.

Doc wishes it and so do I.
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Zoe-the-Pink-Ranger Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2018
Happy Birthday, Terri-chan :huggle:
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BlazeyBakeneko Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2018
Many thanks, Zoe. ^.^ :huggle:
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Zoe-the-Pink-Ranger Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2018
Hope you had a good time :huggle:
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